Shasha's pov

What's wrong with everyone? I feel weird when they are staring at me... I've had enough for the past two years and I don't want any of it anymore. Youngjae suddenly cover my eyes and bring me to somewhere I don't know which only takes like a short distance.

"Youngjae, what's going on? Is my face ok?" I asked worried

"Yup...," he said and removed his hands which is covering my eyes and I got to know that I am standing right in front of a full length mirror

I went on and stare at the girl in the mirror. My jaws dropped open and I'm speechless. I'm really loss for words.That girl in the mirror is too astounding that I slowly move my fingers towards the mirror to touch it. That's me? Tears of happiness and disbelief starts to drop out from my eyes like precious diamonds. Slowly it roll till it touches the floor. My goodness, I can't believe that's me. Doctor Tae Young really did a good job and I'm satisfied by it. Then, I start to breakdown as I'm too happy that I can't describe it with words. Feeling happy I went on to hug everyone in the room, thanking them including Doctor Tae Young who looks so proud of himself after a successful operation.

But, the real person whom I should thanked for a millions of times is Youngjae. Without his help, I could have been dead on the accident day and if it's not because of him encouranging me with positive thoughts, giving me the strength to not give up on believing in myself, this wouldn't have happened. After hugging everyone, I look at Youngjae who is smiling sincerely to me.

I go towards him and I don't know why my tears can't seem to stop flowing.

"Eh, what did I say about crying?" he reminded, using his two hands to wipe my tears off

I hug him straight away, thinking that he is my life saviour. Again, I am at the brink of tears and no one will be able to know how happy and thankful I am to him. I don't know how to repay him back!! This kind soul had safe my life. I saw Dcotor Tae Young signalling everyone to leave the two of us alone.

"Shhh... everything is fine now. It's all over.. It's over... You don't have to live a suffering life anymore alright?" Youngjae told me, hugging me tightly

"2 years Youngjae... For 2 bloody years I had been enduring this pain and I just can't believe that it's over. Thank you, thank you very much for always staying by my side. Thank you for taking care of me and I'm sorry that you have to go on a boring life because of me.. Komawo Youngjae.. Komaowo... How can I ever repay you? Komawo my gurdian angel! [crying]..," I cried and he let go of me and touch my shoulder

"Eh, don't say that.. It's my fault in the first place...Don't blame yourself alright? We're friends, best friends in fact. Best friends are willing to sacrifice anything to help each other. And I actually treat you as a little sister so don't ever say that you're a burden to me.Today might be your day who knows my day will come and I'm gonna need your help? Hahaha.. yah stop crying will you? Where is the fearless Shasha?!! Just forget about what happen and start on a new life alright? And err... err...," he said kinda blushing really just by seeing his red cheeks

"And?" I waited for him to continue

"Err.. you... you're pretty.. haha.. be right back!!" he said and rush off

Haha Youngjae are you ok? LOL!! I just giggled upon his reaction. I then jump up and down on the bed, celebrating about my new face and life.Gosh!! I can't believe this day came at last!!! I keep aodring my new features in the mirror. I really love it. If only my friends could see the new me. Taling about friends, I really miss them. For two years I had not seen them. Then, I go back to my bag pack and took out a photo of the four of them.

"Jay, Wooyoung, Taecyeon and Nickhkhun-ah, I miss you so badly... Don't worry, I'll be back soon arra? Sorry I have to do this but I have to.. Mianhe.. We'll see each other soon arra?" I talked to the photo, silding my fingers pass their faces

Narrattor's pov

Youngjae run until he can't take it anymore and stop. He pant hard for breath and touching his chest to feel his heartbeat! He is too mesmerized by Shasha's new face that he even blush right in front of her.

"Aiissh!!! Yah, why can't you control yourself!!" he scolded his own face

"And you, why can't you stop beating fast??" he went on to scold his heart

At 6pm at noon...

It's already late afternoon and Shasha is preparing her stuffs slotting everything into her bag pack. Then, she went on to change into her clothes. A few minutes later, she went out of the ladies, made her way towards the mirror and again Youngjae gave her a mesmerize stare which kinda make Shasha feel so uncomfortable.

"What are you staring at? Haha enough already alright?" Shasha scolded and make that grumpy cute expression

"Haha sorry..," Youngjae apologised and told her to hurry

Before leaving, Youngjae informed Shasha that they will be living at Doctor's Tae Young's house just for a temporary one since for the past two years they had been living in the hospital. Doctor Tae Young is kind enough to offer them as he knows that they can't afford to book a hotel room after the long story that Youngjae had told him. So that late afternoon, the three of them had dinner and then Doctor Tae Young bring them home with him.

When they reach right in front of this big mansion, Youngjae and Shasha jaws drop as they had never lived in this knd of luxurious looking house before. Doctor Tae Young then open up the bonnet of his car and take out all of the bags and asked Youngjae to help him out.

"Hahaha... shocked?" he asked Shasha

"Yeah!! That's a beautiful house..," she complimented

"Thanks.. Come on in.. and treat it like it's your own house..," he welcomed her while he is unlocking the door

Shasha's pov

Holy hell!!!! That is the most beautiful thing that I've ever seen!! Usually I only get to see it in movies but now I am actually in it and stepping on it. Damn, how much does Doctor Tae Young earn from his salary? Must be millions and millions of dollars right? So he showed us to our rooms and show where are all the necessary places inside this mansion.

"Shasha this is your room... If you ever need anything just tell me alright? Make yourself comfortable..," Doctor Tae Young told me

I just bow and thank him.

"I'll be in this room as well right? Haha arasoh, doctor, if we need anything we'll inform you! Thanks!!" Youngjae said and is about to close the door but Doctor Tae Young blocked it with his foot

"Oh no.. no no.... your room is much more further than here.. Aiish, come with me!!!" he scolded Youngjae and dragged him out by pulling his ears

"Ouch!! Yah!!! Be gentle will you?!! Aiish! See ya later Shasha!!" Youngjae cried in pain

I laugh out loud and close the door shut. I went on to lay on the comfortable bed and take a short nap after a tiring and a full dinner earlier.

IN AUSTRALIA...

Zelo's pov

I just ended my gradutaion day and I manage to get a degree certificate. Mum and dad are so proud of me and like finally I am able to produce something about me to them.

I'll be going back to Korea tonight and I promise never to leave my motherland after what happened to my sis for the last two years. I am going to find a stable job in Korea and I think it's not hard to find  job when you get a degree. I really hope my sister is looking down and smiling at me after what I have achieve. While packing my stuffs, I start to miss her.

"Noona, are you proud of what I had done? I've gotten a degree now! Thanks to your useful advice and nagging, it finally pays of! Komawo noona!! And I really miss you.. Haiz.. if only you were here to accompany omma and appa to my graduation ceremony.. We could take pictures together, we could celebrate together! I wonder how you're doing up there...," I sighed

Narrator's pov

BACK IN SEOUL

It's a new day and it's a very special day today. It's Shasha's birthday. The four friend including Zelo, are planning to visit Shasha's grave. So they set off early in the morning and waited for each other at the bus stop. Zelo and Nickhkun are the first one to reach as they went there together. A few minutes later, Wooyoung and Taecyeon came. They are getting along well with each other now as they don't want to disappoint Shasha.

"Hey Zelo!! Wassup? So hows the graduation ceremony?" Wooyoung greeted and asked him cheerfully

"Hehe.. nah nothing much.. I get a degree cert.. That's all..," Zelo said shyly

"A degree??? Damn!! That is something dude!! Haha congratulations!!" Wooyoung congratulate by patting his shoulder

"Wah, congratulations! You must have done your parents proud.. Your sister must be proud as well, [smiling]..," Taecyeon said which causes Zelo's face to become so gloomy

"Aiish yah!! Watch your words will you?" Nichkhun scolded

"Mianhe.... Mianhe Zelo.. I accidentally said it...Didn't mean too..," Taecyeon apologised

"Nah it's alright.. I can't be like crying all the time right. Even though I still can't forget about her for the two years, she will always be in my heart and I can feel it..," Zelo said and smile

"What is taking Jay so long?!!!" Wooyoung grumbled looking at his watch

"Haiz..... Famous person are always busy aren't they??" Nichkhun said

They waited and waited for like half an hour and finally they saw Jay coming towards them looking so pissed and irritated. And he is not alone, Sandara is walking beside him, grabbing onto his arms as if like Jay would run away from her. Jay apologised for his late coming and all of his friends except for Zelo knows the reason why. They really know Sandara's character well and the three of them dislike it to the point that they can't be botherd to entertain her. And they also know Jay is like was being force to do it. Wherever they had a friends outing, she would always be the extra one.Annoying! And off they went.

As usual, Sandara would always be sticking to Jay while the other four of them sit together leaving those two alone. They'll be dead if they interrupt and don't be surprise. Not even Nichkhun could lecture her as when she explodes, it's like a tonardo which meets a volcano! So in the bus right now it's like Jay and Sandara's world and Nichkhun, Zelo, Taecyeon and Wooyoung's world. All of them are digusted by Sandara. They reach their destination and alighted from the bus.

They climb the steep slope which will lead them to the grave. Sandara keeps on complaining about the weather, fanning herself, trying to get everyone's attention but aparently no one cares.

"Could she just shut the hell up!! Aaarrgghh!! If she knew the weather is hot, who asked her to wear such clothes? Stupid !!" Wooyoung complained as he can't stand her annoying screeching voice

"Hey bro!!!Calm down.. Hahhahahaha!!" Nichkhun gave him a back hug trying to calm Wooyoung's nerves down

"Calm down??? Imagine if that is your girlfriend!! Would you break up with her on the spot??" Wooyoung colded

"Of course I will!!! Yah, she is not that pretty lol!!! She looks like she just came out from the dumspter lol!!!" Nichkhun joked

"Hahahah, I know right!!! She must be stuck in there for a couple of years!! Hahahaha!!!" Wooyoung and Nickhun starts to criticise about how Sandara looks and laugh, slapping each other's shoulder upon each of their evil criticizing

"Yah, I think she is more suited to be your girlfriend!! Hahahah!!" Nichkhun insulted

"You idiot!!! Haha you're so gonna get it from me!!" Wooyoung joked

All of them reach and everyone is surrounding Shasha's grave, except for Sandara who is standing under a shady tree waiting and grumbling at Jay as of all places why does he have to visit this place. All the three friends started to talk, wishing Shasha her birthday and telling her how well are they doing and stuffs. When it comes to Zelo's turn...

"Unnie saeng-il chukahamnida! Here I bought you a gift from Australia just to thanked you upon getting my graduation cert. And it's your favourite colour..Hope you'll like it.. Once again, thank you for everything arra?...," Zelo wished placing a pair of dancing shoes at the side of the grave and start shedding tears

Taecyeon bend down and calm Zelo down and it had been happening every year. Zelo never fails to buy presents whenever he were to visit.

"Be strong arra? Don't cry..," Taecyeon comforted him

Sandara's pov

AAARRGGHH!! Seriously all of them doesn't have a life at all. I mean of all places why must it be a graveyard?? And it's a bloody weekend. They must be enjoying, not be sad over matters that had passed away long ago. It happened for like the pass two years for God sake!! Aiissh!!!  I can't take it!! I just can't stand Shasha anymore!! Now that even if she is dead, she is being treated like a VIP and a princess while I am sweating, prespiring under the bloody hot sun with no one to ask whether I am ok, not even Jay!!!

How dare he? Said he wants to be my boyfriend but he cares for a dead person more instead of me!! Forget it Jay, she is so long gone!!Aiish this Shasha!!! You're dead and you still dare to take my Jay away? Just wait and see, I'll prove you wrong!! ! I am so bored now. Jay, you're supposed to be spending time with me!!!! Then someone caught my attention! While the other three are busy spending their time with the ghostly Shasha, I went towards one of the guy who is looking so blue, standing all alone, enjoying the wind. Once  I am right behind him...

"You must be Shasha's little brother right?" I asked

"Oh.. annyeonghaseyo..," he greeted to me acting like a small kid who is so innocent

I just rolled my eyes and went on to ask..

"You really have the opposite character of your sister huh? You're kinda polite actually," I smirked

"What's that supposed to mean? Are you saying my sister is bad?" he argued, about fo fumed up

"You're her little brother, you should know it more better than me...So is it fun having a really bad sister in your life?" I insulted and went on to fan myself

"For your information, she is not as bad as you think she is...," he challenged back

"Haiz.. poor boy.. If only you know how she behaves in school!!" I raised my voice

"Maybe she has her own reasons for being bad. Just look at yourself.. You always irritate people and cause a nuisance to everyone. Who wouldn't react badly towards you.. I bet even Jay hyung feels the same way!!!" he insulted me back

"Wah, your turning into a bad boy now huh? Learnt it from your sis? So have you been taknig some tuition lessons with her in this grave?" I said sarcastically

"YAH!!!!" he yelled

"Hey what's going on here? Zelo-ah, gwenchana? Yah what did you said to him?" Taecyeon asked me firmly but I am staring lividly trying to come out of a plan to safe myself

now all of them are coming this way!! Aiish think Dara think, you can't be weak at this kind of dram mama thing. Aha!!! An idea came like finally..

"What's wrong?" Jay asked

"Jay oppa, I'm trying to get to know Zelo but it seems like he is not giving a welcome respond..," I lied trying my best to make him believe

"Yah, she's lying!!!" Zelo interrupted

"Ania, you are the one lying.. Jay believe me.. It's him who is being rude here!!" I argued

"Hey!!!" Zelo raised his voice causing me to hide behind Jay

"Haiz Enough!!! Dara, follow me!!" Jay ordered, pulling me with him

"Aiish, yah Zelo-ah, don't worry, we believe you!" I heard Wooyoung's voice

What??? This can't be real!! They even believe that son of a !!! Arrgghh!!! Ok, he is definitely getting on my nerves!!! He is like the second Shasha. Why don't he just join his sister then!!! !! Jay seems to be so angry and he is grabbing my hand so tightly dragging to me down the steep slope.

"Ouch, Jay it hurts!!" I complained but he never let go of me until we reach the bottom of the slope

"I suggest you go... We don't need you here.. I told you this will be a boring place for you! Now go and don't wait up for me..," Jay told me but I grab his hand before he went back up

"Sandara, please stop! I want to be here a bit longer.. You go first arra? We'll meet tomorrow at work... Please, I am a celebrity now and I don't want our pictures to be taken! Now go!" he ordered me and went back up

He dare to raised his voice at me? All of you bastards just see who runs the show in the end!!! All you motherf**kers! I stormed out of the place and went home feeling so frustrated!!!

1YEAR LATER.....

Shasha is still in Los Angelas as she decided to stay for 1 more year for some special reasons. She don't want to go back to Seoul being so unprepare for it. Only Doctor Tae Young and Youngjae knows her reasons and thanks to the doctor, Shasha is actually doing some special training. She starts to go to the gym for a regular workout, doing some dance routines to try and recall back what Jay had taught her, starts to attend some karate classes, and every weekend, she has a special one to one lesson with the doctor so that she wouldn't be the old weak self and is ready to face any serious problems that she is going to face in the future.

ONE AFTERNOON...

It is already 6:30pm and Shasha is doing her training at the gym which is located at the second level of the mansion of the doctor's house. She is doing some running exercise as her last exercise for the day as she had been doing the rest for the past 3 hours. She is now running on a trackmil while enjoying the music from her headphones.

Youngjae's pov

I am in the kitchen preparing some fruit juice for Shasha so that she will be as healthy as ever. Can see that she is now feeling and getting much more better after all of the trainings and lessons that she had been through. Phew, I have been helping her for 3 years already and I still don't feel that it's enough after the accident that I caused her. She almost loose her f. While I am stirring the juice, I smile to myself feeling so proud that this is the first time I had save someone's life who is nearly dying. But I am quite disappointed that I still haven't get the answer from her to my question... I've waited for 3 years... I have to ask her again.. I then look at the time..

"Haha, she must be done with her workout! Haiz,,, Should I ask her again?" I asked myself

"It's ok Youngjae, just accept the answer like a man! Time to serve this!!" I said to myself and went up to the second level

Before entering, I knock on the door and went in.

"Practicing hard?" I said walking towards Shasha who is running on a trackmil

She just smile and stop. She just fell down to the ground heaving a sigh of exhaustion! I went and sit with her on the floor. She wipe her sweat with a small towel while I handed her, her favourtie apple juice which is being handmade by me. I am excited that she likes it when I make it.

"Mmm. yum yum!! Thanks..," she thanked me

Should I asked her now? But I'm afraid to do so.. Aiissh!!! Maybe later... I'm scared to death to talk about it now.

"Youngjae-ah, I might be going back to Korea tomorrow..," she told me

"Really? Haha like finally you're talking about going home.. What urges you to do so?," I told her

"I don't know..  just felt like I am ready.. I'm prepared enough to go back..," she told me and gulp down the apple juice lookins so thirsty

"You're always ready for anything. You're a fighter to me... You sure you wanna do as what you planned with us earlier?" I asked seriously

"Yup!! I have to!! And I want to do it!" Shasha assured

"Whatever it is, I am wishing you luck!!" I said cheerfully

"Haha komawo brother!! I'll take a shower first?" she thanked me and make her leave

"Arrasoh..," I said

Haiz.. looks like I have to talk to her about it tonight.. I must know the answer by tonight!! I watch as she make her way out. Looks like she wants to continue on with her plan which I think she should but at the same time, my heart feels kinda insecure to let her do it. Anything might happened.

DURING DINNER TIME...

The three of us are having dinner at the dinning room table. Doctor Tae Young bought us some rice cakes, kimchi, eggrolls and friend noodles. That should be enough to fill in our stomach. It's slient at first when Shasha started speaking.

"I'm going back to Seoul tomorrow..," she said

"So soon? Are you well prepared to go back?" asked Doctor Tae young

"Yup!! I think I am well prepared.. It's been 3 years and one year of preparation is much more than enough thanks to the both of you..," she said

"Very well then... I'll help you with your identities tonight. All I need is all of your cards that you have in your wallet and it's done! Whatever it is, I hope your plan goes well. You're a fighter Shasha, you fear nothing....," Doctor Tae Young gave her some praises

"Komawo.. I'll ensure it goes well," Shasha assured

"Alright then, eat up and meet me later to do some necessary changing in your identity!" instructed Doctor Tae Young

Shasha's pov

I just nod my head but then Youngjae's facial expression caught my attention. I feel so worried suddenly. Youngjae look so restless and sad at the same time. The way he munch on his food is like people with no energy. Whenever he make that sad reaction, it will always reminds me of something. The question that he posted to me two years back is still being remembered in my mind. I just can't seem to forget about it. I so wanna tell him earlier about my true feelings about him but after he took really, very, very good care of me for two years, I feel so bad if I tell him. I think I'll clear this matter first before going back and before it's too late. I keep on looking at him until we finish our meal.

As being told, I follow Doctor Tae Young into his private office room which look like a detective office when I'm in there. There are a few computers with many tiny words written on it. Now I understand why he is wearing spectacles. So I give him all of my IC card and every card that I can find in my wallet. His typing skills are way too fast that I have no idea on what he is typing.

"Alright, what do you like your new name to be?" he asked

"Hmm... I don't know.. what do you suggest?You're an expert at giving names right?" I told him

"How do you know?" he asked in bewilderment

'Youngjae told me.. haha!!" I laughed

"Aiish that boy!!" he grumbled

He then look at me carefully. He is like being a fortune teller now choosing for me the perfect name.

"Hmm.. let me see..Brave and fearless name... Hmm.. how about Sheera? Sheera is a nice name..," he suggested

"Sheera... [nodding her head].. Sheera is not bad.. haha.. that will do!" I agreed

Around 9pm everything ended and everything about Shasha has ended! Now I am a new person but still have the same Shasha's character in me!! Hehehe!! Of course I would never abandoned the name given by my real parents. It's just for temporary. I thank Doctor Tae Young and went out of the room bringing all of my new made documents and card. Time for me to start packing so that I wouldn't rush and forget all of the important stuufs.

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I finish all of my packing at 10:30pm sharp. Phew that's tiring enough!! Oh yeah and before I forget, I have to have a heart to heart talk to Youngjae. I went to his room and take a deep breath when I am standing outside his room. I then slowly hold onto the doorknob, heart pumping really fast. I'm starting to sweat in fear.

"Aiissh!! What's wrong with you Shasha? He is your friend!!!! Just act as your normal self!!" I told myself and went on to open the door

"Youngjae are you...," I am about to continue my sentence but no one is in the room

Where did he go? I went on to search for him around the whole mansion but he is nowhere in sight. He must be out of this mansion. I went out of the house, grabbing my grey hoodie putting it on to prevent myself from being cold. While searching for him, I make a call to him but he never answer!! Aiish, why did he have a phone when he doesn't use it at all. I should not help him fix it in the first place. He is really making me feel worried right now!!! It's dark and deserted. Where the hell can he be? Aiish imagine if someone were to do something to him although he had already adapt himself to this environment.

I keep on trying to call him. Irritation starts to buld up in me. I feel like cursing him as well!! Arrgh!! YOUNGJAE WHERE ARE YOU??!!

I walk and walk until I came across a beach. The scenery really wins my heart. I went towards the sea and look up at the sky.

"I hope you guys are doing fine in Korea!" I said to myself thinking about all of my family and freinds

Then I saw a shooting star and it remnds me of Jay. And his face suddenly appear up in the sky causing me to smile and without me realising, I actually move forward towards the sea.

"SHASHA ANDWE!!!" someone shouted and he stop me from moving any further, by pulling me backwards

"Youngjae?" I said shockingly

"Yah are you insane??What are you thinking? You think by commiting suicide will help?" Youngjae scolded

"Huh? Commit suicide? Who says I am commiting suicide?" I asked

"Stop pretending, you're moving towards the sea..," he said

"Ah.. ania.. I just wanna wet my legs.. haha who says I am killing myself. I'll be the dumbest person on earth if i were to do it!" I told him

"OH? You're not? Ah.. I see [dumbfounded face]" Youngjae exclaimed and was ashamed by his wrong assumation

"Haiz... Poor Youngjae.. haha are you that worried about me? LOL!!" I laughed

"Yah what do you think!!" he scolded

"What do I think? Hmmmm....[splashing some sea water towards Youngjae].. haha," I laughed

"YAH!! How dare you??!!! You haven't see the other side of me yet huh?" Youngjae start to smirk and I know he has something on his mind

"Hajima!!! I'm warning you!!! Don't!!! [splash more water] Haha annyeong Youngjae!!" I warned and run away

"COME BACK!!! I'M GONNA GET YOU, HEAR ME!!MUAHAHAHA!!!" Youngjae exclaimed and chase me from the back.

We played with the water, trying to get each other drenched, pushing each other and joking around. Since it's our last day in LA, why not have a bit of fun before leaving right? Haha it's been a long time I haven't had this much fun spending time with Youngjae! We both really enjoyed it and after an hour of playing, we landed our butts on the sandy beach, enjoying the cool breeze from the wind, drying our hairs and pant for breath after a tiring chasing.

"That was really fun!!" Youngjae exclaimed

"Yeah, indeed..," I replied looking at him who is looking up in the sky

Now is the time to tell Shasha. Please Youngjae, I hope you could accept what I am about to tell you. Damn!! I hate when this kind of things happens! I don't want to break my friend's heart but I was force too or else he will have to kepp on waiting for my answer. I am so depressed right now that I feel like crying my off.

"What? he asked

"A..ania..," I replied looking at the other direction and I think he noticed something

"Shasa, are you crying?" he asked bring my face towards him

"No, no I'm not..," I lied

"Don't lie to me..," he said

"Haiz.. Look, I have something to tell you...[wiping her tears]," I told him

"What is it?" he asked

Before anything happens, I hold onto his hands to make sure that he will have strength to accpet it.

"Youngjae, [sobbed]... you've been a very good friend, in fact the most wonderful friend that I ever had in the whole wide world. What I am about to tell you is something that you won't be happy about. I can't hide it from you anymore cause I feel more guilty if I were to do so. Youngjae-ah, you know we humans do fall in love in the end but it's just the matter of who he or she fall in love with. I know that I made you wait for the answer that you want to hear to your question which you've asked me like two years ago. I want to thank you for your patience and everything but just wanna let you know my heart still doesn't have feelings for you as a lover.. I tried my very best to like you for the past two years and after what my friends did to me but still I just can't seem to have that love feelings towards you. I'm sorry to break your heart Youngjae... I'm frustrated and I don't bloody understand why I can't love a person like you.. So sorry that I have to tell you this awful news. You can hate me or whatever, you can even curse me now cause I know I really deserve it...[crying out loud, curling up herself and let out all of her guilt in front of Youngjae]," Shasha cried

Youngjae's pov

I never breathe out a word but just to watch her crying with sincerity. I know what is her answer going to be anyway. I had this feeling that it's going to be bad and I actually have prepared myself for it. I am willing to accept it because I can understand her. I imagined myself being in her shoes. Just imagine someone proposed to you suddenly but you actually have feelings for someone else and that someone is really imporatant to you and had spend more time than i do. I'm sure it's hard to forget about that person as he had been stuck into your heart forever. And I do know who is that person that is in Shasha's heart right now. I don't blame Shasha actually but what I am upset about is that, why didn't she just confessed her true feelings to Jay? If only they are a couple now, at least I wouldn't have the urge to proposed to her.

I really don't mind her rejecting me though. It's like a little motivation to me of staying stronger. And I am an understanding type of person and I don't like to force people. It will just make it worst. It's good that at least she accepts me as a best friend and treat me like a brother. I'm happy enough for that. Life have to move on right? So I decided to forget about it and continue to treat her as a normal friend of mine. So, she is the type of girl who can't seem to have feelings for me. I definitely understands what Doctor Tae Young told me last time. Instead of getting angry upon her answer, I went on to hug her.

"It's ok Shasha... gwenchana... I'm not mad at all..," I told her

"Impossible... You must be heartbroken inside, you just didn't want to show it right?" Shasha guessed

"Haha.. ania.. see I'm smiling! I'm not angry at all. I swear, see I even swear to you... I'm happy that you're telling me your most honest answer.. I learn something anyway.. Is that love couldn't be force and I really understand you.. Don't cry anymore alright?" I comforted, wiping away her tears

"But still..," she continued but I put my finger to her lips

"Like I said, it's ok.. You didn't hurt me at all.. That question is just to test whether I could handle this kind of situation or not.. Please don't think about it anymore alright?I think the right person for you is Jay.. Trust me, you two look good together.. hahaha!" I joked trying to make her laugh, at least a smile?

"Youngjae.. I'm sorry.. really.. I didn't mean too..," she apologised again

"Yah!!! Enough arra? Aiish and you called yourself fearless? Crying over such small matters?" I joked

Shasha just smile a bit.

"Don't you ever think about me being sad over this arra? Should think about your plan... I promise never to bring this topic up again! Happy now?" I told her

"Youngjae-ah.... Komawo!!! [hugged him]. No matter what happens, you'll always be my best friend and I won't forget you ever!!! Promise not to break the friendship arra or you'll be dead for sure!!" she warned me

"HAahaha, promise!! Eh, you think I'm scared of you? Pfft.. please..," I purposely said that

"What? I didn't kinda catch that? You're a coward aren't you?" Shasha protested

"ANIA!!!! WHO SAYS..OUCH!!!!!" I argued but then yelled as I felt something clipping tightly at my foot

I went to check it and happen to find a medium size crab, clipping it's claws tightly on one of my toe.

"OUCH!!!! AHH!! SHASHA HELP ME!!! GET THAT THING OF ME!!! GET IT AWAY FROM ME!! AHHHHH!!!!!!! SHASHA!!!!" I screamed in pain hoping up and down while Shasha is laughing out loud

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~~~!!!" she laughed

"SHASHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I yelled my lungs out

THE NEXT MORNING A THE AIRPORT

Shasha's flight is departuring soon and now it's the time for her to say goodbye to LA. She give a hug to the doctor.

"Have a safe flight and I wish you success in your plan. Remember what I thought you on how to handle complicated things arra? Annyeong and hope to see you soon alright? Take care!" he wished

"Thank you for your great work and I am really impress of the operation. Thank you for everything that you've done to help me! Hope to see you soon too! Annyeong!" Shasha thanked

Then she move on to Youngjae.

"So you're not coming as well?" she asked

"Nah, I want to stay for another week.. You go ahead first alright? Be healthy and take care alright chingu?" Youngjae reminded, patting her head

Shasha put down her luagage and went on to give him a final hug before leaving as she will feel better after hugging him and she was really bless to have an understanding friend like him.

"Thank you for everything Youngjae. You're really a life saviour.. I won't forget the days where you used to accompany me in the hospital, joking with me so that I will laugh all day, giving me some motivation words, always being by my side, always reading me some stories to put me to sleep, making me comfortable making sure danger is not approaching. Thank you for being like a second mother to me. I will definitely repay you one day alright? Thank you for being such a loyal and good friend to me. Take care chingu and see you soon!" Shasha wished him and cried secretly

"You too Shasha! Do what you're supposed to do and make your comeback a really worth it one arra? We'll see each other soon, that's a best friend's promise! Annyeong and have a safe flight yeah?" he wished me and cried secretly too

However that's not the end. Shasha did a very shocking thing. After letting each other go, Shasha give a short kiss to Youngjae on the lips.

"Mianhe and saranghae chingu..," Shasha wished and went off into the depaturing hall

Youngjae is as happy as a lark right now!! He knows that she did that to make him feel better and it actually does. Youngjae just smile and wave at Shasha.

"Wah someone got a kiss from a girl. You one lucky dude!" Doctor Tae Young said feeling so jealous

"HAHA JEALOUS MUCH?" Youngjae insulted

"Yah!" Doctor Tae Young scolded

Shasha's pov

6 HOURS OF JET LAG.....

HELLO SEOUL!!! I'M BACK!!!! But not as Shasha but as Sheera!!! It's great to come back to my motherland once again. My plan starts the moment I step foot at Incheon Airport!!

IT'S PAYBACK TIME ALL YOU MOTHERF**KERS WHO CAUSES MY LIFE TO BE LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!