Jinnie heard the sound of the music was played in the practice room. She noticed this song. 1004. When she entered the room, the boys just practice the dance. As usual, sweats covering their body, breathlessly they followed the music by the dance move. Jinnie brought them some drinks, not alcohol of course and sandwich for their hungry tummy.

When the song ended, they shouted tiredly. Jongup was lie on the floor, Zelo walked closer to Jinnie with Daehyun and Youngjae. Himchan took the towel to wipe away his sweats while Yongguk still stand there and said “Who ask you guys to stop? We should repeat again, it still lack, hey hey” No one mind him

“Take a break for a moment, come on” Jinnie said while patted the floor beside her while the other started to eat the sandwich. Lazily, Yongguk walked to her and sit beside her as Jinnie handed him the meals.

“Why you come here?” Daehyun asked while chewed the sandwich

“So I can’t watch my boys practice, uh?” She pokes Daehyun tummy

“No, I mean this late night, had any meeting?” Daehyun asked again

“Ha ha ha” She actually got I what Daehyun mean “Yap, just finished some meeting there and there”

“What’s make you this happy?” Now Yongguk that was interrogated her

“I’m just happy,I met my lovely boys now” She lied while Himchan rolled his eyes “Hhmmm,, it just I got a new contracts since yesterday, they trust me again, something like that you know”

“Lucky them, who’s now?” Youngjae asked after finished his meal

“BTS, they would have their comeback around February” Jinnie said “And you know, all of them is younger than me hahahaha, they were totally cute little boys”

“Ah, I know, the magnae even younger than me right?” Zelo murmured after looking for another meal in the plastics bag. Jinnie knew one is not enough for a teenager like Zelo who still grow, he will hungry easily at this midnight. She nodded as an answer “But you still my number one” Zelo grinned widely

“Since their comeback is would be together as ours, so you might be support them more than us, right? You want them to win” Daehyun said

“We will see” She winked at him teasingly while Daehyun pouted and threw his face away. Looks like they still didn’t know

“Seriously, Jinnie you are so happy right now, what’s up babe?” Himchan asked after changed his shirt

“Mmmmhh,, are you not happy to see me happy?” Jinnie mumbled at him, he sit in front of her to get some meals like the boys

“Of course I will be happy too, but why?” He asked softly but Jinnie only shook her head and smiled.

 

 

 

Two hours ago…

“I missed you too when I was in Italy” Jinnie smiled softly and glance at him. Luhan who found that was lovely in a moment tickled her.

“Hahaha Luhan ahahahaha,,,okay stop stop sorry” Jinnie moved aside but it didn’t made Luhan stopped to tickled her “No I won’t stop” He said teasingly . He like the way Jinnie laughed like this, so free so happily. It made him happy too.

“Luhan oh my hahahahahah Luhan please” Helpless, Jinnie still begged him to stop while Luhan still tickled her until she lie down on the couch and hold her own middle to protect them from Luhan while Luhan bent down to stopped and both of them lock their gaze. In this position while Luhan on top of her with his hand on her side and their eyes looked at each other, they still remain for a seconds. They looked into each other eyes to feel something that started to burn their heart. They could felt each other breaths because of the small gap.

He mouthed something that she couldn't hear, but she knew it by the move of his lips ‘I love you’. Jinnie was smiled at the first, but after she remembered about the promise that she will let someone showed her his love and about how her beloved twin sister loved the guy that with her right now this close, the smile disappeared. She moved a bit, by the change of her expression and her move, Luhan noticed something, he back off and sit properly in the couch “Sorry”

Not wanting Luhan to felt sorry about his confession, she moved closer to him. Jinnie rested her head to his shoulder. Luhan moved a bit, not to let her go, but to put his arm around her shoulder and made her rested into his embrace with more comfortable by pulled her closer while he rested his head on her head. He handed her his hand openly, and without any doubt Jinnie took it as she closed the gap by intertwined their hand.

Luhan knew why she turned like this, she has a reason and Luhan still don’t want to know, as long as she happy and safe with him, he would do everything he could. But Luhan also knew something. He knew that she just opened her heart by letting him stayed with her. Moreover, in his embrace. Little did he knew, that she had the same feelings to him, but because she doesn’t want to hurt two precious people in her life, she can’t tell him. Not now.

Not now.

Because she knew, once she told him their felling will grow bigger. They would be happy while the people she loved were hurt. And when life asked her which one should she choose, she can't, she just can't and she don't want. Of course she will make her twin and her best friend in the first place but, something deep inside her were craved for someone, for his presence, his touch, his words, his love, that’s why she just can’t. She was scared to losing one of them. Tonight, was another heart to heart for Jinnie and Luhan. For the umpteenth time they shared the feeling with the silent. But now they did with something different, they hold each other.

 

 

This morning Jinnie and Ailee held the first recording for the next comeback of her. Because she had to practice the dance moves in a long time, that’s why they recorded earlier than the schedule. Ailee’s voice was high, strong, she had her own characters and learn the song super fast. Maybe because both of them were a talkative girl, they connect so easily, beside that, Jinnie already work with her for her debut song.

“Not really high right?” Jinnie asked behind the glasses while Ailee already in the recording room

“Hhmm,, a bit. You know at the first I heard this song, I can’t get the feeling it’s not……just sounds a bit weird but now,,gosh I love this song, Jin” She talked to her with the mic and raised her voice a bit because of the happiness and nervous

“Okay okay ahahaha no need to shout at me I can hear you” Both of them was laughed

“Okay we will start again, and after this you will choose which one is better than the first recording, okay? Jinnie asked her as she sign ‘okay’ with her thumbs up

They continued the second recording. The recording was running smoothly, Ailee decided to take the last recording, because it was nicer than the first. “Thanks Jin, you are always have awesome songs, where are going right now?” She asked Jinnie

“I will go to YG entertainment, you know CL, 2ne1’s leader, she compose a lot of songs, and she and her agency want me to join the composer team for their next album” Jinnie said as she packed her stuff

“I really want to compose too, you should teach me when you have a free time, please Jinnie please…………” She begged while hugged her before left

“Just try to write the lyrics, you can write about everything as long as it in one theme, then I will check it for you” She told her while both of them holding hands

“Okay then, I’ll go first, bye Jinnie” Said Ailee while Jinnie waved at her as her gone.

 

 

Jinnie spent her whole time in YG office to composed 2ne1 new album with the composer team. CL also join that team, she work a lot to write some lyrics in their new album. This is the first time Jinnie worked with YG. YG artists had their own character that was strong, from Big Bang and 2ne1 especially, each of them had different charisma in their ability. Jinnie learn from them, a lot. That for a singer, face and dance not really too important as long they had their own style. Like BAP, their always had the image that full power, almost of their song always talked about social issues, their music had different color from any boy groups, it’s manly, strong, real man, and their dance though.

They even told her and let her heard their single for the next comeback, the title is come back home, they made it into two version, and the song was out of her expectation, the song was really amazing, great, meaningful, it has YG style there and she was in love with that song. CL promised her to give their album to Jinnie when it released next year. Jinnie felt honored YG trust her to composed the song for their artist. She knew since the first, the only group girl that Yongguk want to collaborate is 2ne1, she will tell him about this later. Jinnie spent almost 5 hours there, and since she already had another schedule that waited for her, she had to go first.

Jinnie drove her car into her next destination. She was happy and nervous at the same time. She put her headset on and called for someone. She wished he can calm her.

“Hi” He said first

“Hi, what are you doing?” She asked

“Waiting for your call” He laughed on the phone “Just finished my dinner, you?”

“I’m on my way” She said

“Nervous?” He asked because notice the tone of her voice “You should be happy”

“So much, Luhan. I’m happy of course” She nervous not only because she want meet with the group that she have been waiting for so long to work with, but also because she talked with Luhan in the phone.

“Then you felt nervous because you waiting them for so long? Jinnie don’t be scared, you will put a lot of effort to them, with you by their side to help them, it’s already make them stronger, moreover you work with them, together” He said while sit in the restaurant with another EXO members “You are just too excited, I can feel that”

“Huffff, I don’t know, I lost my mind a moment just by imagine I’m going to briefing with them and work in the location, I scared if I disappointing them”

“No Jinnie, you can be success with VIXX last time, now how can you not? While all of them is close to you, it will make you guys easier because you know what they want, how they work, relax Jinnie, relax”

His words worked on Jinnie, she took a deep breath and let out a chukled, she would be happy if now Luhan was with her, she would felt the warm, the presence that calm her, and the undeniable touch of him. Luhan also thought the same thing, he wanted to touch her, made her calm beside him. He missed her.

“How stupid I am right now, uh?” She stopped in the traffic jam

“No, you are not stupid, you just had the big wish but a little part inside you is not ready because you are not full of self confidence right now” Luhan was right, he can read Jinnie. “And to make you ready, you have to face it and take it as if you work with another groups, another singers, you have to give your best, that’s it”

“Luhan…..”

“Hm?”

“Thanks, you are really good listener and good advisor. I just arrived”

“Good luck, Jinnie” He said, encouraged her from the phone

“I will text you later” She said while turned off the engine

“No, don’t text me”

“Why?” Jinnie confused a moment “You are busy?”

“I’d like to hear the story when we met, so don’t text me” He said shyly while another EXO member rolled their eyes to him and shouted from there. Jinnie could heard their voice, and it made her laughed

“Okay then”

 

BAP already in the room, they waited for their new director for a hour and started to get bored. Daehyun and Youngjae was played a game together in iPad. Zelo and Jongup was talked about the dance moves while Himchan just send Jinnie a lot messages but didn’t got any reply from her. Yongguk busy with their manager and another composer talked about the songs.

Their CEO assistant entered the room and they automatically stood up and bowed at him, he give a sign to sit again “Where is the director?” he asked

“We don’t know, there’s no call from him and we already wait for a hour, Sir” Himchan tld him

“Him? You don’t know that Jun Di director resign from this contract?” He acted like he didn’t told them from the first,it was her favor “There will be another director, on the way maybe, just…………oh wait” He took his phone to answer the call. It was from her “Oh director? Yes, oh it’s okay the boys just finished their practice, we already in the room” He said on the phone while they exchanging their looks. What the hell just finished, it’s already a hour and they started to tired, the thought.

“Wait here, okay, show your respect” He said and they bowed at him before he gone. In 5 minutes he back alone, while the new director waited in the door.

“Okay boys, this is your new director that will make your music video” He opened the door for her and Jinnie walked in.

“Good evening, boys” She said and smiled