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‘JINNIE!!!” They called happily together

“You guys already know each other?” The CEO assistants asked and Jinnie nodded at him “That’s good then, I hope you can take a good care of my boys during the briefing, and good luck for the filming, I’ll anticipate the music video next month, then” He said before leave the room.

Yongguk walked toward her and gave her the look like ‘oh dude how come?’ but Jinnie only open her arms to get hugged by him. “How can you?” He asked

“Later. Now, should we start?” Said Jinnie as Yongguk back to his seat and he said loudly “We are” but then the others join him to introduced themselves in formal “B! A! P! Yes Sir!” with their hand moves like what people watched in television. “Welcome to BAP director Jin” Himchan said politely and he smiled at her.

Jinnie nodded and replied “Okay, let’s work” She winked on Seokgu, while he gave her the paper about the schedule and their concept “You owe me an explanation, sis” but Jinnie rolled her eyes as she took the paper

“Angel, right?” She read the draft slowly and nodded “Who’s concept is this? I mean who’s idea?”

“It’s Youngjae” Daehyun said while Youngjae looked at me in worry

“It’s nice, I can combine it with mine. So boys, I’ve been watched your practice two times, and this is my idea” She pointed at her laptop “Look, the concept would be different for each of you” The boys focused on what her showed them. “Start from Zelo, we will filming the pure first love, a young love, like this” She showed them the picture of amusement park and one of the game there, she explained about Zelo part there “……………there would be model as the girl, and when you try to reach herm she’s gone” Zelo nodded at him

Jinnie continued to explain about the part for each of them. Sometimes, she asked them if there any part that they would like to change, or any other ideas, and they shared what they thought about her concept. “For Himchan, you will be inside the bedroom, you are like………..uuhhmmmm” She stopped a moment, looking for another good words “Like a man who waiting his girl in the bedroom, you recall the memory of her beside you in the bedroom” But himchan cut her

“Oh I like bed scene” He said spontaneously and get hit by Jinnie on his right arm. “But I also thought about living room, both of them was good, how is that?” She asked

Youngjae told her about his idea again “How if we choose the second one, in the living room, Himchan will remember the girl there while he played the self camera about he and the girl, so it would like pure self camera about what was going on with him and the girl in the past” Jinnie clapped her hand

“Brilliant!” She wrote on her paper about what Youngjae just said “It would like recall their moment right?” Youngjaed nodded at her and pointed her, give her a sign that it was what he means before.

“It will look beautiful when we make him classy, you know, like a classic one but in a sad way” Jinnie told them, they nodded many times

“Oh, I think I get it” Himchan said

“And Daehyun, you will be the main, because you are going to change the hourglass, and start from it the recall is also started, but the main point that I want to show you guys, is this” She showed them a living room “We will put the old movie player here and Himchan recall his moment but in the end, he end up with suicide with gun”

“Uuuuwwww” They shouted together

“But, not in a direct way, he will shoot himself that he look in the mirror, while the person in the mirror, shoot the gun to his head, by killing the person in the mirror, you just kill yourself too” She explained

“I start to impatient” Yongguk said out of nowhere

“Me too, but since you guys didn’t finished the dance yet, so maybe we will start filming after new year, this paper told me that you still have schedule this month here and there” She handed them their schedule

“About our style?” Jongup asked

“I want to meet your stylist team, because I have a little concept for you” Jinnie said happily

“What is that?” Zelo looks curious

“Because this song talk about love, unlike your songs before, I really want to make you guys looks more mature but casual and still manly by dye your hair black, all of you but since I thought for Zelo which his concept a young love, maybe he still with a blonde or white or grey, but………..If take a look at Jongup hair color right now, it still would suits him, since the background is already black” She looked at Jongup while he fixed his hair

“But Jinnie, I just dye my hair, and I love this color, beside I already dyed my hair black before, let me stay like this, please” Daehyun murmured

“Hmm,, anything you ask boy, if you wanna stay like that, it’s okay” Jinnie pats him

“About the dance location, me and my staff would looking for the place next week, because this weeks is already hectic though, I think we can stop here and continue after I briefing with your stylist later” Jinnie turned off her laptop and close the briefing

“So now tell us how did you get here, right now as the new director” Himchan said and all of them waited for her to explain. Then, Jinnie started to telling them the whole story about how rejects all old contract that came again, the only old contract that she received only with BAP.

“Only us?” Yongguk asked her

“Hm, he said that, at least I should do it for my bestfriends, looks like he know about us” Jinnie glance them one by one, few of them looked down, avoided her gaze.

“Really, we didn’t told him about you” Youngjae mumbled “We never talk about you though” Then how come he know about BAP and her. Jinnie thought, could it be his people again that kept an eyes to her? Maybe. She don’t want to mind about that, now she got what she wanted. That’s enough.

“But you never get any kind of terror anymore, right?” Now Himchan that asked her, he looked at her in the eyes while Jinnie recalled the moment when she felt like there is someone followed her behind this few days “Jinnie?” He called her

Jinnie shook her head “I…don’t think so?” She was doubtful. Himchan tilted his head at her “Are you sure?” he asked and Jinnie only nodded

“The important thing right now is, she’s back, we are on our way to pursue our dream, let's celebrate it!” Daehyun said cheerfully.

They went to the dorm together after bought a lot of food and beers. Because the youngest like Zelo can’t drink, he only ate the food while the others started to lifted up their glass together to started the mini party “You guys had no any schedule tomorrow?” Jinnie asked them, worried if they got drunk while they had a stage the next day.

“No !!!” They shouted together and added another beer after finished one glass.

“You know I can’t drink very well” Yongguk waved his hand to Jinnie and walked to his room while Jinnie thumbs up at him.

One by one they started to drunk. Even Jinnie let herself got another bottle, she, Himchan and Daehyun had a nice tolerance with beer.

“I think I have to go home first before Seokgu back home and found me as the one that make you guys like this” Jokingly she said and took her bag and stood up “He will kill me” Seokgu didn’t join the beer party because he had some business in the office.

“Fine, I will walk you home” Himchan took her hand and they walked together

“, this is only in the downstairs, I can walk by myself” Jinnie said, she wanted to go home because she started to felt dizzy and not wanted to sleep here.

Himchan put his hand around her shoulder “Oh come on” He said while he hold a bottle of beer in his other hand. Jinnie took it from him to took a sip

“Nice girl!” Himchan said, he was a half drunk too right now. Jinnie let out a little chuckled as Himchan took again the beer.

When they reached Jinnie apartment, both of them sit together in the couch. Jinnie took the beer from him to took another sip. This is why she don’t like to drink a lot, because once she got too much, she won’t stop.

“Hey hey hey, stop it Jinnie” Himchan said and took the beer and put onto the table.

Jinnie turned at him and laughed “Why? Just tell me if you still want it, I have them a lot in the kitchen” She said while took off her blazer. Now Jinnie only wore the tight tank top and the mini skirt

Himchan found that she’s beautiful when her cheeks started to red like now, her softly voice when drunk is also distracted him. She was about to stood up but because the amount of the beers, she trembled and fell into Himchan lap, but in a moment she moved aside and both of them laughed together

“Try to walk properly if you can” He said while lifted his hand, helps her to stood up. Jinnie didn’t realize, on the way they walked to her apartment she was already trembling, luckily Himchan was grabbed her middle that’s why she can back home.

Jinnie stood up again, after two steps she fell again in his lap while her hand automatically hugged him. Both of them was drunk. With Jinnie on his lap, he didn’t let her go. He loved her and right now, he stills a man.

Jinnie was shocked a moment but when Himchan pushed her a bit, he looked at her, she looked at him too to locked their gaze. With no doubt, he found her lips. But what makes Himchan happy is Jinnie didn’t back off or pulled herself away, she kissed him back.

Himchan started to hold her waist while she sit in his lap, the kiss went deeper with Jinnie hand on his neck. Alcohol was controlled them right now. Himchan was missed this kissed so much, he and Jinnie sometimes shared a kiss even after they broke up, not a lovely kiss or kind like that, they did just because they want it. But since Jinnie met Luhan, she always avoided that moment with Himchan. Up until yesterday they never shared the kiss anymore, but now. When both of them not in their sense right now, after the long time they didn’t felt how the favor of each other lips, the kiss going deeper just like Himchan hands that move to her back and her neck, he massage her neck softly, give her sign to still kept the kiss.

He can’t hold his desire when the one he loved gave some response like this. He pushed her to lie her on the couch without stopped the kiss. Jinnie who still enjoyed the kiss didn’t realize her hand was pulled his neck, not wanting to let him go as Himchan still kissed her while he was on the top of her, he stayed like that with his elbow beside her shoulder and his hand cupped her face.

Jinnie almost forget how amazing the feel of desire. She wanted more and so does him. She was out of her world right now. Their heart started to beat faster. Himchan pulled away to looked at her, while both of them was breathless together. In a seconds, he got her lips again before he down to kissed her chin and down again to her neck. Jinnie tilted her head to give him the access. Her hand was on his back.

He grabbed her back and pulled her to sit, so now, both of them was sit while Jinnie was on his lap with both of her legs in the each side of him. They started to kissed again as his hand on her waist pulled them closer to him, his other hand hold her neck and slowly down to her collar bone and to her . Himchan moved down to kissed her neck again while she grabbed his hair “Himchan” She said breathlessly “We should….. stop”

Jinnie know where it’s going to end. And she didn't want it happen again.

“Why?” He asked, also breathlessly. His hand still grabbed her while his forehead met hers

Jinnie didn’t continued her words, he rested his head there and shook her head “I can’t, we can’t,,,,,,,,,,,, we shouldn’t do this” Jinnie wanted to do it with the person she loved. She was unsure about her feelings to him, because she had the feeling for someone. She ever loved Himchan so much back then, and she was scared if the feeling is back, a little part of her still loved him, now she was unsure, did the feeling only like a bestfriend or even more. She don’t want to hurt him.

This time Himchan give in unlike the last time, he noticed something and don’t want to force her. He promised himself to never give up on showed her the love, he will always try to get her back, slowly.

He nodded and cupped her face to kiss her forehead. After that Jinnie walked to her room with Himchan holds her hand. He lie on the bed beside her and looked at the lamp “That was amazing, right?”

She laughed and slapped his arm. 

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chunjoe1004 #1
nice story!
sarahleto
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Wow... I liked this.