I miss you~~~ I hate you
I won't last a day without you
Jessica slammed her phone on the table, and covered her face with both hands
Sunny, Tiffany, Seohyun and Hyoyeon, looked at each other
“don’t worry, she’s gonna call you” Tiffany said as she patted Jessica’s shoulder
Jessica sighed
“did you guys fight?” Hyoyeon asked
Jessica slowly shook her head “we’re okay, last night”
“then, there’s no reason for her to not call or ignore you” Sunny said “she must be very busy today”
“or like what I’ve said, she maybe forgot her phone” Tiffany said
“girls, we’re gonna start in 10 minutes” the director said
“hey,,, cheer up” Tiffany said “our fans won’t be happy to see you like that”
Jessica smiled weakly
Then the concert starts…
After 30 minutes… they need to change their costumes…
As soon as they entered their dressing room, Jessica immediately looked at her phone… but to her disappointment, no message, no missed calls
Jessica sighed
oh oh oh oh oppareul saranghae
ah ah ah ah manhi manhi hae
sujeubeuni jebal utji mayo
jinshimini nollijido marayo
ddo babogateun mal bbunya
Yuri went to the corner and took off her sunglasses as she watch Jessica and the four girls happily singing on the stage
“Sica, what should I do?” Yuri asked herself as the tears started to formed on her eyes
FLASHBACK
(last night, after Yuri and Jessica talk)
“Mr. Lee?” Yuri uttered as she saw Mr. Lee of SM Entertainment, standing in front of her
“you must be Kwon Yuri” Mr. Lee said
“y-yeah” Yuri answered “come in”
“thank you” Mr. Lee answered as he made her way inside
“sit down” Yuri said
“It’s okay, I don’t have plan on staying here longer” Mr. Lee said “I’ll straight to the point”
“huh??” Yuri asked confusedly
“leave Jessica” Mr. Lee said
Yuri doesn’t know what to say, and just looked at Mr. Lee
“I saw Jessica when she was still a trainee, I saw her got hurt every time she practice, I was there when she fell down, she really worked hard on what she has right now, and I don’t want all of that hard work go to waste” Mr. Lee said
“I don---“ Yuri got interrupted
“I know, you know what I mean” Mr. Lee said
Yuri couldn’t say anything and still processing what’s happening
“I know I don’t have the right to say this but you’re not good for her” Mr. Lee said
Yuri clenched her fist “and who are you to tell me that I’m good or bad for her?”, still in a calm voice
“her second father” Mr. Lee answered
“a fat---“ Yuri got interrupted
“a father’s job is to make sure that her daughter is always get the good things” Mr. Lee said “and that’s what I’m doing”
“I may not be a father, but the way it looks like” Yuri said “you’re not a father at all”
“I didn’t expect you to understand it…. Cause you don’t have a father to do what I’m doing” Mr. Lee said in an insulting tone
“so, did you do a background check on me?” Yuri asked sarcastically
Mr. Lee laughed sarcastically “I don’t have to waste my money, time to do it… cause the way you look like, it says it all”
Yuri is clenching her fist angrily, still calming herself
“you’re a girl who don’t have a family, leaving alone in this house, struggling to make a living, and some pitiful things that I don’t wanna mention” Mr. Lee said in an insulting tone
“did you just come here to insult me, so I will leave Jessica?” Yuri asked sarcastically “cause it won’t happen”
“I didn’t come here to insult you” Mr. Lee answered “I came here to tell you to leave her”
“well you better leave now, cause it’s not gonna happen” Yuri said looking at Mr. Lee
Mr. Lee smirked “and what are you waiting, huh?”… “wait for her to tell you, in front of you, face to face that she’s not in her right mind when she accepts you?”
Yuri is boiling inside but still holding herself back
“I’m aware that love is not about the age or gender” Mr. Lee said “but the thing is, do you think everything will remain as it is, when the whole world finds out that Jessica’s lover is a girl who is struggling to make a living, do you think every people will understand this insanity, huh?... do you think?”
“we don’t need everyone to under----” Yuri got interrupted
“Jessica has a name that she needs to take care,” Mr. Lee said “she worked hard than you can imagined to gain that name, to gain what she has right now, and I can’t let you ruin it, destroy it”
“I won’t do a thing that’s gonna ruin her” Yuri said
“you sure?” Mr. Lee asked sarcastically “cause that’s what you’re doing now”
“sir, with all due respect… please leave now…” Yuri said calmly
Mr. Lee stood up “Jessica is a star that you won’t be able to reach, no matter how hard you try, no matter how hard you struggle to reach out…. both of you are living in two different worlds and that’s the reality…”
Yuri is clenching her fist, boiling inside and ready to just beat someone but still holding herself back, really hard
“there’s someone right for her and I’m sure it’s not you” Mr. Lee said “and there’s someone for you, and it’s not Jessica”
End of Flashback
“Sica” Yuri uttered, as the tears started to flow “what should I do?”
After the concert…
Jessica disappointedly threw her phone on the couch
“nothing?” Tiffany asked
Jessica slowly shook her head
“in two hours, we’ll fly to Japan” the manager said “ready yourself”
“can we go tomorrow morning?” Jessica asked
“I’m afraid not” the manager answered “you have early schedule tomorrow”
“when will we gonna come back here?” Jessica asked
“I think, after 2 weeks” the manager said
Jessica sighed
“why?” the manager asked
“nothing” Jessica answered weakly
Yuri was walking on her way home when a black car stopped in front of her, and revealed Mr. Lee
“I bet, you saw how happy she was, on what she has right now” Mr. Lee said
Yuri didn’t answer
“if you really love her, leave her… don’t be selfish” Mr. Lee said
Yuri couldn’t listen to him anymore and stood up
“like what I’ve said, Jessica is like my own daughter..., but I’m also a business man, and I can’t invest on things that in the end I will lose….” Mr. Lee “leave her or she will lose everything”
Yuri looked at her phone and listen to Jessica’s voice mail
“Yuri, what happen to you?...
“I’ve been calling you all day, but you’re not answering”
“I’m really worried about you, I wanted to see you right now but we have to go to Japan later, and we’ll stay there for two weeks”
“call me when you get this”… …
“ I miss you… I love you so much”
Yuri covered with her hands as she started to cry, “I love you so much but I don’t know what to do”
After one week
Jessica went to her room as soon as they entered their dorm, in Japan
“Jes—“ Tiffany was about to follow her but Hyoyeon stopped her,
“just leave her for now” Hyoyeon said “she needs to be alone”
Tiffany gave her a weak smile, then looked at Jessica’s room sadly
Jessica threw her body on the bed, covered her body on the blanket and starts to cry
After a couple of minute, she took her phone and start to call Yuri again, but like what always happen, no answer, and just a voice mail
“Y-Yuri-ah” Jessica said with a trembling voice “what happen?... tell me… I can’t go on like this”, Jessica said then ended the voice mail
After one week (Seoul)
“I’m so tired…” Sunny whined as she slammed her body on the couch
“Sica, you ok---“ Tiffany didn’t finish what she’s gonna ask when it’s obvious that she’s not
Like what she always do… locked herself on her room, and don’t wanna go outside if not needed
The four girls in the living room looked at each other
“talk to her” Hyoyeon mouthed
“Sica” Tiffany knocked
“-----“
“I’m coming in” Tiffany said as she slowly opened Jessica’s room
She’s under the blanket, sobbing…
“hey…” Tiffany said as she sat beside Jessica who’s under the blanket
“-----------“
“you’ve been crying for two weeks now, don’t you think you should stop now” Tiffany said
“Fany-ah,” Jessica uttered, she starts to cry loudly
“hey” Tiffany said, as she took off the blanket to Jessica
Jessica sat down, as she started to wipe her tears
“what should I do?... she didn’t call me for whole two weeks , not even a message… I don’t know what happen” Jessica said ash starts to cry again
Tiffany who don’t know what to say hugged Jessica
“what if she doesn’t love me any---“ Jessica couldn’t finish what she’s gonna say as she started to cry
“she must have her own reason” Tiffany said as she hugged and patted Jessica’s back “she love you… Yuri love you… you know that”
Yuri’s staring at her laptop with Jessica on the screen, and before she realized it, she’s crying “I miss you… I really, really miss you”
Then her phone rang… it’s a voice mail
“Y-Yuri-ah” then ended
Yuri continuous crying as she heard Jessica’s trembling voice, over and over again
“Kwon Yuri, is that how you loved her?” Yuri asked herself while crying “letting her cry, hurting her, for a billion times, huh?”, Yuri wiped her tears as she continued sobbing
“do you really know how to love?” Yuri asked again
Yuri took her phone as she dialled Jessica’s number
0:30, 0:31, 0:32, the time keeps going, but no one dare to say a thing
“S-Sica” Yuri uttered, then bit her lower lip to prevent herself from crying
“-----------“
“I miss you so bad” Yuri said, as the tears flowed from her eyes “I miss you so much”
“-----------“
“you have all the right, to hate me” Yuri said “for hurting, foe letting you cry, for ignoring you, and I know I have no right to call you right now”
“------------“
“but what can I do, huh?” Yuri asked, sobbing… “what can I do when I miss you to death?”, she asked while crying loudly
“Y-Yuri-ah,” Jessica said
Yuri cried hardly as she heard Jessica’s voice again
“Kwon Yuri” Jessica said “I hate you”
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