not the one she needs

I won't last a day without you

 

(Jessica)

 

    “gieokhani cheoeum mannatdeon eosaekhago natseon shigandeul”

“Do you remember? Those awkward and unfamiliar times when we first met”

 

Tiffany, Sunny, Hyoyeon and Seohyun looked at Jessica since she was out of tune in one note…

 

And four of them got this “what the hell??!!! What happen!!??? What’s wrong??!!! And a very worried” expression when they saw Jessica have tears in her eyes, flowing down on her face

 

Then they looked at where Jessica is staring, they saw Yuri and Hyunah dancing and not ordinary dance but hugging each other like a real couple

 

 

 

Jessica’s POV

 

“as soon a s I get on a stage, I immediately looked for Yuri, I don’t know but I want to see her badly… Tiffany, Sunny, Hyoyeon and Seohyun keep entertaining the crowd and no one notice that I’ve been quiet the whole time… Finally, I saw sitting on the table with a familiar girl, she’s girlfriend… when the girls asked to take a partner Yuri and her girlfriend didn’t move at all, they’re just sitting there… If I’m not mistaken there some guy I think his asking Yuri’s girlfriend to be his partner and as expected, she won’t, who would have dance with someone when your girlfriend is in front of you… then the song started… there are many people who’s already on the dance floor, but my attention was all in them”

 

“honestly, I was a little happy when they’re just sitting even though the song started because I won’t see them again showing their love for each other with my very own eyes, but suddenly I felt like I lose all of my strenght when I saw Yuri pulled that girl on the dance floor,"

 

“as I started sang my line, they’re they are showing affection to each other… and that time in my mind I said “just sing, don’t mind them… it’s okay, everything is gonna be okay… you can do it… you can"… I don’t if someone was trying to play with me, cause my line was

“Do you remember? Those awkward and unfamiliar times when we first met”

 

“all the memories when I first met her, I remembered all of it, all at once… the way she talk to me, the way she smiled at me, the way she took care of me even though we didn’t each other…. And the tears that I’ve been holding the whole time, let out, I know I was holding it very well but I guess there are some things that cannot be stop, especially when the pain is too much”

“yeah, I was out of tune for a moment… but thankfully no one notice it, then I finished my line… as I finished it, I turned to wipe my tears and Sunny patted my back… I know they saw me… and I’m really really thankful for that…

 

End of POV

 

 

When Yuri and Hyunah hugged…

 

“hey, you’re really burning” Hyunah said worriedly “we should really sit down”

“it’s okay” Yuri said “I want to make you happy”

“I’m already happy” Hyunah said “so, please let’s sit down”

“you sure, are you happy?” Yuri asked

“yeah…” Hyunah said “I do”

“that’s good” Yuri said with a smile “but I think I won’t be able to sit down right now… I think if I make a step I’m gonna collapse…”

“then we should really go home now” Hyunah said worriedly

“tch… you’re not listening” Yuri said “I can’t move… my body is not following me”

“I can carry you” Hyunah said “I’ll take care of you”

“I know you will” Yuri said “so please, can we stay like this?”

“but----“ Hyunah said

 

Then Yuri leaned her chin on Hyunah’s shoulder “thank you”

 

“you’re really a stubborn” Hyunah said

 

Yuri smiled, “I know”…

 

They remained hugging each other even though they’re not moving at all…

 

Then the song ended… the Girls Generation bid their goodbye

 

“we should really go now” Hyunah said “or we will really get an attention”

“yeah, sure” Yuri said “I’m better now”

“tch… saying better when you couldn’t even move your feet earlier” Hyunah said

“I’m better, you took care of me, right?” Yuri asked

“I’m really really speechless” Hyunah said with a smile “how can you still talk like that, when you’re not really feeling well?”

“I’m super----“ Yuri said

“forget it” Hyunah said “let’s just go”… then she helped Yuri walked

 

“let’s go home now” Hyunah said

“but the party isn’t over” Yuri said

“over or not… we need to go home” Hyunah said

“you sure?” Yuri asked

“of course” Hyunah said “and if I know, you’re just insisting on staying because of Girls Generation”

 

Yuri laughed “you know, you’re the one who’s sick”

“tch… I was convincing you to go home earlier when they’re singing but you don’t want” Hyunah said “but when I ask you to go home when they’re song ended, you immediately agreed on it”

“you took care me, right?” Yuri asked “and I think you’re the one who’s need to rest”

“never mind” Hyunah said

 

Parking lot

 

“I can’t drive right now” Yuri said

“who said you’ll be driving” Hyunah said “get inside”… then she went to the driver’s seat

“yeah, no one said” Yuri said, then she was about to enter the car then she remembered…

 

“my camera, I forgot it inside” Yuri said “wait here I’m going to take it”

 

Hyunah immediately went out of the car “I’ll do it… wait here”

“let’s go together” Yuri said

“it’s okay” Hyunah said “I’ll be faster… get inside the car”… then she went inside the ball room

“be careful!!…” Yuri shouted

 

While inside the car waiting for their manager…             

 

“I’m not going to ask if you’re okay cause you’re totally not but it’s gonna be okay” Sunny said

 

Then they saw Hyunah holding on Yuri’s waist, while Yuri is holding on Hyunah’s shoulder

 

“seriously???!!!” Tiffany shouted in her mind

 

Then they looked at Jessica with a worried face

 

“don’t worry” Jessica said “I already cried… it’s not that hurt anymore”

 

Then they looked at Jessica with this “yeah, it is” but still nodded…

 

Even though they don’t want it, they can’t help looking at Yuri and Hyunah… then they saw Hyunah left… and even though they didn’t heard they know Yuri shouted “be careful”… then smiled while looking at Hyunah

 

“you wanna talk to her?” Hyoyeon asked

“yahhh!!!” Tiffany and Sunny shouted “are you crazy?!!”

“just saying” Hyoyeon said

“it’s not funny” Sunny said

“don’t fight over this” Jessica said “let’s jus------“

 

She couldn’t finish what she’s going to say when they saw Yuri suddenly fell on the floor and lie on the ground like a lifeless person

 

Since Hyoyeon was on the door, she immediately went out of the car run towards Yuri

 

“Yuri!!!!” Jessica shouted worriedly, and immediately went out of the car, then the 3 girls followed them

 

While running towards Yuri… Hyoyeon stopped when she heard someone calling Yuri’s name…

 

“Yuri!!!, Yurii!!!!” the girl shouted

 

Hyoyeon who already stopped and just looked at the girl who’s calling Yuri, then she heard Jessica from behind,… She immediately blocked her way…

 

“hey!!, get out of the way!” Jessica said

“someones there” Hyoyeon said “she’s gonna be okay”

“just get out of the way” Jessica said “I need to see her”, she was going to run again but Hyoyeon pulled her hand and hugged her

“what are you do---?!!” Jessica shouted but couldn’t finish what she’s going to say when she saw Hyunah on Yuri’s side

 

“let’s just go” Tiffany said “she’s gonna be okay don’t worry”, patting Jessica’s back

“I may be selfish, insensitive or a bad person but I think she doesn’t need you” Sunny said sadly

 

Jessica didn’t say anything, but just cried on Hyoyeon’s shoulder… she cried not only she was worried to death but the fact that the only thing she can do was looked at Yuri with Hyunah and can‘t do anything about it…

 

 

Yuri woke up feeling dizzy but managed to open her eyes…

 

The feeling was familiar, the bed, the ceiling everything then she looked at her side and saw Hyunah sleeping on the floor with a head on the bed…

 

She looked at her smiling the remembered what happen last night…

 

 

Flashback

 

“as I said “be careful”… and looked at Hyunah while she’s going inside the ball room, I couldn’t help but smile… she’s always been there for me… I was about to open the door of the car, I suddenly felt dizzy and lose my strenght and before I knew it everything became dark”

 

“I suddenly woke up, when I heard Hyunah shouting my name… I don’t know if she’s slapping me or something but I can’t help but opened my eyes”

 

I’m gonna bring you to the hospital” Hyunah said worriedly

“no, I’m fine now” Yuri said weakly

“no, you’re not!!!!!” Hyunah shouted

“please… don’t” Yuri said

“but you don’t look fine” Hyunah said

“I’m gonna be okay, so don’t bring me to the hospital” Yuri said

“whether you like it or not” Hyunah said

 

Yuri grabbed Hyunah’s hand “please” she begged “bring me in your house, or anywhere just don’t bring me to hospital”

“but what if something happen to you??” Hyunah said

“I’m really gonna die if you bring me to the hospital” Yuri said

 

End of Flashback

 

 

Yuri got up from bed, she carried Hyunah and put her on the bed, Hyunah didn’t know that Yuri carried her,

 

“she must be really tired” Yuri whispered, then went out of the room

 




 

 

 

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maemae08 #1
Where are you author
Kryberyulsic #2
Chapter 69: Still waiting the wedding day to happen
wahahapanda
#3
Chapter 11: Love triangle please
_A1233 #4
You’re so AWESOME! ROYALS FOREVER!
_A1233 #5
This had me almost throw my IPad across the room just because of frustration!
_A1233 #6
But damn, this story is something.
_A1233 #7
Lee Soo-Man, I just want to kill him.
_A1233 #8
I want to kill, hug, marry Yuri, Yoona and Taeyeon throughout the story. Especially Yuri!
_A1233 #9
Your story had me giggling, squealing and feeling frustrated in one night. And yes, I finished this story in one night.
_A1233 #10
Okay, I can’t take this anymore, I need to comment on this!