Sungmin didn't even understand why his feet brought him to the hospital. Is he really going to do this? Maybe. He must tell Ryeowook about
him and Kyuhyun. He must tell Ryeowook everything about the accident. On the 5th floor, the elevator opened its door and out came Sungmin.
Unit 231 that's where Ryeowook is. He slowly walked towards the ward...a sigh before facing the unit's door.

"Aahh!"

Sungmin looked around. That sound... "Ryeowook..." What could be happening? He stopped and pressed his ears on the door.

"Aahhh!"

Sungmin crossed his eyebrows and looked at the door. What's going on with Ryeowook? He remembered Hyukjae saying he cannot walk. What could
be happening this time? He contemplated whether he should open the door but he startled again when he heard yet another scream. He opened
the door and almost wanted to dash off to Ryeowook but he just he stopped when he saw the patient curling in the bed.

Sungmin froze right there. What is going on with Ryeowook? Why is he screaming? He looked terrified. His hands covering his ears.

"Ryeowook ah..." he saw Kyuhyun not knowing what to do. Why is Ryeowook acting like this? He looked helpless and vulnerable as if begging
for rescue. The fragile friend that Hyukjae saw... he's seeing it too. And that he pities the other as well. Sungmin's hands tremble
with the thought that he wants to hurt his friend while being like this but...

"Ryeowook ah..." Kyuhyun said as he touched his hand.

Sungmin's eyebrows both raised up for a while when he saw Ryeowook suddenly wrapping his arms around Kyuhyun tightly, desperately. His
feet involuntarily stepped back. Why? Why does he feel like everything is wrong? Why does he feel sorry for Ryeowook? Why does he feel a
sting in his heart. He stole Kyuhyun from Ryeowook when he was off-guarded. He swallowed hardly before looking up. Kyuhyun and Ryeowook's
love story is ruined because he's in the picture. He looked down. He stole Kyuhyun from Ryeowook when he was asleep, he took Kyuhyun away
from Ryeowook when the other is vulnerable and weak and defenseless. He was selfish. He was heartless. He lured Kyuhyun in to him while
he was on the verge of breaking down.
 
Sungmin raised up his head and his mouth involuntarily agaped as he saw Ryeowook and Kyuhyun's lips pressed together. Sungmin's eyes started
having some water around. Kyuhyun is kissing Ryeowook and watching them being intimate felt wrong for Sungmin. He looked down and around
trying to stop the tears from falling. A deep sigh.

Sungmin turned around and sigh yet again, his mouth agaped and then another sigh. How many sighs does he need to feel better? He closed
the door. A tear fell and another one... and another one. He blinked more and closed his eyes freeing a bigger load of tears. He trapped his breathing
inside. It's so painful.

So he doesn't need to tell Ryeowook about anything since Kyuhyun made a choice. He chose Ryeowook.

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Sender: Hyukkijae
Message: Yah~ Where are you?

Hyukjae was all over his office as he waited for Sungmin's reply. He should have accompanied the other in the music room earlier. What did
Jaejoong say? He didn't come back after meeting Ryeowook's brother. Where is Sungmin? He looked at his phone. Why the hell did he send a
message when he can actually call? There was a ring.

There was no answer. Where is he?

. He shook his head and took his coat and ran outside.

Sender: Hyukkijae
Message: Can you tell me where you are?

Sender: Hyukkijae
Message: Yah Lee Sungmin! Aish~

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Neon lights, loud music, big crowd. People grinding at each other, girls in bikini are dancing in the pole, the DJ's playlist has some good
music.

Sungmin was looking at his whiskey, his chin resting at the back of his palm. When is the ball of ice going to melt? A sigh and another
gulp. He raised his finger to cue the bartender to pour another shot on his glass. The heat in the alcohol burns his throat... but not his heart.
The image of Kyuhyun and Ryeowook kissing is still fresh; another gulp and yet another pour. He felt the heat near his heart, it's like a wound
being rubbed by alcohol. It stings, it hurts and even if it will heal... it won't heal too soon. Sungmin clenched his jaws and kept the tears away.

"Hi~" a tall, neat looking guy sat beside his high chair. Sungmin turned to the side. He doesn't know who that guy is so he just looked away.
He's not interested to mingle. He just wanted to be alone.

"You don't mind if I join you, right?" the guy asked with a smile. He eyes Sungmin with quite interest.

Sungmin just shook his head but didn't looked at the other. He straightened up and finished the last few drops of his whiskey and returned
to his previous position. The guy smiled and raised his hand to call the bartender.

"Two whiskeys, please."

He passed the other glass to Sungmin who immediately gulp the whole shot of it. A bitter face. The taste is too much, he felt the burning
sensation from his throat down to his stomach. He blew some air to let the heat go away. He straighened up and looked at the guy beside
him.

"What do you want from me?" Sungmin asked. He wanted to be alone and if this guy is looking for trouble, he won't give it. He didn't want to be
bothered so he better shoo this person off before he lose his not-so-good-anymore temper.

A shy smile from the other guy. "Your name..."

Sungmin sighed and looked him uninterestedly. "Sungmin." he said and turned to the bartender for another shot of alcohol. "Last name is go away."
 

The guy nodded his head and his lips shortly. He offered his hand to Sungmin. "Siwon." Sungmin turned to him still uninterested, he
looked at the hand being offered to him but he ignored it with a sarcastic chuckle. Stop people just don't understand what go away means.

Siwon smirked shortly and took Sungmin's hand to shake it which startled the other. This man is quite daring and is getting on the other's
nerves. "Remember my name..." he leaned forward and whispered... "That's the name you'll be saying for the whole night." Sungmin turned to him,
eyebrows crossed and definitely offended but Siwon didn't bat an eyelid.

Sungmin returned him the same smirk. "Do you I seem to be interested?" a sarcastic chuckle. Sungmin took his last shot, brought out some
cash on the bar, his eyes looking cocky as he fights Siwon's offending stares. "I don't give a ." He shook his head and left the high
chair.

There is no fast way out other than storming the dance floor which is full of people. Sungmin sighed and cursed that... whoever that guy
is. Why is he spoiling the fun? He wants to be alone. He doesn't want any company. And what the did he just say? Whatever made him think
Sungmin will just go with him? He continuously walked in the large group of people.

"Excuse me." he said as he made his way in the middle. It's inevitable not to push people and use force because it was quite a big crowd.
The neon lights and the smoke filled air has gotten into his head. Somebody must be puffing some weed here. He ignored the fact that the
alcohol is taking over his body and just continued walking out. Where the hell is the ing exit? His head is spinning, and with the
loud sound and the people around squeezing him and the smoke that goes around made it even more difficult to breathe. He stood still in wherever part of the dance floor he is. How many shots of whiskey did he actually finished? 9? 8? . He lost his count but it seems like it's already beyond his capacity. His head continuously spin and his eyes are just about to shut. His knees weaken...

and that was the end.

No. It's not the end. A familiar smirk was freed by the same man who distrubed his peace earlier. "Don't worry... I got you." he said cooly as
he held Sungmin under his arms.

. No matter how hard he wanted to refuse the other's help, he knew he cannot manage anymore. Siwon held both of his arms and wrapped it
around his neck. What the heck?

A naughty grin was freed by Siwon. "And while we're here... Why don't we enjoy the song?"

"What the fuc-" Sungmin is half lidded and even if he is drunk, he knows what is happening. And hell this is really happening. Siwon is
nibbling on his upper lips while grinding his pants against him. His inner self widened his eyes as he felt the another tongue inside his
mouth; moving around, arousing his own tongue to play.

He pushed Siwon away, he knew he is pushing Siwon away, but why isn't the other moving? . He's not pushing Siwon away, his hands are
both at his side and everything is all in his mind. His body is not following him anymore. It's getting out of control. He felt the thing
rubbing against his pants growing harder and he just can't push this ert away.

This is it. He just gave his weight away to escape the lips and the disgusting grinding. Siwon immediately caught him and smiled at him.
"You're quite responsive, dear. But you are wrecked." he whispered. What the heck? When was he responsive? "I think it's time for bed." Siwon held his waist
close as they walk out of the club. Siwon almost dragging Sungmin's weight as he is in a total wreck.

"So whose place?" Siwon asked once they reached the exit. Sungmin was able to breathe in a fresher air outside, his mind was clearer and
even if the alcohol is still in him, he's more aware of what he is doing but it doesn't mean he's strong enough to stand straighter.

Somebody other than Kyuhyun actually took his lips. He smiled bitterly. Kyuhyun did the same earlier. He kissed someone else's lips. He
kissed a pair of lips that is not Sungmin's. And he chose Ryeowook. Selfish bastard! Who was with him when Ryeowook was in bed lying dead
asleep? Who was under him when he needs to release his heat? A tear form in his eyes. Why is he thinking about all this? It's not like
Kyuhyun forced him to do it. He felt so lost right now. He cannot think well. Damn he is so not going to drink again! He hates the fact that he
loves Kyuhyun too much. He hates the fact that he is weak right now. He hates the fact that he has this thoughts and that he is so drunk to stop
his brain to think like this. Maybe Hyukjae is right. It's not healthy to be with Kyuhyun anymore. And since he is drunk and lost,
he has an excuse to be fragile and vulnerable...just like Ryeowook. He swallowed and looked at Siwon. Is he really going to do this?

"Nobody's place..." he said. He closed his eyes and ignored the fast beating of his heart and the shout of his brain that tells him not to
do it. He his upper lip held on to Siwon's chest. "Let's go some place where there will be no strings attached."

Siwon chuckled.  "No strings attached?"

"That's right." Sungmin said in a swirly language. "Whatever happens in that place, stays in that place." And then I'll ruin myself forever.

"If that's the case..." Siwon put a tablet in his mouth and kissed Sungmin in the lips again. Pushing the small medicine inside the
drunk's mouth until it was swallowed. Siwon grinned again.

"That's your ticket to heaven."

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Damn, where the heck is Sungmin? Hyukjae was all over the city as the night continues. Where is he? Hyukjae tried Sungmin's place but was
no answer. He tried the hospital but there was only Ryeowook and Kyuhyun's dead reaction. Jaejoong is not with him, that's for sure. There
is a live performance for Mnet tonight.

It was quite impossible for Sungmin to go to such place but Hyukjae still tried going to the streets where all the clubs in Seoul is
located. He went inside to search for Sungmin one club after another. Where the heck is he? He tried the tracker in his phone but Sungmin's phone
is dead. Useless!

He turned in one of the narrow alleys where all the cheap hotels are located. Hyukjae crossed his eyebrows when he saw a tall guy holding
a shorter guy who seemed to be drunk wasted. He knows that figure. "Lee Sungmin?" he asked. .

He immediately took off his seatbelt and immediately ran after them. "Sungmin ah!" he called.

Sungmin and Siwon stopped from walking and turned to Hyukjae who is catching his breath. "What the heck are you doing here?" he asked
Sungmin and turned to Siwon. "And who's this guy?" his face not believing that his friend is actually going to such places and with someone
he doesn't know.

"Do you know him?" Siwon asked Sungmin who cleared his throat. Sungmin didn't respond well to the question.

"I don't think he knows you." Siwon told Hyukjae and held Sungmin closer and took one step in the stairs of the hotel.

"Stop right there." Hyukjae said as he took Siwon's arm around Sungmin's waist. He held his friend's wrist. "I'll bring you home."

" off!" Siwon said and immediately pushed Hyukjae hard he lose his balance. Drunk Sungmin lost his balance because... he's plain drunk and drugged. Hyukjae was caught offguarded and fell on the ground making almost beside him. Sungmin wonder what is happening. He smiled cutely as he
saw his friend down on the floor.

"Yah Hyukkie ah!" he said in a high-pitched voice. "What are you doing here?"

Hyukjae shook his head. Sungmin is so wasted. "I came to bring you home."

"Oh... but..." Siwon looked at Hyukjae who is standing up and is stretching his neck ready for some -kicking activity. "Can you kick his first?"

Siwon was weirded with what Sungmin said but Hyukjae doesn't need to hear those to kick the taller man's . He will, by all means, kick this
bastard's because of what could have been to Sungmin. A punch on the jaw and a knee
on the other's stomach was enough to leave Siwon crouching on the ground. Hyukjae ran towards Sungmin and helped him stand up.

"Yah, are you ok?" Hyukjae asked.

Sungmin opened his eyes and his vision started swirling. Hyukjae looked funny in his eyes because he's swirling as well. He closed his eyes
again and the feeling is still the same. He crossed his eyebrows for a while hoping everything will be fine in a while. But nothing is fine.
He opened his eyes and the next thing he felt is a need in his lower region.

"Sungmin ah..." Hyukjae called. Geez, can this day be any more worse? He patted his friend who was seemingly losing grip of his consciousness.
He looked around and thought of what he should do to bring this little man home. However...

Hyukjae widened his eyes and fell on his when Sungmin suddenly jumped on him and started kissing him on the lips. Mouth opened and
tongue swirling around the other's mouth. What the heck is happening to his friend? Sungmin's hands are all over Hyukjae's back and his
pants are humping in the other's legs.

Hyukjae closed his eyes shortly. Focus, Lee Hyukjae! He pushed Sungmin away and wiped off the saliva that was all over his mouth. "Yah!
What do you think you're doing?" he asked, still wiping the saliva that he won't deny to be sweet and intoxicating. Sungmin looked lost but he is
in need and he needs to get it off now. The heat that is conquering him feels more like a fire and he needs to release it before he dies.

He didn't speak anymore. He do what he did earlier, this time, his hand travelled down Hyukjae's crotch. His eyes are shut hard as he let his tongue
inside his friend's mouth. He needs to get it off soon.

Hyukjae pushed him quite violently. His eyes sharp. "You really want to do this?" he looked down and then up at Sungmin sharply. His hand on Sungmin's
hand, the one that is touching his crotching. He turned to the side and saw the lobby of the cheap hotel Siwon could have brought Sungmin in.

"Follow me." Hyukjae said sternly and pulled him to get inside the hotel in front of them.