[Hyukjae POV]

To be honest, everything was in pure chaos.

SM was having a hard time trying to calm everything down as reporters were ever determined to get through the doors, security, and everything else to get their cover story. Our managers were in an uproar, yelling about EunHae this or EunHae that, or simply glaring when they ran out of things to say.

Our SuJu members remained mad as hell because of the way the MC had trapped Hae. It all started basically when we layed eyes on that cocky . She took advantage of Hae's innocence.

Everything was crazy and I was terrified. All I could think about was how two men (Donghae and I) could mess up so royally.

I was worried about the future of Super Junior. Questions popped up left and right. . . What will become of the group? What was going to happen to me and Donghae? Were they going to send us to the army? Would they just send one of us?

I couldn’t take being so far away from my baby. . . I mean Hae. He's not mine anymore. I forgot. . .

Were we ever going to work together again? Or worse. . . Were they going to make Donghae and I break up? I wouldn't do that, I couldn’t do that! What in the world would I ever do without--

I mentally slap myself before I even finished that thought. My had already gotten that covered. I broke up with him already. . . I forgot again. . . It's still so hard to believe I did something so ridiculously stupid. I want him to be mine forever.

Suddenly, Sungmin and Kyuhyun came running over screaming wildly, breaking up my thoughts. “Hyuk, Hyuk! Where’s Donghae? We need to tell you two something! The group has received some important news!” Upon hearing his name Donghae comes back over after getting some water to hear what they had to say.

But before Kyu could say anything, I had to ask the one thing that’s been playing with my mind ever since Hae said those words that melted my heart completely. He said he still loved me. . . It's now or never.

“Hae. . . You really do forgive me right? I mean, that’s what you said before.” He nods slightly, wondering where this suddenly came from. I was relieved at just that simple head nod, but still, I had to gather up as much courage as I could muster to ask what I really wanted to.

I felt a little scared that the answer wouldn't be to my liking. I took a deep breath and nervously asked him,
“Will you. . . Be my boyfriend? Again? Lee Donghae?” I silently cursed my broken up speech as I waited for his reply. I didn't have to wait, honestly. Immediately, he answered me back.

“Yes, Hyukkie, of course. I love you baby.” He hugged me tightly, and gave me a quick kiss on the cheek. If we weren't allowed to be caught kissing in public, I'd be devouring his lips right then and there. I felt as light as a feather, like a highschool girl who finally caught her crush after such a long time of waiting.

I could've stayed in this moment forever. . .  Until I remembered Kyu and Sungmin standing there. . .

Hmmmmm, Why are they here again? My eyebrow cocked.  And then suddenly I was brought out of my Hae-Daze. I remembered.

"NEWS!" I screamed, not knowing it came out as loud as it did. Heads from the other side of the room had whipped over in my direction. I sank down into my seat a little bit, although my heart remained beating at a pace that was too fast for my liking.

Biting my nails and staring from Sungmin to Kyuhyun to Donghae, I wait for something to be said. Donghae looks back at me, seeming equally nervous.

“What. . What is it? A-Are we in a crap load of t-trouble?” I'm stammering dumbly.

Kyuhyun answers me quickly, “Well, after the interview the fans were screaming so many things. The most common one was: "IT'S ABOUT TIME!". Of course this was after we had assured them that you are okay and you just needed to get some rest.” He paused for a second.

I snap my head up after having it held down, not really wanting to hear what was about to be said. I had been scared that the words would be, "You’re FIRED. Leave immediately! ". But, after hearing these unexpected words, now I have a big smile on my face and I waited eagerly for Kyu to finish with what he was saying.

And he finishes with, “The fan base continued with shouts such as, 'I knew they are real!' , 'Why did it take so long?' And 'WHEN IS THEIR REAL WEDDING?!' All kind of things like that.” He smiled at my satisfied smile and continued.

“SM was even getting crazy responses like, 'DON'T YOU DARE HURT OUR EUNHAE!' , 'LEAVE THEM ALONE AND LET THEM BE TOGETHER!' , and my personal favorite, 'WHY PUT THEM TOGETHER AS A UNIT AND THEN MAKE THEM SPLIT APART!?'. And there were many more e-mails following that."

I was a bit shocked hearing this, I was estatic and very thankful to my fans. But, on the other hand, I knew we were still in a lot of trouble about the entire situation. . . But. . . I was still happy and my dear ELF’s made me love them a little more, if that was even possible. I have my Hae back and the support from our ELF's. I couldn't help but smile.

After my mild state of shock, I agreed to Sungmin's suggestion that we head over to the computers and see what was being said about everything.

The screens showed us that we were receiving countless e-mails from hundreds of fans. . . But of those countless emails, there were also many hate mail e-mails from the homophobes that always seemed to be present. 

The four of us sighed and turned our attention to the computer screen, to the left of the ones where the e-mails were being scrolled through. Here, the reporters were broadcasting everything EunHae, wide grins on their faces because they knew they had a juicy story to tell. Apparently, especially if they could get their hands on the talkative Donghae. . .

Reporters were saying Donghae tells it all in an outburst of feelings. Anything that was troubling his jumbled mind, he would let it all out.

Immediately, Donghae’s face changed into one that carried the utmost amount of guilt. “I’m. . . Am I really like that? . . .This all happened because. . . I didn’t mean to. . . I’m so sorry.”

His incapability to form coherent sentences halted my heart. It hurt me to see him this guilt-ridden, and the computer screen suddenly pissed me off to no end. I silently rubbed his back and looked at him caring and gently, letting him know that it was okay.

I couldn’t deny, though, that he does say whatever’s on his mind. He even told me that what’s important in life is saying what’s on your mind. . . Oh well, he understands now. I hope.

After comforting Donghae, and sick of looking at all the EunHae happenings we shut off the computer. Cursing the reporters out in my head, I began to worry again.

“So what do you think is going to happen now?” I start, then pause. “Did the managers say anything?” Donghae and I ask this last question at the same time. Boy are we the same, I think,  just like a married couple. . . I smile to myself as I picture being married to the perfect man beside me.

“Not yet, but they are in a meeting right now with the CEO. . .” Sungmin says with a gloomy look on his face.

Even if they let it slide, we still would have to go through the badgering of those USED TO BE fans and those who never were our fans, that are now against us, and everything gay—the anti EunHae’s. I stand in my own world, silently remembering the e-mails from the homophobes, the anti-gays:

‘They’re GAY, they should lose their contracts!’ ;  “They’re not IDOLS! Idols are supposed to be straight, not GAY!’ ;  and the worst was, ‘Down with EunHae! THEY’RE NOTHING BUT FAGS ANYWAY.’

I had cringed violently after reading that comment. Those words speared right through my heart, piercing every feeling of confidence I had within myself.

I had my head down for the time being, thinking about all of these anti-gays, the problems that were going on. . . everything. My eyes slid towards Donghae who was at my side and had his head down just as I did.

I could guess that he was thinking the same things I was:  WE ARE DOOMED AS HELL. . .

Suddenly the door opens and our heads go up to see our managers coming out of the long meeting. Their heads are down and one of our managers walks over to me and Donghae and announces to us that the CEO was in his office trying to defuse this situation.

“You have a meeting with the CEO in 2 to 3 days in his conference room.” He says and then walks away at a brisk pace, as if our sudden bad fortune will get stuck on him.

We all watch him go, and as soon as he was far enough away, KyuMin said at the same time, “He doesn’t look too happy.” They even trailed off together.

They remind me of Donghae and I.

We all sighed as I fought to keep the tears I knew was coming from falling. But almost instantly, I failed miserably.
Donghae and I hugged each other like our lives depended on it. Thinking about it now, it would probably be our last.

What am I going to do if I lose my baby? OMG, my Fishy. . . What am I going to do?!

“Hyukkie, Baby, don’t cry. No matter what, we’re going to be together. Even if I have to break every law and rule in this world, I promise you, my Monkey, that we will be together forever.” He gently uses his thumb to swipe the tears of my cheek and kisses me on my lips, no longer scared to show his affection in public.

Even though there wasn’t anyone left in the room anyways, well except KyuMin. They were here, but they already know the situation, what exactly is going on with me and Donghae, so they don’t count.

Thinking back to Donghae’s words. . . Oh how I wish I could believe in his promise, how much I needed his promise to be real, to be within reach.

I love Donghae so much. And the very thought of him not being in my life *again* is like having an eighteen wheeler truck crushing every bone in my weakened body while it charged at top speed.

I would feel the pain at first, but then I suddenly become numb as pain takes over my body, leaving me a pathetic, empty shell.

 I can’t bear the thought and I sob as quietly as I can into his chest.

Oh, Donghae. Please. Don’t ever leave me. . .

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Okay, So. . .  Sorry for the extra short chapter. . . I hope you liked it, though! :D

I tried my best to visualize what would happen truly in this type of situation. A bit of fact to this story for the time being. LOL.

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