As you open your eyes, you still hear them laughing with you and you smile. It’s been a while since you could smile of the bottom of your heart… not since your parents died in an accident… it was the most horrible day in your whole life… the day you and your sister became orphans…

*FLASHBACK*

It was a sunny day and your family wanted to have a picnic in a park.

“Daddy, daddy! I really want to eat […] and to sing! Can ____-unni take the guitar with her?” Your cute little sister was exited. She danced the whole day around you, wanted you to take your guitar with them and wanted to hear you sing.

“Dongsaeng, stop it! I am going to take it with me! So you don’t need to dance around me all the time.” You were laughing. It looked like a good day with your family. You were having lunch on a little hill and you played the guitar for your family. This was the best day ever. However, on the way back your sister forgot her beloved toy. Your parents left you in the car and went for the toy… You had an awful feeling about this! You told your sister that you would go to the toilette and went after your parents.

The park wasn’t feeling warm anymore… rather cold and empty… you went to the place you had the picnic and saw your parents being attacked from two strangers. One of them had a knife in his hand… At first, it looked like your dad would win against one of them but then he saw you and made a sign to hid. While doing it he was stabbed. You and your mother were crying out but they only heard your mom.

“Shut up, ! Give me the money! Or you’ll be dead just as your husband!”

“Why should I? We don’t owe you a cent!” Your mother was raged.

“Oh… your husband was lying! He owe us a lot! He he!” One of the men went closer to your mother.

“No! You are lying! I would rather die than give you the money!” She sounded confident but as she saw you, it was already too late! The man with the knife went towards her and… you lost your mother too… The men were talking but didn’t heard anything you just sat there and cried until they disappeared. Traumatized you went back to the car.

“Unni… is something wrong?” Your sister was looking at you with big eyes.

° Yes! Our parents are dead and they won’t come back! ° “Aniyo… how long do you think they will need to find your toy?” You turned away so that your sister wouldn’t see your tears.

“I don’t know… let us look for them!” Your sister stood up but you held her back.

“No, I think we should just wait, ne?”

So you waited a long time. Your sister fell asleep but you sat there and cried.

As the police came you sister was still sleeping.

“Are you the _______ children?” He sounded concerned.

“Ne~… I am _______ and this is my Sister…” The rest you can’t and you don’t want to recall… it was one of the most awful days in your life…

*Flashback End*

You look outside. °Just like back then… the perfect day for a picnic… ° Taking your guitar with you, you went to the park you had the last picnic with your family and play a song. While singing you have the feeling your parents are singing through you. Tears are dropping on the guitar as you are thinking of the days you tried hard to become the best student… the days you visited your sister in the orphanage after you were adopted… the hard times you had in school because you are adopted… and the time everything was all right. The time you and your sister had parents… the time you were living and arguing, laughing and crying together… Slowly you realize that you are a little child again: Your parents are sitting next to you, smiling at you while you play the guitar and your sister is dancing around you while trying to sing with you. The picnic blanked is full of food your sister loves. However, this imagine faded away as you stopped to play the guitar. You know that this is the only way to see your parents but you need to stop… it’s getting hotter and you look at your watch: 3pm. You regret that you need to go back home. Still, the feeling of your family is remaining and you wipe away your last tears. ° Annyonghi geseyo, ommonim, aboji (Stay in peace, mother, father)! I hope you are living well ° You are looking in the sky ° Because I am! °

[End for today ^^]