Shasha's pov

Oh !!! Damn!!! How the hell did she finds out about this?!!!! Andwe!! Andwe!! It's all fake!! No one never finds out about the real me!!! No! No!! No!!! I can't probably continue my plan now if my enemy were to know who I am. Arrgghh!!! This can't be!! I went all numb all of a sudden. I'm speechless and I stood there, right in front of her being so motionless. The only action that I am doing now is covering my mouth to prevent myself from geting an extreme shockness.

But hold up, is my action more obvious that I am actually admitting my mistakes? Aiish, another foolish act made by me. I immediately act as my normal self. Thinking of a way to brainwashed Sandara's mind.

"Hahahahaha~~~~ are you drunk or something? Who the hell is that?!! My name is Sheera and who the hell is Shasha?!! Your long lost friend? You must have missed her don't you? Oh well, I think you really drink too much alcohol coz your breath stinks!!" I insulted

"Haiz.... Shasha...Shasha.... still wanna deny it? If you're not Shasha then why are you looking so shock just now. As if like I have exposed one of your most precious secrets?" she asked which send chills down my spine

Oh My God!! What now!! I should have acted blur just now! Nichkhun, Taecyeon, Wooyoung, Youngjae I NEED YOU GUYS NOW!!! T_T T_T T_T

"Sandara, take a break... I am not Shasha. You need a DNA test for that? For your information...," I am about to say

"ENOUGH TALKING !!! JUST F**KING OWNED UP!!! I'M NOT STUPID SHASHA!!! I'VE BEEN MONITORING YOU FROM THE BACK FOR THE PAST FEW SUFFERING WEEKS, FOR ME!! IT'S SUCH AN EASY THING TO NOTICE!! YOUR CHARACTER IS STILL THE RUDE, ANNOYING GIRL THAT I ONCE KNEW....SO... Are you like so called back from the dead?!!! You don't know how delighted I am to received the news that you're dead. And it brings pain to my ears that you're back and it brings pain to my eyes to be staring at you!!! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE DEAD FOR REAL????AARRGGHH!!! Stealing Jay from me is not enough?!!" she shoot me with her spicy words causing me to look down in regret that I actually failed

"Can I take that if you're silent, you're actually admitting it?" Sandara asked sarcastically and smirk

I can't control my tears anymore. I try to face up to prevent it from falling.

"Good!!! Cause I f**king wanna end this mind-f**k game that you had been playing on all of us!! And it makes my job simpler to get Jay back to me. Oh... And did you just mention that I actually miss you? [putting her arms around Shasha's shoulder and starts to walk in a circular manner] Hahah guess what? I truly, honestly miss you!!! Really, I miss you so much Shasha!!!! But the real thing is, I truly miss seeing you loosing to me!!! It's gonna happen in like any moment now... Aren't you afraid???" she insulted sarcastically

I start to get distress upon knowing that I have lost the game. I can't even think of a way to get Sandara to cover this secret up. My mind went blank as I just stood there like an idiot being silent. Then Sandara stand right in front of me crossing her arms. I am like, shouldn't I be the one who is in her position and she is suppossed to be in mine position right now? If only there is a spell to make it happen.

"You know me don't you... I had always lots of evil plan in mind.I can turn things into a very nasty way but since you miss me, which touched my heart really deeply, I shall give you a chance. Which means instead of me revealing it to Jay the real you, I am asking you yourself to reveal it to him...," she said

"ARE YOU CRAZY?!!!! ANDWE!!! WHY DARA?!!! WHY MUST YOU RUINED MY LIFE? DO YOU HATE ME THAT MUCH?!! OF ALL LADIES IN THIS FRAKING WIDE WORLD, WHY MUST IT BE ME??!!! DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST ME OR SOMETHING??!!" I exploded

"Like I said. I must get back what had been stolen away from me! Come on, Shasha, I thought you were the tough, brave girl. You don't have to use energy. All you have to use is your mouth. If not then, I have no choice but to tell him myself which is not going to be good once he knows it from someone elses mouth.... He would think of you as a liar you know... So which one will you choose? Option one or option two?" she purposely make things complicated for me

It takes me a very long time to decide. I am thinking of a way to shut actually but nothing seems to get into my mind. In the end after a very long thought of the consequences of each decision....

"Alright...I'll...I'll tell him myself..," I lamented

"Err.. that is totally a bad choice but who cares. He will still know it anyways! You have to tell him when he came back from the U.S arrasoh? Eh, wait...," she said and then paused as if thinking of another perfect timing to reveal it

"No, no! There will be a small party when he return from the US...I heard Chaerin and the others planned about it and I want you to exposed the truth right in front of all of your old and new friends....I want you to reveal all of your true colours on that day!! And I promise, I'll never disturb your life again deal?" she insisted

Easy for her to say of course. And high possibility that when all that happens, she wouldn't have to worry about Jay getting back to me. Oh no I'm trap now!! And all I could do now is to agree to it.

"Deal...," I told her

She just smirk in happiness and went out while I stay rooted to the marble floor for about a few minutes before going out. I am too scared when that day happens. It's like waiting for judgement day to come. I came out from the washroom looking as weak as a feather. I can't even notice the movement people around me. I keep banging into them. But I don't bloody care at all! Precious jewels from my eyelids starts to flow out. I am so afraid that the urge of me comitting suicide turns out to be positive.

I went to the nearest bench provided and just stone there. Looking like a depressed woman who had just broken up with her boyfriend. In fact, in a few days I will break up with Jay for sure after he hears this saddening news! Arrgghh?!! Only crying could help me for now!! What should I do now? I feel regret saying deal to Dara but it's either I owned up myself or make situation turns bad which is being revealed by someoen elses mouth. Haiz... Shasha... Shasha... what a stupid jerk you are!!

"Hey Shasha! Wassup?" a very cheerful guy said and I could sense that he is sitting beside me

"Oh... Wooyoung-ah...," I lamented sadly

"What's with the tears? Hahha? Just finished watching a sad movie?" he joked, surrounding his arms around my shoulder

"Haha.. ania... Just.. something just happen... I'll be ok soon, don't worry...," I lied not to make him worry

"Nah... no... no... you're lying your off.. tell me what's wrong...," he insisted

I don't know how to even start and just by recalling back on what Dara said to not reveal this plan to others is replaying in my mind. It's not that I am afraid or what but I know when it comes from Sandara, consequences are much more worst than being in hell. I heaved a sigh of lethargic and massage my both head. Wooyoung suddenly stand up and grab my hand.

"Come!" he said pulling me up

"Ugh.. Wooyoung, I am not in the mood to watch movies now!" I complained

"Who says we're watching movie.. Just follow me, I'm sure you'll love it!!" he insisted puling my hand

Wooyoung's pov

I could gurantee she would feel 100% much more better bringing her to this place. It's lucky that the place is somewhere near the airport. She keep posting me the same curious questions on the way there and I on the other hand always give her the same answer. Feeling annoyed she just kept quiet. After a 10 minutes walk, we reach our destination.

"Forever Chocolates? I've never heard of this place before...but HOLD UP!!! Is this some kind of club or something? Cause I know some clubs do have weird names as they don't want to be obvious...," she warned

"Aiissh, yah, you think I only visit clubs for my entire life?!! That's crazy. I love to explore places like this and you'll be surprise on what other interesting places that I've found..," I said proudly

"Hmmm.. impressive.. Wooyoung is an explorer? Haahahhaha...," she teased

"Aiish, I know you wouldn't believe it. But you'll know it soon.....Let's go in or you'll regret!!" I told her opening the glass door for her

As expected, she would go crazy whenever she sees chocolates! This place must have been like heaven to her. They sell all kinds of chocolates here. Even, cakes, drinks, biscuits are all made up of pure chocolate. Although I am not a chocolate lover, I know Shasha needs it the most as to her chocolate always make her feel much more better. It takes us such a long time to select the perfect food to eat. All of them just caught our attentions.

"Arrasoh.. arrasoh.... since I've bring enough cash with me, just order what you want. It's on me today!! Heheh..," I finally said 

"Jinja? No regrets? I'll order the most expensive one mostly...," she warned

"Go on... Like I said, just order! Wooyoung's rich today lol!!!" I joked

"Fine then..,"she went on
 

Chaerin's pov

I am at the skating area with Zelo just to improve more on my skating skills. So far I think I improve on every lesson I had, thanks to my 'teacher' Zelo. Haha although he is a few years younger than me. I learn how to balance and eveything and my effort really paid off.

While I am tightening on my skateboard shoes, I could sense that Zelo is staring at me. Well, for your readers information, this is not the first time that it happened. I always could sense that he is always either staring at me or daydreaming while looking at me while I am busy doing something. I purposely acted blur so that I wouldn't embarrass him. But seriously, I don't mind him doing that only for once or twice but this is like every single outing there is always one time he would do those kind of staring moments which makes me feel uncomfortable.

Like now, I really can't take it anymore that I quickly stand up and look at him. In addition, he would pretend that he is looking at something ahead of me when he doesn't have the time to turn his head away. Arrgghh. it could get on my nerves most of the time. In addition, I know what is his motive for doing that. I really know and it's obvious that he is falling for me. He had given me a lot of hints on every outing that we go.

Haiz..once again I have to act like a slow person trying to pretend to not trying to guess what is his intention. However, the other side of me feel kinda bad for like making him wait.It's not that I am choosy or fussy but I think I am not ready yet for this relationship thingy? And there is one reason on why I couldn't accept it. I am stealing glances at him when....

"Noona, since you're an expert now, why don't we race each other?" Zelo asked

"Bring it on! Haha!!!" I said confidently

So we begin racing each other a few times in the skating ring and although I tried my ultimate best, Zelo still wins in the end. It's good that he didn't boast about it. In fact, he gave me some motivation words to not give up.

"Haiz... still can't win the expert I see..Hmph!!" I grumbled

"Eh gwenchana noona.... There is such word as try.. hehe..," he said patting my shoulder, and make that smile which causes me to stare at him this time and trust me it's a watse for not looking at it

AAARRGGHH!!! NOT THIS STARING MOMENTS AGAIN!!! SNAP OUT OF IT CHAERIN!!!! I immediately look away after hearing those voices in my head. I push his hands from my shoulder and skate slowly to where our bagpacks are... those bad feelings!! Can't they like fade away or something? I am too focused on myself that I don't even realise that someone in front is about to knocked me down.

"HEY OUT OF THE WAY!!!!" a manly voice warned me

However, I was too late to notice it that the moment I turn I could knock down into him. Maybe luck is on my side after all. I was being rescued by Zelo by him pulling me towards him which once again my head making contact with his chest.UGGHH!!! Not this kind of scene again! I am sick and tired about it already. But at least I am safe from that minor incident. PHEW!! 

"AIISSHH!!!" scolded the man who just skate passed us

"SORRY, SHE DIDN'T DO IT ON PURPOSE!" Zelo apologised for me

"Noona, are you alright?" he asked, being more concerned this time by checking on my arms

Ok this is way too much for me. I just let go of him harshly and is about to skate away from him but my hand was being grab by him causing me to pause for a moment.

"Noona, I have something to tell you...," he told me

I let go of his grip, I am like a hot larva waiting to be exploding any moment now. I then went to stand directly in front of him, with arms crossed, eyebrows furrowed.

"Er... Noona, why are you looking so angry?" he asked

"You wanna tell me something right? Spit it out right now arra?!!" I fumed

"Noona, what's wrong? Nomu gwenchana?" he asked for assurance

"You know, I've been noticing you for the very first time that we hang out together alone. You always said that you have something to tell me and ended up telling nothing. Or it's either you twist it to a very random topic. Why?!!" I finally told him about what I noticed and my true emotions

"Noona, what is happening to you? Out of nowhere you burst out in flames like nobody's business. Is there something you don't like about me? Are you bored of hanging out with me already?" he raised his voice

"I didn't say that. And why I am acting like this is because of your actions towards me. Without you knowing I know that you had been stealing glances at me while I am not looking, you are sometimes way too kind towards me and even that day when I am sad, you stay by my side and even sent me home!! Why are you being extra kind when we're only treating each other as friends. Even Sheera isn't this nice to me. It's good to be nice but it has a limit to it ok. What would other people think?!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE?!! I SHOULD ASK YOU THAT QUESTION!! WHY? WHY ZELO?!!!" I expresses out my true feelings

"BECAUSE I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU!!!!!!" he yelled at my face, eyes watery

"w..wh...wha....what?" I asked, eyeballs almost popping out

"IT'S BECAUSE I LOVE YOU ARRA????!!!! NOT AS A FRIEND BUT AS A LOVER!!! I didn't realise it myself at first but the more I hang out with you, after seeing you being through pain about your own family, I started to realise that you are the one for me because I can't bear you to see in pain! Don't you understand?! I know I am so stupid when it comes to hiding my true feelings but at least I tried...," he confessed while sobbing

I'm speechless and motionless. He then start to show his back to me. I think he is hiding the fact that he is crying.

"You know you are so important to my life that I actually tailed you home before, making sure that you reach home safely and I even went to your workplace often just to check on how you're doing, whether you had proper meals, whether your surroundings are safe. Then how do you think I know what time you end work? And how did you get free food from your manager? Also how did the manager manage to give you a couple of off days? " he give me a hint

I pause, look down and start to refrsh back about those days.

"So it's you who...," I figured it out and look up and Zelo shedding devastated tears which makes me feel kinda bad

"Yup, it's all done by me. I purposely inform your manager not to tell you that I actually did all that behind your back.[sobbing].. Haiz... thought of proposing to you today but since things turns out this way...," he lamented but I cut

"Zelo-ah...Listen, you are still young arra? Maybe it's not the time to fall in love around your age yet...And I....," I said and then pause thinking whether I should said it

"Just admit that you're embarrassed if you were to have boyfriend that is younger than you... I know that's gonna be one of the reasons anyways....Haiz..... you broke my heart much more deeper.... If only I can grow a few years older than you the next day... but too bad you only go for older guys... What a very insulting thing to say... Thank you so much!!!!" he said sarcastically, tears running down from his eyelids

"Zelo-ah, that is not what I mean arra?.. It's just that..,"  I said touching his shoulder

"STOP LYING ARRA?!!!! LET GO NOW!!!" he scolded

He rolled his eyes at me and skate off, grabbing his bagpack and leave the place. I groan in guilt about telling him in a wrong way. I should have rephrased the sentence!! AARRGGHHH!!!! Great, at first had a fight with Sheera and now with Zelo. Who is next on the list?

Zelo's pov

The sorrow of those insulting words that was being said by Chaerin noona seems to dimish me physically and mentally. Can't believe she actually said that to me. She is really not the old her whom I've known before. I don't know what had gotten into her. I'm frustrated, disappointed upon her behaviour these few days. Thanks to that I accidentally knock down an old man causing me to fall off from my skate board in order to prevent him from getting hurt.

"Aiish! I thought young teenagers like you have a good eye sight. Maybe my prediction is totally wrong!" he scolded and continue strolling

I lay still on the floor. Great! Another insult!!

"Yeah....I don't have a perfect eyesight! It's being blinded by something called stupidity!" I talked to myself and look downwards in devastation

Then, the sky starts to pour heavily. People are rushing, searching for shelters. Some are like struggling to take out their umbrellas out from their bags while I here am like a a display set being drenched by the rain. What a perfect weather for a perfect mood that I am going through right now! I cried together with the sky. Both are like pouring out all of the sadness that was being encountered.

Wooyoung's pov

I watch as Shasha gobbled up her last chocolate muffin. Eating as if, she hadn't had it for centuries. I give her that priceless face and just by staring at her makes me feel so full that the moment if she were to order another chocolate dish, it could make me puke on the spot.

"MMMMM... YUM..YUM!!! :p:p" she exclaimed the chocolate stains on her lips

"Anything else?" I asked

'Oh please say no, please say no'... my heart is praying. I'm afraid that the price will extend my budget amount.

"burp~~...I think this is enough!" she said

"Phew, arrasoh.. wait here, I'll pay the bill..," I told her and went to the counter

I asked for the bill and holy cow!!! My jaws drop wide open, eyeballs almost popping out and I almost fainted on the spot. My heart is beating at maximum speed. Cold sweat starts to appear. Just for a one person meal it cost $268.30???? And all of the foods are only chocolate. My goodness!! Aiish, I regretted bringing her here!! I should have just bought a packet of chocolate bar from the supermarket!!

"Your money sir?" the lady asked

I heave a sigh of disappointment while in my head is thinking of something. Then an idea struck into my head like a bolt of lightning. Ok time to be flirty a bit! I lean towards the counter, with my arms rested on the wooden table, looking as charming as possible.

"Errhem...," I pretended to cough macholy

"Of all girls that I had met, you have the most gorgeous smile ever!" I acted

"Oh..really?hehe..," she blushed

"Yes!! And oh look... Gosh just look at those two beautiful and sparkling eyes! They are just perfect for a beautiful girl like you..," I complimented more

"Oh.. please stop. you're making me blush even more..," she chuckled

"And oh my goodness, just look at those tender lips of yours!!! Any guy would be lucky to lay their lips on it!! I wish I was that guy!!" I praised, leaning closer to her

I hope she would just stop me and tell me right in the face that I don't have to pay a single cent for what I had just ordered! Unfortunately, out fo a sudden, she grab my hand tightly and twist it like what wrestlers always do to defend themselves from their opponent!

"AHHH!!!AHH!!! YAH!!!!! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU UP TO?!!! AHH!!!" I yelled in pain

"I should ask you that question!! Think I am dumb enough not to know what your intention was? Pay up or your face will land under my feet!! Which one would you prefer?!!!" she threatened

"Ahh!!! Arra! Arra!! Got it!!" I begged for forgiveness

Shasha's pov

Aiish what is taking him so long? 5 minutes had passed already. I don't think giving some dollar notes to the cashier takes up a lot of time. Then I heard some commotion going on inside the shop. I am about to go in back when Wooyoung is being thrown out from the shop. I quickly grab him before he fell forward.

"And don't come back if you can't afford it arra??!!" a woman shouted

"Aiissh!! WHO WANTS TO COME BACK TO THIS PATHETIC PLACE ANYWAYS!!" Wooyoung argued back

"Wooyoung-ah, stop it arra? Let's go!!" I said dragging him away before it turns out into a fight

Wooyoung keep cursing her but I suggest that he stop talking before my shoes land in his mouth. Then he keeps blaming that why is the price so high for just chocolates. I felt bad...

"Wooyoung, mianhe.. I didn't mean to spent all of your pocket money..I think I am out of control just now... It's just this craving that I had been having. It's been happening since last week..,Sorry Wooyoung!" I apologised

"Aiish, cravings? What are you like pregnant or something? Pfft...Cravings? hah!" he said feeling so annoyed

It gives me a sudden shock when Wooyoung talks about pregnant. I almost forget about it. So can all those cravings causes by my own pregnancy? Then by thinking about the pregnancy, it reminds me of Jay and when it reminds me of Jay it reminds me of that very day that I am going to reveal to him everything about the true me. In fact to everyone! Oh no!! I don't wanna loose Jay! I want him to love me forever! I can't loose him to Dara again! That really deserves some great revenge to pay up. I then shed depressing tears by thinking about it.

"Eh, don't take it seriously! I'm fine with it! As long as you are happy alright? Friends are more important than money..," Wooyoung said surrounding his arms around my shoulders

I did a fake smile as he don't even know what I am predicting about what is going to happen at the party in a few days time. The further we walk, the rain just gets heavier and heavier. I wonder how is Jay doing.

"What's with the long face? Something happened?" Wooyoung asked

"Ani..[pretend to smile]... Nothing happened...," I lied

"Eh, come on. You can't still be sad. Seems like the chocolate has no effect on you...Hmmm..," he said looking away from me

Out of a sudden, he made a gigantic smile, while looking ahead of him.

"COME!!" he exclaimed excitedly while pulling me

"Where are we going?" I asked

"It's our childhood game!! Remember when it rains? We will always play this game!! It's either Jay or Taecyeon would be the winner!" he try to refresh my memory

We are now standing right in front of a very long and thin drain which could fit our feet sizes, made out of metal railings so that it could allow us to slide from one end to the other end. Now I remember what game he is talking about. We've played it when we're 5? I look at Wooyoung who is looking at me with a cheeky smile. I smile back trying to read his mind.

"Are you thinking of what I'm thinking?" he asked

"Absolutely!!" I assured him

And the both of us starts to fight for a perfect position to race. Once ready, we raced each other to slide to the other end of the slippery drain.  It's awesome fun seeing the both of us fall, landing in a funny sitting position. Komawo Wooyoung, for making me feel happy even though it will only last for a while.

After 1 hour of having fun sliding on the sliperry rain,....

"Hahahaha~~~ aiish Wooyoung-ah, since young you would always make the most falls!!!Hahaha!!" I burst out in laughter

"Whatever!!! It's just about having fun!! And crap, my hurts!! We should stop arra?!!" he blurted

Then his phone rang and with cold shivery hands, he slot his hands in the pocket to retrieve his phone. While he answer his call, I continue sliding on the drain just for the fun of it and also waiting for him to finish his conversation on the phone. After making like the third slide, he turn around and told me to come to him.

"So who's that? New girlfriend?" I asked jokingly

"Hah! I wished!! Sorry, but can I leave you here? I have to rush to somewhere urgently.. You ok going home alone?" he asked for confirmation, putting his hands on my shoulder

"Think I am still a kid? Of course I am ok with it... Just run along arra? Or you'll be late..,." I told him

"Ok! Text me if anything happens!" he said and is about to walk away but I stop him

"Wooyoung-ah, so sorry about what happened earlier and thanks for making me feeling better again..," I thanked him

He showed me his warmth smile and hug me.The hug was quite long actually. He pats my head gently being like a caring owner to a very lost puppy.

"It's ok chingu! It's my job! Don't be upset anymore alright? Show people your irresistable smile!" he adviced

"I'll get going first ok? Annyeong!" he wished and pinched my nose

"Ahh!!" I yelled in pain

"Hahahha~~!!! Ok gotta rushed off... Oh and you do know that we are planning a party for Jay right when he comes back? Make sure you're there arra? You're his girlfriend! See ya! Annyeong! Haha..." he laughed and rushed off to where ever he is going

"Haiz... how I wish he will stay as my boyfriend forever! But too bad, it will not last long...," I lamented

I check the timing on my watch and it's still early for me to get back home. I am sure Chaerin should be out today and she must be hanging out with Zelo again!! Aiish those two lovebirds!! Of all guys, why my little brother? But at least my brother is learning the meaning called love. As I am making a light stroll, I know  a very perfect place to hang out. I flag a cab and in my drenched clothes just went inside the cab and instructed the driver to bring me to that place. It's been so long I hadn't been visiting that place.

A few minutes later I reach that place and it's amazing that it still stays that same as the way it looks. Yup, it's my old house. Where me, Zelo, mum and dad used to live before. Seems like they are still living in this house. Surprisingly, my heart felt calm coming back here. I start to walk leisurely around that area. There is someone in the house as the lights are on. 

I've been missing for 3 years still nothing changes in this place. I walk and walk until I reach a very deserted park. Just by seeing the playground makes me miss Zelo even more. Recalling on how I push him while he is on the swing. I smile thinking about it. Then when I turn to the left side, there is like a small entrance. I remembered that place. It's where me and Zelo always go whenever we want to share each other problems feeling afraid to share it with our parents. 

Feeling curious on how it looks like now, I went towards it and yup nothing had change. The area is still surrounded by tall, thick bushes and seldom people come here as it's usually boring. It quite dark especially during rainy weather and late afternoon hours. I go in quietly. I find a spot and sit down there. Slowly my smile is fading away, thinking about how am I going to face Jay on the day I am going to reveal it to him. It's pressurising that I cried as I know I am about to loose the man that I loved since young! Thinking about a solution to the problem just wouldn't happen.

"Tsk..tsk...," I heard someone sobbing

Alright now this place is trying to freak me out. It's not me who did it. With watery, blurry eyes, I scan through the entire place. I came across a blonde haired guy who is circling his body looking like the shape of the shrimp, with his face hidden , crying uncontroably. I stand up and went to him. Wait, isn't he?

"Zelo?" I called out his name

He look up at me with desperate swollen eyes. Goodness, how many gallons of tears has he shed? My litte brother, my poor little brother! It's breaks my heart that it causes me to sit beside him. I took out my handkerchief from my pocket and wipe his sorrowful tears away.

"TSK...TSK....TSK...," he sobbed even more, looking away from me

"Hey, what's wrong? Did something happened?" I asked concernly, storking his head

"Sheera noona, how do you feel about falling in love with a guy that is a few years younger than you?" he asked

"Weird of course but to me, during this generation, people don't even care about age. It doesn't bothers them. The thing that bothers them is how strong their love is towards each other...," I explained

"See?!!! At least you understands my feelings!!" he grumbled

"Is this about Chaerin noona? It is right?" I asked

Zelo stay silent without breathing out a single word.

"She is really a liar!! She should have told me but all she does is pretending that she 'likes' me. It's like forcing herself to hang out with me.Arrgghh!!!" Zelo wailed

"Maybe she is not ready yet. Zelo, listen to me. You can't rush people for relationships. She needs some time to be prepared. And you give a sudden proposal, any girl would think that you're rushing right? Trust me, she will accept you one day. You have to wait. Remember what I told you before? Patience is a virtue..,," I adviced

"You know, wheneve I am with you, it's like being with my real late sister... You adviced me the same way she used to advice me before...But Sheera noona, I really love her. I'm afraid she will be taken by someone else! I want her so badly..," he lamented

"Patience Zelo...believe me, she won't be in someone else's hands. Cause I think she has some feelings for you too, you know?" I said making him feel more better

He did a long paused and look at me.

"You're lying aren't you? Just to make me feel better..," he told me

"I'm telling the truth I swear. I stay under one roof with her, of course I know what she is doing right? She always talks about you before going to bed. She talks about the gift you presented to her, your caring deeds to her and everything about you. My eardrums almost exploded... Even during dance practices, she will be reading your previous messages that you have send her while the rest of us are like having a chat. See? Those are obvious hints that she is into you... So don't be scared of loosing her ok? I'll ensure that she will end up with you ok?" I assured him

"tsk...tsk... komawo noona...Gosh if only you were my real sister...I would have hug you tightly!!" he wished

I would feel like crying whenever he said those kinds of assuming things. I just feel like telling him not to assume it cause I am really his biological sister!! Haiz... but he don't have to worry about it. It will be exposed soon as promised made. Since the sympathy feelings starts to rise in me, I really can't see Zelo in this state.

"Zelo-ah.. if it makes you feel better, I allow you to do that arra? Just treat me as your older sis ok?" I comforted him, causing him to turn and face me

"Really? You actually allow me to hug you?" he asked for permission

I nodded my head and just smile and him. I wait for him to come to my embrace. Which sister wouldn't want to embrace their own siblings? Without wasting time, he hug me immediately, feeling as if I am the only one he could depend on whenever he is facing some difficulties. Just like old times...

"Thank a lot Sheera noona. At least there is someone that I could fully trust with my own heart!" Zelo thanked

I cried in silent while he is not looking because without him knowing, I am in fact THE MOST BIG FAT LIAR compared to everyone that he knows. It's hard going through this guilty feeling. I can't help but to hug him tightly as well, apologising him through my heart, hoping for him to forgive my sins when I reveal it during the party. Mianhe Zelo... Noona miss you a lot!!! T_T T_T T_T

Narrator's pov

Days past like the speed of a tornado.... For the past few days where Jay is still in the US, Shasha had been living her life with full of fear, especially during practice whenever Sandara is around. Just by seeing or having glances of her, makes Shasha trembles like a leaf. It's as if death is waiting for her whenever she is to appear in front of Sandara.

Sandara on the other hand is enjoying life to the fullest and can't for that very day to come. Because of that, Shasha starts to neglect her practice and she is very stress, thinking about the best solution to end this. All of her friends are worried. She refused to have her meals and would keep herself lock in the room, crying all alone. But thanks to Chaerin who informed Nichkhun about Shasha's changing behaviour, he sometimes have to go and comfort Shasha.

"Shasha, you must eat to have energy. If you don't care about yourself, at least have some pity to your child that is in your stomach.. I'll feed you arra?" Nichkhun would persuade her

She vomits quite often as well, pressurizing about the situation. All of her friends tries to ask her to share her problems but Shasha just kept quiet, afraid of revealing it as she knows what Sandara would do.

A FEW DAYS LATER......

Jay Park's pov

Waddup?? Waddup people!! I'm back in Seoul baby!!! This is like the happiest day of my life as I get to see the girl that I missed!! After settling the passport, I am surrounded by my hardcore fans which is blocking my way  from moving. I need like 2 muscular bodyguards to make way for me. I just bow as a sign of respect and keep on walking eager to see Sheera. I can't wait to be back in her arms again.

To my surprise I saw Taecyeon waiting for me at the entrance of the airport. He is looking so pissed. I creased my eyebrow in confusion. As the area is kinda safe for me to wander around alone, I order my bodyguards to leave me alone.

"Hey, wassup bro? Where is the rest?" I asked while doing our normal friend handshake

"What took you so long?!!!" he fumed up suddenly

"Hey, chill bro! What's wrong with you? My flight is being delayed... Is Sheera here?!" I asked anxiously

"Great that you asked! You have no idea what happened to her!!!" Taecyeon said seriously

"What do you mean by that? Something happened to her?" I asked worriedly

"She's...she's....," he starts to be emotional causing me to be dead worried

I grab his shoulder.

"What in the world happened while I was away?TELL ME!!!" I insisted

"Jay... Sheera...she...," he stuttered

"SHE WHAT???!!!" I exclaimed

"You know what, just by standing here and hear you stutter just won't help!! Tell me where is she!!!" I asked

"Home...," Taecyeon said

I, together with him went into the van and asked my manager to drive as quickly as possible. I keep callign Sheera but she never answer a single call from me. I start to call each of them, but still to no avail!!! Arrgghh!!! I won't forgive myself if anything happens to Sheera. And it irritates me when I asked Taecyeon a question, he would just keep quiet and give me that shocking and unbelievable expression. The moment we reached, I slam the van door open and run towards Chaerin's house. It was pitch dark! I grab the door knob and open the main door.

'WELCOME HOME JAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'

Everyone yelled in excitment blasting party poppers towards me! I almost fall backwards upon hearing their voice!! What the hell!! Being a bit dumb, I still believe that something actually happened to Sheera. I rush towards Sheera who is adjusting her lovely curl fringe.

"Babe are you ok?" he asked

"Errmm.. yes? Why did you...," she said by I stop her by giving her a hug

"I miss you!!!!" I confessed

"AWWWWW~~~" everyone expressed their feelings

I felt her arms replying to my actions. She patted my back continuously.

"I miss you too...," she said

"You sure you're ok?" I asked, checking on her forhead and arms

"Yes I am... Haha, don't worry...," she assured me

"Aiish it's a prank after all?!!! Thanks a lot Taecyeon!!!" I thanked sarcastically

"Ok enough of this!! Let's enjoy the food!!!" Wooyoung shouted and starts to attack the food followed by the others

I joined them and gobble down the food as I am starving!!!

Shasha's pov

I am not in the mood to eat. I just pour myself a glass of orange juice and sit on the sofa as the dinning table is already full with people. Haiz.... seems like today is the day... The death day of my lies...I start to daydream, assuming what is going to happen later on. Then, I felt someone beside me. He is moving closer to me. Now this is making me feel more scared of revealing the truth. Just imagine what the situation would be like.

"Babe, you alright? Here eat something...," he asked, handing me a plate of pizza

"I'm..I'm not hungry.. thanks..," I gasped

"Eh, what happened? You have any problems you wanna share?" he asked

I move my head from side to side.

"If you don't have any problems, then at least finish half of this pizza?" he persuaded

"It's ok..," I told him

"One bite? Please... if you love me, you'll take a bite.." he persuaded

I sigh but then, smile to him. In the end, I take one small bite.

"Happy now? I eat it because I love you arra?" I told him

"Ani... if you love me more, take one more bite..," he challenged

"No!" I said, crossing my arms

"Really? I would ask for a break up for sure.. You really mean it?" he warned me seriously

"Aiish, when will you ever stop torturing me... hahaha...," I said and take another bite

"That's my girl... hehe..," he said and wipe off the sauce stains at the side of my mouth

While he is wiping, I can't help but to hug him immediately. A lot of desperate questions are asking in my mind.

Will this be the last time I am seeing his sweet smile?

Will this be the last time he is going to be caring and loving towards me?

Will this be the last time I am going to experienced what is it like having the most awesome best friend and boyfriend ever?

Will this exposing part put to an end to our relationship?

Will I be able to meet him ever again?

And most importantly, will he ever forgive me?

I quickly embraced him and cried. I think he is flabbergasted upon me doing that. But I can't help it.

"Errm.. Sheera?" he said calmly

"tsk....tsk....," I sobbed

"Haha yah, miss me that much?Hahha~~" he joked

All he did is patted my head and comforted me. I just wanna hug him for the last time. Alright my stomach is being crazy again. I felt like vomitting!! Ugh! Hate this part!!! I let go of him and run to the toilet. I pour out everything into the sink. Rinse my mouth and taking deep breaths. Then my phone starts to ring. It's Dara. Should I answer it? With a weak voice I answered it.

"Hello..," I said

"Having fun with Jay? Sorry to interrupt but I think you have to put an end to this arra? It's the time Shasha! Reveal it to them now, or face the consequences that will be involving all of your friends, including your little brother... Zelo... You have 5 minutes to do it arra?!!" she reminded me

"Better not screw it!! Or I'll bust in that house and exposed everything myself understand?!!" she warned and hung up

Oh no!!! What now?!!!! Aaaarrgghhh!!!!!!! I cried and growl in sadness. I forgot to lock the door that it allows anyone to enter. Jay saw me in this kind of state and he run into my embrace. Asking me non-stop questions and calming me down in the end. I pour all of my tears out in despair. 

Narrator's pov

Once everything is back to normal, even though it may not seem to Shasha, Jay manage to settle her down. Shasha is in post traumatic disorder right now. She is preparing herself for any consequences that is ahead of her. Now as everyone in this room had settle down, it's time to deliver their wishes about Jay's new album which is about to be publish to the whole world a few weeks from now.

Everyone had delivert short, simple but sweet and motivating speech for Jay until when it comes to Shasha.

"Arrasoh, last but not least, our final speech deliever!!! Shasha [applause] [applause]..," Wooyoung announced enthusiastically

Shasha'a heartbeat almost stop moving the moment she heard her name being called.

"You need me to accompany you?" Jay asked being concerned

"It's ok..," Shasha agitated her words

She slowly made her way towards the front of everyone and stood there feeling so powerless. She shrank back in fear and is afraid to utter a word. She then close her eyes, with frightening imaginations occupying her mind. All had their curious eyes fixed on her. After minutes which feels like ages, Shasha open up her eyes, take a deep breath and stand in a brave posture.

"I would like to apologised to everyone...," Shasha stammered

"Hahahahahhahaha~~~~~" everyone burst out laughing

"Eh, Shasha stop being emotional arra? This is not a goodbye speech!!" Minzy joked

All starts to stop when Shasha never even crack a small smile on her face. It's a sign telling them that she is actually being serious. All were like  thinking that she is plannnig a prank on them or something and they keep asking her to cut the act. 

"Yah Shasha, stop being serious will you? My goosebumps are rising up!" Taecyeon is trying to make it looks funny but he failed as she can't be laughing to this kind of non-joking situation

"I'm.....I'm not Sheera...," Shasha admitted the truth

Everyone in the room is awe struck by what was just being said. Especially Nichkhun, Taecyeon and Wooyoung and they are the only ones who knows what is going on now and they are a bit shocked that Shasha actually admitted it when she begged them not to breathe a single word to anyone. Taecyeon and Nichkhun accidentally got choked on their drink while Wooyoung fall sideways from the chair.

Nichkhun's pov

"What is she crazy or something??? Why is she daring to reveal it now? Something must have happened!!" my heart whispered

Taecyeon's pov

"Don't reveal everything Shasha!! Everything is going so well!! Don't end it!!" I prayed
 

Shasha's pov

Yup it's finally the time now. I'm prepared!! To not believe it, Jay went towards me and place his hands on my shoulder.

"What are you talking about? You are Sheera! Hahahaha, no worries everyone she just cracking some jokes out..," Jay said confidently

"No, I'm telling you the truth now. I'm not Sheera!!" I am trying to persuade him to believe me

"Nah... I don't believe it. You are Sheera!!! You're my girlfriend!!!" Jay is still being stubborn

Feeling frustrated, I push his hand away from his shoulder harshly and really acting as I'm pissed off. I'm sick and tired of lying to him all this while anyways.

"I'M NOT SHEERA!!! DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND IT?!!!!! I AM NOT SHEERA!!!! I HAD BEEN LYING TO YOU ALL THIS WHILE!!!" I whined loudly causing everyone in the room to be spellbound and starts to listen to all my confession

"Then if you're not Sheera, then you must be....," Jay almost predicted

"YES!! I'M SHASHA!!! The girl you loved, the girl you adore, the girl you had spent most time with, the girl you've slept with is actually me, Shasha! That's why I apologised to you before telling this. All of you! I am sick and tired of hiding this lies from you!!!" I wailed in depression

Zelo's pov

Aiish, if only I know I will be late, I would have taken cab. Thanks to this gift, I have to rush to a very far store to get it. Haiz... guy's taste could be complicated sometimes. I entered the house since it's not lock. But I stop as I could hear some serious commotion going on there...

Narrator's pov

"But I thought you...," Jay snarled in anger

"Mianhe..... I was actually involved in the accident.. But I am actually not dead. I purposely pronounced myself as dead but actually I'm not!! I have a reason for it...," I admitted

"Shasha... how could you~~~!!!!!" he bellowed and sit on the nearest chair, with his hand covering his head about being so dumbfounded

"Jay, I'm really sorry... I can explain everything. Please hear out my explanation.. please...please...I'm begging you...," I begged

"WHAT ELSE DO YOU NEED TO EXPLAIN?!!!! YOUR ACTIONS IS ENOUGH TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING ARRA?!!! HOW COULD YOU FOOL ME. I'M VERY DISAPPOINTED ARRA?!!! YOU EVEN LIE TO ALL OF OUR FRIENDS!!!!" Jay roared

"Jay...actually we knew about this long time ago.....," Taecyeon admitted causing him to get a beating from Nichkhun

"OOHH~~~~GREAT!!!! SO ALL OF YOU KNEW IT EXCEPT FOR ME... AWESOME SHASHA!!AWESOME!!! SO WHAT IS YOUR INTENTION? YOU COULD JUST DUMPED ME AFTER USING ME? SO FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS OF YOUR SO CALLED 'ABSCENCE', HAVE YOU BEEN TAKING LESSONS ON BEING A AND HOW TO BE A E?!!! HUH!!! DAMN YOU!!! I'VE F**KED THE WRONG GIRL!!!! I HAD A FEELING THAT THIS KIND OF DIRTY WOULD HAPPEN!!AAARRRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!" Jay chided

"Sh..Sha...Shasha...noona?" a very familiar hits my eardrums

With puffy swollen eyes, I look towards the main door.Oh gosh, things are just getting dirtier and dirtier for me. It's not only Zelo, Sandara is also beside him, with crossed arms.Smirks of satisfaction lights up her face and she is waiting for the right time to trap me since she had already set it up.

"Zelo?" I sobbed

"Ooops.. did I come in a bad timing?" Sandara ranted like a and smirk again

Both my eyes and Jay's are fixed on each other now. This is actually the first time I've seen him shed some tears. I felt like I had just murdered that innocent heart of his. I know by apologising to him now would not change a thing. My eyes are signalling him to let me have the chance to explain to him. 

"Aiish who invited you?!!! You're aren't even welcome!! This must be all your fault!!!!" Nichkhun retorted, eyebrows furrowed

"Hey, don't blame me alone for this. There is someone else who is involve here arra?!!!!" Sandara excalimed

"Who??" all asked except for me and Jay who is still staring at each other

Narrator's pov

Suddenly they heard a clap sound. Someone is clapping really loudly. The moment we turn around, they were astounded by what they saw. This time both Jay and Shasha went on to focused on that person causing them to stare lividly at that person!

"Brava!!!Brava Dara!!! I like your style man!!!" that jerk said

"WOOYOUNG??!!!!!!" ALL EXCLAIMED AT THE SAME TONE 

**I am so sorry for the super duper late update lol! I had been studying for my exams and since now I just ended my examinations, I am able to update again yeah! Sorry once again!**