Taeri's Special. Oneshot.
How to Get Mr. Tan Guy
Credits to the owner.
Taeri's special! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAENGOO!!!!!! My true love! <3 I've been a Yurisistable, Tiffanism, a GorJess spazzer but I'm a forever Taengager!!!!
Why Taeri? Hmmmmm. I don't know. I just love the couple. Taeyeon, Sica, Yuri and Tiffany. My biases! XD
Still genderbender. Kwon Seobang all the way!! One shot Bebe!
Here is it! Hope you like it!
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"I love you. Will you be my girlfriend?"
He confesses. I reject.
Now, I regretted why I didn't accept him before. I turn him down. I broke his heart.
Why?
Because I'm too stunned at the confession. I never expect that he like me that way and........... I don't like nerds.
Yes. He's a nerd. Before. With big eye glasses, huge backpack full of school stuffs and holding lunchbox like an elementary school boy. And the most hated part about him, being a nerd? The metallic lining on his teeth. The braces. I definitely hate it.
Well, you can't blame me. I'm the school queenka. One of the most popular students in the school which everybody loves. I have this reputation on the campus. I can't accept the fact that I will be the nerd's girlfriend. Heck. Those disapproving eyes on my fans. I hate it. What would everybody say if I accept him? Kim Taeyeon is with a nerd. I’m scared……….for him. Everybody would bash him. I don’t like it.
But the truth hunts me down. I like him despite of his appearance. I like him despite of all the criticisms that he got when his with me. I like him despite all of it.
When did I fall for him? It's when he sacrifices everything for me. His ego. His dignity. Everything. He does everything for me. He doesn’t care about other’s would say. I start to fall for him because of that.
Oh. Yea. I almost forgot. Why did I turn him down? It’s because I’m stupid and because of that stupid bet.
My friends notice that the nerd is becoming too attach to me. We always hangout. Well, he's my personal tutor in math. That's why we always eat lunch together.
Flashback
"Taeyeon-ah. Do you like him?"
"OF COURSE NOT! OMG! Why would she like that nerd?! Ewww. I can't even imagine. GOSH! There's plenty of hot guys googling over you. You can chose among them right?" my know-it-all friend answered.
"Y-Yea." I observe they're expressions when we're talking to him. Disgusted. Why?! because of his appearance?! Heck! People only judge by their eyes not on the personality.
"I think that nerd has a crush on our Taeyeon."
"No way!"
"Yes way. Let's have a bet. If he confesses to her, You'll give me your allowance for 2 months!"
"WHAT?! No way. I think that nerd won't. He's too shy! HAHA! I'll win for sure."
End of Flashback
I remember that day, especially the day when he confesses to me infront of everybody.
Flashback
"I love you. Will you be my girlfriend?"
Everybody gasped and started to whisper.
"This nerd has a gut to confess to her?!"
"OMG! I can't even look!"
"Reject him. Taeyeon ah."
I heard them whispering. I clenched my fist. Anger arises from me, when I heard them saying. I bet he heard them also but maintain he's smiling face. I saw he's hopeful eyes.
My mind was clouded with the thoughts of him. Heck. I didn't expect this would happen. I like him as a friend, not anything else. Maybe a little? I don't know. If I said yes to him, this people will start to gossip about us. About him. If I say no, I might lose him as a friend. I don't want that. I don't want to lose him. No.
"OMG! I WIN!!!!" Sh*t
"WHAT?!!!!! NO! YOU NERD! I DON'T HAVE ANY GOOD TO DO IN MY LIFE. ARGGG!" Yes. My friends. I'm screwed.
"Ok. Guys! Let's end the show! Let's celebrate for this! My treat!" she walk to him and whisper something. I saw the change in his expression from the hopeful one to a blank one. I'm guessing it's about the bet.
"Let's go Taeyeon ah." one of my friend said. Should I consider them as one?
I remain unmoved until we're the only ones left in the room.
I saw him, behind those huge eyeglasses, tears are threatening to escape from his eyes.
"Yu--"
He faces his back on me and was about to leave.
"Yul! Wait! It's not what you think."
He look at me. Hurt, broken, anger and betrayal. I saw it. I felt guilty.
"All this time, your real intention for making friends with me is because of the bet? I thought you’re not like your friends whose making fun of me but I guess you’re worse than them. I regretted being your friend."
"Yul. Don't say that." tears are about to fall. I'm hurt at the things that he said to me. It's not true. I'm not like them.
"Do you even care about me?! Do you? At least as a friend?"
"Yes! I care about you and I love you.....as a friend. Not the other way that you did."
He smiles bitterly. "Friend? Is this how you treat your friend? Or is it another bet with your “real” friends?"
*slap* That's the only response i could give. Now, I regretted it. It's too much for him to bare after all those things that he been through this day.
"That's the most painful thing that I receive for this day."
With that he exited the room.
end of flashback
Ever since that day, I never saw him. I just found out that he transferred school. I also went to his house to apologize and to clear the misunderstandings but he move to other town with his parents.
Now, he hates me. I hate myself also.
.
.
.
For not realising my feelings earlier. I miss him. All the things that we did together, miss everything about him. His toothy smile. He's awkward laugh. He's clumsy moves. I miss it.
I realize how I love him despite of all humiliations that he receives. I love him.
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