GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I seriously MISS YOU!!!

I know it's been ages since I last updated it and there's so many things that happened............. so, I hope you will still read this...

 

 

 

HAPPY TaeNy DAY!!!

 

 

RING! RING!

 

“Tae-tae~~~” Tiffany answered lovingly as smile crept on her face

“hey, baby…” Taeyeon said smiling “miss me?”

 

Tiffany nodded as if Taeyeon could see her “so much…”

 

“I miss you more…” Taeyeon said smiling

“no… I miss you more, so much” Tiffany argued

 

Taeyeon chuckled “I can’t lose on this………. I miss you more, so very much!”

 

Tiffany laughed “dork”

 

“but you love that CUTE dork” Taeyeon said chuckling

“I do…” Tiffany smiled unconsciously “very much”

 

Taeyeon smiled happily “I love you, too”

 

“how’s your day?” Tiffany asked

 

Taeyeon sigh “how I wish I could just finish my entire schedule in one day so I could go back there and see you” , she’s currently in Japan doing all of her delayed schedules because of her, you know, being lazy I guess…

 

“as much as I want to see you right now, you can’t do that” Tiffany reminded “you need to rest…”

“can I just go there and see you, even for an hour… or minutes?” Taeyeon suggested

“Tae----“

“just a glimpse of you…” Taeyeon added

 

Tiffany smiled “you’re seriously making me more miss you to death”

 

“Am I?” Taeyeon asked playfully

 

Tiffany chuckled “dork..”

 

Taeyeon laughed

 

“Tae…”  Tiffany called

“hmmm?” Taeyeon hummed

“are you---, never mind” Tiffany said followed by a sigh

“huh??” Taeyeon asked confusedly “you okay?”

“yeah… I just--- I just miss you so much” Tiffany said

 

 

“what’s with the face?” Jessica asked when she saw Tiffany sulking at her seat

“Taeyeon…” Tiffany answered shortly

“why?” Jessica asked worriedly “did that midget did something?”

 

Tiffany chuckled “yah!.... why are you calling her like that?”

“because she is…” Jessica answered bluntly

 

Tiffany chuckled again

 

“but seriously… what’s with Taeyeon?” Jessica asked a she sits beside her

“I don’t think she can make it” Tiffany answered disappointedly “on my birthday”

“did she tell you that?... did she tell you she can’t make it?” Jessica asked fussing

 

Tiffany shook her head “I asked Sooyoung about her sched. And she have a full schedule on that day”

 

“Tiff, it’s your b-day… can’t she resched whatever thing she has on that day?” Jessica asked “it’s not like it’s your b-day every day”

 

Tiffany sighed as she remembered what Sooyoung told her

 

“on august 1? Ahh… Taeyeon has to do something important on that day….it’s something that we can’t resched…. Everyone work hard for that day, I don’t think they will reschedule it”

 

Jessica also sighed “I guess, we can’t help it”

 

 

Knock! Knock

 

Jessica knocked on the door “Tiff, you there?”

 

“yes…” Tiffany answered as Jessica entered the room

“there’s only few people out there and I’m sure somebody will ask why the celebrants are missing” Jessica said as sits beside Tiffany

“I know but….. Taeyeon…” Tiffany sighed “she hasn’t called me all day…”

“she has a full schedule today, right?... Soo told you, remember?” Jessica said

“I know…. can't she call me for like seconds just to say, happy birthday…” Tiffany said in frustration  “or if she’s really busy to call her girlfriend on her happy birthday she can just ask Sooyoung to do so, to let me know that she knows that today is my b-day!”

“I’m sure she knows” Jessica comfort her “it’s all over the news… SONE are Jjang! they even made advertising on it”

 

Tiffany smiled, Jessica surely knows how to comfort her

 

“so how about, you fix yourself and graze everyone out there with your killer smile” Jessica said

“can you just say lovely not killer instead?” Tiffany asked chuckling

 

The party goes well, at least for the entire visitor but not for her…. Not to Tiffany

 

“Tiff, let’s go… everyone already left” Hyoyeon said

“Sunny?... Seohyun?... Jessi?” Tiffany asked “they all left?”

“Of course not, Pabo!” Sunny said form behind “why would we?”

 

Tiffany smile “how about we starts the real party now?”

 

“and why do I feel bad about seeing your smile right now?” Hyoyeon asked

 

Laughing here and there, these girls surely know how to entertain their selves.

 

“this is awesome!” Sunny said as all of them sit together

“yeah…. Can’t even remember the last time we’ve had fun like this!” Hyoyeon said

 

Then Jessica’s phone ring…

 

Jessica was gonna pick it up, when Tiffany grab it…

 

“it’s my party no phones” Tiffany said

“yah!” Jessica said as she tried to grab it “it’s Yuri”

“especially no girlfriends…” Tiffany said as she turn it off

“but----“ she didn’t finish what she’s gonna say when Hyoyeon elbowed her

 

“I’m sure she will call you” Hyoyeon said

 

Tiffany sigh “you guys know how much I love all of you…. but do you know that feeling when everyone is here,and yet you don’t feel happy because of that one person”

 

“I know that feeling… its worst” Jessica said “the feeling of guilt is there, remember, when Yuri left?... you guys tried very hard to make me laugh yet I can’t….”

“that’s what makes all of us best friends, right?” Sunny said “we don’t have to pretend with each other”

 

Tiffany smiled “I don’t really know what to do if all of you are not here”

 

Ring!!

It’s Seohyun’s phone… it’s Yoona…

 

Everyone looked at her…

 

“I’ll call her back later” Seohyun said 

“no… it’s okay” Tiffany said “it might be important…”

“thanks, unnie!” Seohyun said as she left to answer Yoona’s call

 

“and why Yoona’s call important and not Yuri?” Jessica asked raising her brows

“because Yuri is Taeyeon’s bff and they are both stupid” Hyoyeon blurted

 

“YAH!!!” Jessica and Tiffany shouted in unison

 

“why?” Hyoyeon asked “they both make you cry…. Stupid isn’t even enough for them… sometimes I even wonder why do you always choose someone who just makes you feels the worst”

 

Jessica smiled “I can’t remember how much tears I cried for Yuri, I’m not even sure if there was any moment that I stop crying since she left, but one thing is for sure…. I stopped when she came back… I guess that’s the thing about love… they are the reason why we cry non-stop yet they are still the one who can make it all stop”

 

“and for the record…. I didn’t choose her” Tiffany said “I don’t think there is anyone out there who can make that choice…. That’s why it’s called falling in love…. we never know when, with whom, one day we will just wake up that we already are”

 

“and I-----“ Tiffany got interrupted by a familiar voice,

 

The day we met, 
Frozen I held my breath

 

She turned behind and saw the person she wants to see the most “Taeyeon…” smile unconsciously crept onto her face

 

Right from the start 
I knew that I'd found a home for my heart... 
Beats fast

 

Taeyeon looked at her, smiling.. feels like there was no one anything and only her

 

Colors and promises 
How to be brave? 
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall 
But watching you stand alone? 
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

 

One step closer

 

Then she walks to her as she gave her flowers… and took by Tiffany gladly, as tears form on her eyes

 

I have died everyday waiting for you 
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you 
For a thousand years 
I'll love you for a thousand more

 

“Happy-Happy Birthday baby” Taeyeon said looking at her lovingly

 

“yah!!...” Tiffany said as she hit her lightly “I thought you forgot”…. then tears starts to flow

“why would I?” Taeyeon asked as she starts wiping her tears “it’s a special day of the most special person in my life…. Even if the whole world forget, I never would”

 

Tiffany cried as she hugs her tightly “thank you…. thank you”

 

“Hyo…” Jessica called as they look at Tiffany and Taeyeon’s happy reunion “it’s true that they make us feels the worst, but you see just a second with them, we can all forget all the pain, the tears…. We can forget everything and makes us feel the most wonderful feeling that no one can imagine”

 

 

“where are we going?” Tiffany asked as she inhaled the scent of the flowers that Taeyeon gave her

 

Taeyeon smiled at her “it wouldn’t be a surprise if I tell you right now”

 

Tiffany unconsciously smile while looking at her “you should focus on the road Ms. Kim, not on this pretty girl beside you”

 

Taeyeon pulled the car out of the road as she stops,

 

“why?” Tiffany asked as she looks at her

 

Taeyeon sighed

 

“what’s wrong?” Tiffany asked, she starting to get worry

 

Taeyeon looked at her with a serious face

 

“do you have a pro------“, Tiffany got cut off

“How can I focus on the road when there’s a pretty girl beside me?” Taeyeon said as she smiled at her

“yah!!” Tiffany’s loud voice echoed inside the car, as she hit Taeyeon lightly

“why?” Taeyeon asked chuckling

“next time you do that again you’re seriously dead Ms. Kim” Tiffany said as she hook her arms on Taeyeon, and put her head on her shoulder

 

Taeyeon smiled as she starts the car again…

 

As soon as she parked the car, Taeyeon looked at the girl beside her, as she smiled satisfyingly seeing the love of her life smiling…

She stepped out of the car as she went to Tiffany’s side and opened the door…

 

“this place is all I could think of t-----“

 

Tiffany hugged her “I love it...”

 

Taeyeon smiled happily as she hugged her back “you still remember?”

 

Tiffany pulled back as she looked at her “How can I… that was our unexpected first date, right?”

 

Taeyeon smiled as she holds her hand

 

Since it’s a fair, of course many people are out there, but no one can stop them from having the happiest moment of their life…

 

 

“wow!... we almost ride everything” Taeyeon said as they both sat down on the bench

“yeah… it’s amazing…” Tiffany said

“want an ice cream?” Taeyeon asked

 

Tiffany nodded, as Taeyeon made her way to the ice cream stall

 

Tiffany cannot hide the smile on her face while looking at Taeyeon..

 

 

“wow!!... it’s so beautiful” Tiffany said when they came at the top riding a Ferris wheel..

“yeah… very beautiful” Taeyeon said, but not on the view but on the girl beside her

 

“Tae--, since it’s my b-day… can I ask you something?”

“you’re not gonna ask me to jump here, right?” Taeyeon asked jokingly

 

Tiffany chuckled “Of course not….”

 

“what is it?” Taeyeon asked

“when……when….when-----“ Tiffany sighed

“when what?” Taeyeon asked chuckling “you can always ask me everything”

“just promise me you won’t laugh…” Tiffany said staring at her

“I won’t… I promise” Taeyeon said

 

Tiffany looked at the view “when did you start loving me?”

 

Taeyeon smiled unconsciously as she looks at her “that day…”

 

Tiffany looked at her “wh----“

 

“the moment I held your hand that day..,” Taeyeon said as she smiles at her “my mind told me, you are the most luckiest person to hold this girls hand, so don’t be a stupid and hold her no matter what… my heart told me… if you lose this girl, I will never beat again…. that time, I feel like my heart and mind finally agreed on each other… don’t you dare let go of this girl, Kim Taeyeon!, that’s what they said”

 

Tiffany smile happily

 

“you?” Taeyeon asked

 

“I just woke up one day that I’m in love with you” Tiffany said

“you’re a cheater Ms. Hwang” Taeyeon said trying to rise her brows but failed to do so

 

 

“I don’t know where I start liking you, I don’t know when did I start loving you, I don’t know how I start falling for you… just one day I woke up that I’m completely in love with you, Kim Taeyeon”

 

 

Taeyeon smiled unconsciously when she saw where Tiffany is looking “you wanna buy?”

 

Tiffany shook her head, as she touches her necklace “no… I like this the most”

 

 

“you know, I never take this off” Tiffany said as they continue walking

 

Taeyeon smiled “me too…”

 

Tiffany stopped as she looks at her “I don’t think so… I never see you wear yours after that day”

“were you checking on me?” Taeyeon asked, grinning

“no… it’s just that I neve----“

“do you like me that much Ms. Hwang?” Taeyeon asked, smiling

“in your dreams!” Tiffany said as she walks ahead

 

Taeyeon run up to her then hold her hand “you always wear yours so I never wear mine, but there was not a day that I never wore it”

 

“why wear it at home, when you can wear it everywhere” Tiffany said

“because I love you so much that I can’t let you take any hints that may cause me to lose you” Taeyeon confessed

 

Tiffany freeze for a moment, Taeyeon has never forget to tell her how much she loves her, yet every time she tells her there was not a time that her heart never flutter… and every time that she tells her, she feels like her heart is gonna come out any moment from happiness… like this moment..

 

Tiffany unconsciously smiles while looking at her “do you like me that much?”

 

Taeyeon smiled at her “you have no idea how much I love you, Hwang Miyoung…”

 

Then tears unconsciously falls from her eyes while looking at her,

“hey---, why are you crying?” Taeyeon asked as wiped her tears using her hands

“because I am so thankful that someone love me… not just by anyone but by you, Kim Taeyeon” Tiffany said as she hugs her “I love you… I love you”

 

 

I know for some people what they have or had doesn't mean anything... but for some people out there, for me...

it's REAL.........

It maybe impossible in the future now but I'm pretty sure I witnessed something real :)

 

 

I may take a while but I will never stop writing...

^__^