It’s a short update but I hope you all like it… :)

 

 

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“are you really gonna stay there and not gonna follow her?” Jessica asked from behind

 

 

Jessica’s POV

 

I was on the road looking for Tiffany when I realized that I forgot my phone, so I decided to come back to our dorm… after I took my phone, I opened the door, then I heard a familiar voice, it was Yoona, she wasn’t screaming but the way she said it… I knew that she’s angry or mad…

 

“don’t you there follow me this time, Yul,

cause if you do, I will never forgive you”, 

 

that’s what she said, so I realized that Yuri was there, and they’re fighting… then I heard Yoona’s step, she’s walking away… I thought Yuri was gonna follow her, but I’m not… I silently walked outside and saw Yuri there, standing… unmoving…,

 

then I felt like something stabbed my heart, then I remember how I begged for her to stay but she didn’t, she still left but for Yoona all she said was don’t follow her because she’ll never forgive her, and she just do what she says… she didn’t even beg her like I did

 

End of POV

 

 

“you sure you don’t wanna follow her?” Jessica asked

 

Even though Yuri was surprised, she didn’t look at her, not because she can’t or she doesn’t want but because she couldn’t find a strength to move an inch anymore

 

“I’m so jealous of her” Jessica said, making a dry laugh “she didn’t even beg you like I did but you didn’t stay”

 

“can we not talk about this, right now?” Yuri plead not looking at her, she can’t handle both Yoona and Jessica at the same time, then she starts walking

 

“does walking away only thing you know?” Jessica asked mockingly, and hurt at the same time, how can she just walk away when she just told her that she's jealous of her

 

Yuri stop from her tracks “Jessica, please”, still not looking at her

 

“Don’t Jessica me!!” Jessica lost her patience

 

Yuri was gonna say something, when she saw someone walking on their way

 

“Don’t you da---“, Jessica couldn’t finish what she’s gonna say when Yuri grabbed her wrist and dragged her inside the SNSD’s room

 

“What is your problem?!!” Yuri raised her voice as she jerked Jessica’s wrist

“what’s my problem?” Jessica asked mockingly, not minding how hard Yuri jerked her wrist “do you really have the nerve to ask me that?”

 

 

“what is happe……ning, OH GOD!” Sunny blurted, when she saw Yuri

“I think I have to go get some air” Hyoyeon said, nervously “you guys wanna come?”, pointing to Seohyun and Sunny

“of course” Seohyun answered, as they walked Yuri and Jessica on the living room

 

“do you think they’re gonna be okay?” Sunny asked worriedly as soon as she closed the door

“who knows” Hyoyeon said, as she let out a sigh

“they’ve hurt, cry, and what God knows what pain they’ve been through” Seohyun said “they’ve been through worst and none of it were okay,--, they’re not okay in the first place”

 

 

 

“I’m sorry…” Yuri said after she calmed down

“I don’t need your apologize” Jessica said “all I want is the truth, don’t you think you owe me that?”

 

Yuri sighed, there’s no turning back now “where do you wanna start?”

 

“why don’t we start the day you left me” Jessica said coldly

“everything happen so fast, Jess” Yuri starts “it’s so fast that I didn’t think if it was right or wrong, I didn’t think if it was the right time or not then at the end I realized that I-----“

“what?” Jessica cut her “that it’s a mistake?... that you don’t love me?”

“that it’s not gonna work” Yuri continued

“Yul, everything was working fine until you’re gone!” Jessica stated

“I h----“

“when we were together, did you ever meant every word you say?, did you ever meant every promise that you made?” Jessica asked as the tears formed on her eyes “and when you say you love me, did you ever mean it?”

 

“did I ever mean it?” Yuri asked offended “I maybe broke all my promises, but when I said I love you, it was the most real thing that I’ve ever said, I’ve love you more than anything else”

 

Jessica smiled bitterly as the tears flowed from her eyes “you’re still a good liar, I almost believe you”, how she wish that Yuri meant everything she said, that it was all true

 

Yuri felt hurt from what Jessica’s accusation, how could she tell her that she’s lying “I don’t see the point of this… you’re not gonna believe me anyway”

 

 

“you have no idea how much I wanted to believe you!” Jessica screamed “but I’m afraid that if I believe you aga----“

 

“I never stop loving you” Yuri cut her as she looked at Jessica’s teary eyes “I never did”

 

And with that word, Jessica felt her knees soften, it was the last thing that she expected to be heard from her, and she just said it, she wanted to tell her that she feels the same way, but how could she believe her, when she’s already with someone else

 

“you never did?” Jessica asked trembling “then where the hell are you, Yul?”

“I never stopped loving you but I stopped hoping that we can still be together because I know the moment I left you, I’m going to lose you forever” Yuri said as she turned around and ready to leave when she heard her

“then you shouldn’t have left” Jessica said looking at her “you should’ve stay with me”

“I want but I can’t” Yuri said as she turned to look at her “you need someone who won’t make you cry, who will never leave you… and it’s not me… I don’t deserve you, Jess, you deserve someone better”

“it wasn’t yours to decide who I deserve or not” Jessica said looking at her

“I made a choice that I wa----“Yuri got cut off

“you made a choice and you choose to give up on me” Jessica said coldly

“If I stay that time, everything that you worked hard on, everything that you have.. you will lose all of it” Yuri explained her eyes starts become teary

“If you stay that night… I know it’s not going to be easy, but I can take all of it because you’re beside me and I know as long as I’m with you….. I’m happy” Jessica said as the tears flows

“you don’t know what you’re saying” Yuri said “If you lose all of it… I’m afraid that you won’t be able to----“

“that’s all? That’s your reason?” Jessica asked, hurt “you think I won’t be able to stand up again If I lose all of it?... that’s what you think of me?”

 

Yuri just looked down

 

“you’re right, I need someone better” Jessica said “but I never wanted anyone else but you… only you, JUST YOU!!!”

“Jess---“

“it hurts thinking that our story just end like this” Jessica cut her “but you know what’s worst", she said as she looked at her eyes  "is that you didn’t even gave us a chance to write a beautiful story and a happy ending”, then a tears starts to flow again

“because we don’t live in fairy tales, Jess” Yuri said she looked at her, holding back her tears

“but like in fairytales, I was ready to throw away everything for someone I love” Jessica said crying “all you have to do was hold my hand and take me away, but you just let me go and walk away”

“I left, because I couldn’t bear the thought of seeing you cry because of me” Yuri said “I left because I want you to be happy”

“you want me to be happy?” Jessica asked sarcastically “do I look happy?”

“Jessica! THAT WAS YOUR DREAM!!!” Yuri shouted

“BUT YOU’RE MY LIFE!!!” Jessica shouted back “and the happiness that you’re saying, Yul, you took all those happiness, when you choose to walk away”,

“I choose to walk away because I care about you!” Yuri yelled in frustration “I care about you, more than I care about myself!!”

“you care?” Jessica as she let out a dry laugh “how can you play under the rain, when I can’t even stand watching it?!, how can you tell me to forget everything when I remember every single thing?!, and how can you tell me you love me when you don’t want to be with me, is that how you care?!”

 

“I played under the rain because that’s the only way I could pretend that I’m with you” Yuri said as the tears that she’s holding back, started to flow

“I want you to forget everything cause I don’t want you to get hurt anymore every time you remember the smallest thing, and you have no idea how much I wanted to be with you, but I can’t…..I can’t be selfish with you”

 

“but you’re so selfish!!!” Jessica shouted “you have no idea how pathetic I am every time I wait for you at the signing event, waiting for you to say that you’re there because you miss me, because I wanted to see you!!!, you have no idea how stupid I am waiting at your call in the middle of the night just to hear your voice and say good night!!!!, and you have no idea how much I hate myself for not hating you!!!”

 

“I’m sorry” Yuri said as she looked at the girl who she love the most crying because of her “I’m sorr---“

“I told you, I don’t wanna hear your apologize!!!” Jessica shouted again

“WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?!!!” Yuri shouted, she can’t hold back anymore

“just pinned me down the wall and ING KISS ME!!!!” Jessica shouted

 

 

 

 

 

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let’s stop there for now……………….

 

 

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So, see you next chapter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

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