the promise
I won't last a day without you
This chapter is one of my favorite….
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“WHAT THE HELL?!” the manager said as soon as he saw the room
“I can expla---“ Jessica got interrupted
“wow!” the manager uttered in amazement
“huh?” Jessica uttered confusedly
The 5 girls looked at each other confusedly
“you must be in a really good mood today” the manager said as he entered the room and followed by 5 girls
The 5 girls widened their eyes as they entered the room
“since when did you clean your room?” Hyoyeon asked as she looked around
Jessica didn’t answer
“I don’t think she did the cleaning” Tiffany uttered
“and who did?” the manager asked
“of course I did” Jessica said immediately “I woke up early and I had nothing to do, so I did”
“you woke up early?” Sunny asked jokingly
Jessica eyed Sunny
“tch…” the manager said “I thought you were hiding something”
“w-why would I hide something?” Jessica asked innocently
“so I guess see you next week” the manager said
“yeah… see you next week” Tiffany said
“enjoy your vacation” the manager said
“we will” Hyoyeon answered
Then their manager left
“where is she?” Jessica asked
“I don’t know” Seohyun answered
“you told me, she was in my room” Jessica said
“cause I thought she was there” Tiffany answered
“me too,” Sunny said “we didn’t saw her get out of that room”
“don’t you think it’s a good thing that she wasn’t here?” Seohyun asked
“I guess so” Hyoyeon answered “and she really did clean your room”
“yeah, she really did” Tiffany said “It’s the first time that I saw your room organized like that”
“why don’t you try and call her” Sunny suggested
Jessica dialed Yuri’s number
Ring! Ring! Ring
“huh?” Jessica uttered as she looked around when they heard Yuri’s phone ringing
Jessica entered to her room
“she forgot her phone” Jessica said when she got out of her room holding Yuri’s phone
“I think she already went home” Sunny said
“I don’t think so” Jessica said “we agreed that we will go out of town this afternoon”
“jeongmal?” Tiffany asked
Jessica nodded
“where?” Hyoyeon asked excitedly
“I don’t know” Jessica answered
“you don’t know?” Sunny asked
“she didn’t tell me where is it” Jessica said “but she told me everything is fine, so I don’t need to worry”
Ding dong!
“it must be her” Sunny said
Jessica went hurriedly and opened the door
“Good Morning” Yuri greeted when she saw Jessica opened the door
“morning” Jessica replied “where did you go?”
“I went out to buy things for our breakfast” Yuri answered while entering the dorm “morning guys”
“morning” the 4 girls greeted back
“I heard you’re going somewhere” Sunny said
Yuri nodded “is it okay?”
“of course” Tiffany answered “just take care of her”
“don’t worry” Yuri answered
“thank you” Jessica said as they walked on the seashore
“huh?” Yuri asked confusedly as she looked at Jessica
“I said thank you” Jessica said
“for what?” Yuri asked
“for coming into my life” Jessica answered
Yuri smiled “no, I must be the one who should thank you”
“for what?” Jessica asked
“for loving me” Yuri answered as she intertwined her hands to Jessica
“you like it here?” Yuri asked
Jessica nodded “it’s so relaxing here, and I guess it’s a very good place where I can be alone with no fans following me, following us”
Yuri smiled
“and besides as long as you’re with me, I am happy” Jessica said as she smiled
Yuri chuckled “tch… cheesy”
“I know you like it” Jessica said as she smiled and cling on Yuri’s arm
“I really love this place” Yuri said “it’s been years since I’ve been here, and I’m happy… really happy that I am here with you”
“Yuri-ah” Jessica said as she stopped from walking
“hmmm?” Yuri uttered also stopped from walking and look at Jessica
“sorry” Jessica whispered but enough for Yuri to hear it
“sorry?... for what?... did you do something?” Yuri asked jokingly
Jessica shook her head “I’m sorry cause I’m not the best girlfriend”
“hey…” Yuri said as she cupped Jessica’s face
Jessica took Yuri’s hand off of her and looked down “I’m sorry cause I can’t be the girl who can walk with you hand in hand, freely, without minding who’s around us, without minding who’s gonna look and talk about us”
“I’m sorry cause I can’t be the girl who can be with you, see you even if we miss and want to see each other badly, sorry cause I can’t be the girl who can talk to you even if we want to hear each other so badly, sorry that I can’t be the gi—“ Jessica got interrupted when Yuri cupped her face again
“hey… look at me” Yuri said cupping Jessica’s face “It’s true that we can’t walk hand in hand in front of many people but when we we’re together you never let my hand go when I’m holding you…
“we can’t see each other even if we miss each other so badly but you always make me feel that you’re always beside me”
“we can’t talk to each other even if we want to hear each other badly but you never fail to tell me how much you love me, how much you care for me, and that’s everything that I’ve wish for”
A tears flowed from Jessica’s eyes
“so don’t say sorry again just because of that” Yuri said as she wiped Jessica’s tears “love is not about romance, candle light dinner,… it’s about how we compromise, how we understand and how we trust each other even we’re not together”
Jessica didn’t say anything and keep on crying
Yuri pulled Jessica and hugged her tightly “I love you”
“you know hearing that from you, I guess we’re same” Yuri said still hugging Jessica “I couldn’t help but ask myself like a billion times, do I deserve you?, no matter how hard I think I still couldn’t find the answer”
Jessica pulled herself from Yuri’s hug and faced her “is it that hard, to be my girl?”
“honestly… yeah… it’s so hard” Yuri answered looking at Yuri “so hard to the point that I can’t even sleep at night”
Jessica looked down “sorry” she whispered but enough fo Yuri to hear it
“hey” Yuri said as she lifted Jessica’s face to face her “I told you don’t apologize for something like that”
“if it’s not for me now,,, it wouldn’t be hard for you” Jessica said as the tears started to flowed again
“It’s not hard because you’re a star, it’s not hard because of what you are and who you are” Yuri explained “it’s hard because, I don’t know if I can make you happy… I don’t know what should I do to make you feel special… I don’t know what should to make you feel how much I love you”
“you don’t have to think to hard… cause every moment I spent with you, I’m happy” Jessica said “there’s not a time that I feel that you don’t love me… and there’s no second that you make me feel that I’m not special… cause in everything you do, you say… I always feel your love, care and I always feel special”
Yuri sweetly smiled at Jessica
“so don’t cry or apologize cause like you, when I’m with you, in everything you do… I am the happiest person on earth” Yuri said as she wiped Jessica’s tears and cupped her face
“I” Yuri said as she kissed Jessica’s forehead
“love” kissed Jessica’s nose
“you” Yuri said as she pecked Jessica’s lips, then smiled at her sweetly
Jessica leaned on Yuri and gave her a kissed, “I love you, too”
Yuri smiled happily
Then suddenly….
“it’s raining” Jessica uttered as she felt a dropped of rain “let’s go, before it gets stronger”
Jessica took Yuri’s arm and was about to run when Yuri suddenly hugged her from behind
“It’s raining” Jessica said playfully but not moving
“do you know how much I like it when it rains?” Yuri asked as she leaned her chin on Jessica’s shoulder
“you like it more than me?” Jessica asked jokingly as she played Yuri’s hand on her stomach
Yuri smiled “do you know why I like it?”
Jessica didn’t answer and just continue playing on Yuri’s hand
“cause when it rains, all I remember is you” Yuri said “do you remember the day we first met?”
“yeah…” Jessica answered “there’s no way I could forget that day”
“it was raining…” Yuri said “how about the day you confessed to me?, remember that?”,
Jessica smiled “yeah… and it was raining that night”
“and the day I ask you to be my girl… it’s was raining” Yuri said “I like it when it rains, cause I love you”, then she walked in front of Jessica and faced her
“and now, I wanted this rain to be the witness for this” Yuri said as she took Jessica’s hand
“I’m giving you this ring, not because I’m proposing… I’m giving you this ring as a promise that no matter what happens, no matter how long it takes, I’m gonna marry you…” Yuri said as she putted the ring on Jessica’s finger “so when that time comes, please marry me”
Jessica’s eyes become teary
“and I wanted you to know that one day you just woke up and you don’t love me anymore, you don’t have to say anything, just give me back this ring and no matter how hard it is, how painful it is” Yuri said as she hold Jessica’s hand and her eyes become teary “I will let you go… I’m going to let you go”
Tears flowed from Jessica’s eyes
Yuri wiped Jessica’s tears “you are the best thing that happen to me, you are the best give that I’ve ever had” she said as her tears flowed “I love you, I love you, I love you so much”
Jessica took the ring on her other finger then took Yuri’s hand
“I’m giving you this ring as a promise that no matter how long it takes, no matter what happen I’m gonna wait until the day you ask me to marry you” Jessica said as she putted the ring on Yuri’s finger “and when that day comes, I’ll accept you with all of my heart, without hesitation”
Then tears flowed from Yuri’s eyes
“I wanted you to know that if someday I’m gonna wake up just to feel that I don’t love you anymore… I’m not gonna wake up, I’ll gladly stay to the place where I love you, where we love each other” Jessica said as she hold Yuri’s hand
“and if one day you decided to give this ring back to me, call me selfish but there’s no way I’m going to take it, and I wanted you to know that no matter how hard it is, how painful it is for both of us, there’s no way I’m gonna give you back this ring… so don’t you there let me go” Jessica said as she looked Yuri straightly “don’t you there”
Yuri smiled “I won’t”
“I love you so much” Jessica said as her tears flowed
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for my readers in "I can't help falling in love with you"... sorry that I couldn't update it, but as soon as I finish the next chapter, I will...
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