Ryeowook was smiling widely while waiting for Kyuhyun to start singing. It's always one of the many reasons why he loves this guy. His voice
always melts his heart and today, Kyuhyun is singing exclusively for him.

Kyuhyun looked down shortly before looking at Ryeowook's eyes. This is it. He waited for a long time to be able to sing this.

Orae manna bulnolrireul han geotcheoreom [Like having played with a fire for a long time]
A tago jaeman nama [Everything has burned, and only ashes remain]
Cheo-eom neukkimjocha heurithaejil mankeum [Like how even the first feelings have becom faint]
Da sseulmo-opgeh dwaengeoya [Everything has become useless]

Ryeowook crossed his eyebrows shortly as he listened to what Kyuhyun is singing. Kyuhyun looked up to him every now and then; looking
guilty and as if pitying the other. He knows Ryeowook is slowly getting what he is singing about. He can't hurt Ryeowook but if he has to
choose who he has to let go... it has to be Ryeowook. Sungmin has suffered enough and Kyuhyun has been silent enough, he can't let the
other be in anymore pain. He'll free Sungmin from all this pain.

Nan neo-ae du suneul maju jabgoseo [Facing you and taking your hands]
Sseun misoro malhaetseo budi haengbokharago [With a bitter smile, I said please be happy]
Naega jugo gan sangcheoreul [To find a person who will soothe]
Kkot eorumanjyeo gamssa jul sarameul chajeurago [and embrace the scars that I've left you]

Ryeowook crossed his eyebrows once again and left his mouth hanging. He is slowly understanding what is happening. Is Kyuhyun breaking up
with him? And what is this song called? Why is he singing this to him?

Kyuhyun looked at Ryeowook in the eyes and stopped singing. He looked down and his lips before sighing lowly.

"Why are you singing this?" Ryeowook asked.

Kyuhyun blinked and blinked for a while. He is doing this. Sungmin ah, did you hear me singing this? You said you'd love to hear me singing
this song. He looked at Ryeowook again.

"Let's stop this now."

A crisp sound of a palm meeting the face was the only thing Kyuhyun heard right after he said that word. Ryeowook closed his palm to fist
as he held his breath. Kyuhyun smiled a little. He wanted to feel that pain. He deserved more than that. He looked at Ryeowook and held
his hand shortly. "Let's end this here." He sighed and stood behind the wheel chair. Ryeowook looked so lost and was unable to speak. The
only thing that happened next was that Kyuhyun started to push him back inside the hospital.

Ryeowook was confused. Why is Kyuhyun doing this? Why does he want to stop this now? Stop what? With a bitter smile, I said please be
happy. Happy? How could he be happy without Kyuhyun by his side. Why is Kyuhyun doing this?

Kyuhyun blankly stared in front and sighed before starting to sing again.

Nae sarangi seoseohi jugeohaneun byeong [The disease where my love is slowly dying]
Jogeum apeujiman natgo shipeun ma-eumeun eopneungeol [It hurts a little, but I don't want to get better]

Ryeowook widened his eyes right after he heard those words. He knows that song. Sungmin wrote that song for Youngwoon, his first lover.
Love Disease. He looked down. Kyuhyun is feeling the Love Disease. His love for Ryeowook is dying.What must he do? His eyes blinked and
cannot focus in one corner. No, Kyuhyun must be a bit confused. He is still in the hospital and Kyuhyun must be bored because they cannot
do anything here. That's just it. He needs to promise Kyuhyun that he'll make it up to him once he's fine... but for now, he just have
to stay by Ryeowook's side and forget about the love disease. No... anything except Love Disease. It feels like love will never come back
once you feel that cursed disease! Kyuhyun can feel anything for him; pity, boredom but not love disease. Please...

Namgumeopshi gi-eogi jiwojyobeoryeo [Every single memory is erasing]
Seoroga nami-eotdeon shiganeuro dwaedulragaseo [Going back to the times when we were strangers]

Ryeowook momentarily stopped from breathing. Back to the times when we were strangers? No. Kyuhyun is the only one he's got. No... he swallowed.

"Kyuhyun ah..."

Ijehn shwigo shipeo [I want to rest now]

Ryeowook held Kyuhyun's hand that is holding one of the handles in the wheel chair. They stopped in front of his own room. There was silence.
A defeaning silence. Ryeowook's tears came out from his eyes and rolled down his cheeks. What did he do? He just got into an accident he
cannot even remember and now Kyuhyun wants to break up with him. What did he do? He looked down and continued blinking the tears out of
his eyes. Did he do something wrong before the accident? What made Kyuhyun have this love disease? Why? How?

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"Kyuhyun will make the decision for you and me." Did he say the right thing to Ryeowook's brother? But what if he didn't get the answer that he wanted?
What if Jaejoong got what he wants? What if Kyuhyun leave him? Why did he force himself to look so strong in front of Jaejoong, as if he doesn't care about
who Kyuhyun will choose? What should he do? When is the story going to end? When will he know where he should stand? He can't wait forever. Nothing
happens to those who just stand and wait. But what will he do?

Sungmin was walking aimlessly at the sidestreet. He thinks he already has an answer to Hyukjae's question. He will stay. He will stay with
Kyuhyun. He will tell Ryeowook everything and will tell him to let go of Kyuhyun. How will he do that? Just do it. If he has to say sorry
for everything that happened, if he has to take all the blame, if he has to beg... beg? Sungmin looked down and stopped walking for a
short while. If he has to beg... he'll lower himself to Ryeowook just to let Kyuhyun go.

Kyuhyun wanted him to stay. He chose Sungmin. He'll cling to that hope. Kyuhyun will always choose him. Just like how Kyung would always
want Ming by his side.

Sungmin ah, you're thinking way too much again.

He continuously walked until he found himself surprised that he has reached the hospital.

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"Kyuhyun, this is unfair." Ryeowook said once they've reached the room. He looked at the man who remained quiet after everything. "Do you
expect me to take this just because you sang for me?" he continued. "Why are you breaking up with me anyway? And why Love Disease?"

"I'm sorry."

Ryeowook closed his eyes desperately. This is insane. This is unbelievable. This is... "You're being unfair, Kyuhyun. I woke up in the
hospital; not knowing how to play the piano, unable to walk and now you're going to leave me like this? Did I ever do something wrong to
deserve this? You sang Sungmin hyung's Love Disease because you want to break up?" Ryeowook's face looked like he was about to cry.
He is about to cry.

Kyuhyun swallowed for a while and looked at him. "A lot of things have changed, Ryeong. After what happened to you-"

"After what happened to me?" Ryeowook cut his words. "What exactly happened to me? Why would things changed because of what happened to me?"
Ryeowook freed a bitter chuckle. "Why does everybody, everything is different because of what happened to me? It's so unclear that I cannot
even remember anything and-"

"You've slept for three years, Ryeowook ah..." Kyuhyun said finally. His heartbeat is fast, so is his breathing. His hands trembled with the
thought that now is the chance for him to tell everything.

Ryeowook widened his eyes and looked dumbfounded after hearing what Kyuhyun said. He slept for 3 years? What does that mean?

"New Year's Eve..." Kyuhyun looked down, guilty that his memory is still fresh despite the times that has passed. "You waited for me in a
convenient store." Glimpse of the things he saw in the convenient store flashed in his mind. The sirens of the police cars, the flashes of
cameras from the media, the broken cashbox, the bullet, the cellphone, the blood, Ryeowook's blood. Kyuhyun's eyes are closed for who knows how long
before he opened his eyes and looked at the confused Ryeowook.

"There was a robbery in it... you were shot."

Ryeowook heard a shot in his head and immediately widened his eyes and panicked. His hands trembled as he raised them up to cover his ears.
A short couple of breaths until it became a silent scream. He saw himself crouching in fear in the said convenient store. He can't move
his leg, he just bend a bit to cover himself, to protect himself. It's as if he is re-living a nightmare. His heart pounding fast and the
shot of the gun seemed to be repeated all over again. "Aahh!" he screamed.

"Ryeong..." Kyuhyun stood up and wondered what happened to the other. Ryeowook slowly crouched on the bed and continuously covered his ears.

"Aaahhh!!!" headache. He heard that gunshot again. Kyuhyun ah. He saw himself being overly scared. He needs to see Kyuhyun, hear his voice.
He needs to know that he's on his way. He swallowed and heard another gunshot. He screamed once again. ! He's going to die soon! Kyuhyun!
Where is Kyuhyun?!

"Ryeowook ah..." Kyuhyun called as he touched Ryeowook's hand. "Ryeowook ah... what's wrong?"

Ryeowook opened his eyes and saw Kyuhyun lowering his body, reaching out for him. Kyuhyun is here. He came to save Ryeowook. "Kyuhyun." he
whispered. He knew it was just a nightmare. Kyuhyun wouldn't leave him, Kyuhyun will always be here. He won't leave Ryeowook.

Immediately, Ryeowook sat up and held Kyuhyun around his neck. His heartbeat is fast, he is out of breath. He needs Kyuhyun. He held Kyuhyun
as tightly as he can. "Don't leave me." a desperate whisper. Ryeowook looked up to him and pulled him closer so he can press his lips to
Kyuhyun's. A tear fell from his eyes, a sob of desperation. The shots deafened his ears but Kyuhyun is here... that's all that matters.

Kyuhyun doesn't know what happened to Ryeowook but he can't push him away especially if he is trembling this badly. Was he harsh when he
told the other the truth? Kyuhyun couldn't feel anything, he didn't do anything but to just let Ryeowook kiss him. Ryeowook needs someone
to hold on to be able to calm down. A tight embrace after the tasteless kiss. Ryeowook's head closed to his chest. Should he have let
Jaejoong or somebody else tell him about it? He sighed. Was he even able to accomplish something today?

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Sungmin sighed deeply, his mouth agaped, another sigh as he looked up and gently closed the door of Ryeowook's room. So Kyuhyun made his
choice.

He chose Ryeowook.

*Author's note:
I think I'll be able to finish this soon hahahha!
I love school holidays!^^

Song title: Love Disease
Performed by: Super Junior (Sorry Sorry Ver.C)
Credits to the translator!^^