You are getting more confused as you saw the others also there looking at you.

“_____-ah, I know this is the hard decision. But, I want you know that I am nothing without you.”

“Do you want to be girlfriend?” he continued.

“Jiyong oppa,” you pulled him to stand up.

When you asked him to stand up, he look deeply into your eyes and hope you will say yes.

“Mianhae.” you said and leave the restaurant.

After he heard your answer, he kneels down and don’t know what to do. TOP, Yongbae, Daesung and Seungri ran towards Jiyong.

“Am I deserved to live like this?” Jiyong asked them.

“_____-ah, what’s wrong?” your appa asked as he saw you crying while you enter the house.

Without answer your appa question, you went quickly to your room.

You felt bad to your appa but, nothing else you can do except avoids him for awhile. You also never expect Jiyong will do that to you. The more you think about it, the guiltier you felt at him. After a few you minutes you fall asleep because tired.

The next day,

It’s holiday today so, you just decide to stay at home and prepare your stuff to New York in next few day.

“Appa?” you said as you saw him at the kitchen prepare for the breakfast.

“Ohh, _____-ah.” he replied.

“Mianhae.” you hugged him.

“What’s wrong, dear?” he caresses your hair.

“About last night.”

“Kwenchana. I understand.” he replied.

“Thank you, appa.” you smiled at him. “So, what we have for breakfast?” you asked him cheerily.

“Well, what you want my dear?”

“Erm, it’s up to you appa.”

It’s already a long time you don’t spend your time with your appa. Since you want to leave him, you think it’s better to spend your day with him.

*knock*knock*

Someone knocking your room when you were start packing your clothes.

“TOP oppa?” you said as you saw him in front of your door.

“Ne, you are right.” he smiled.

You smiled at him back and asked him to enter your room.

“Oppa, it’s raining outside, isn’t?”

TOP just nodded.

“Aigoo, oppa. Why you still want to come here?” you lend him a towel.

“I just want to help you packing.”

“_____-ah, are you sure wanted to go there?” he continued.

You just nodded.

“What about Jiyong?”

You sighed.

“Why you don’t want to accept his proposal?” he continued.

“I don’t want to let him hurt, oppa.”

“But, you also hurt yourself too _____-ah.”

You just sat quietly and don’t answer his question.

*ring*ring*ring*

“Yoebseyo. Ohh, chincha? Where is him now? Arasso, arasso.” he said in panic.

“What’s wrong, oppa?”

“Jiyong.”

“What’s wrong with him, oppa?”

“Car accident. I want to see him now.” he said and went downstairs.

“I will come with you.” you said and follow him.

TOP just nodded.

After a few minutes, both of you arrive at the hospital where Jiyong was admitted. Without wasting time, TOP and you went to emergency room. At there, you saw Yongbae, Daesung and Seungri also waiting outside the emergency.

“How was him?” you asked Yongbae.

“Well, still unconscious.”

“Daesung-ah, where’s Jiyong?” asked Mrs. Kwon who just arrived as well.

“Doctor still checks him up.” Daesung replied.

“Jiyong-ah.” she said worriedly and cries.

“Omoni be patient, arasso?” you sat beside her.

“Jiyong always spends his time drinking alcohol. I don’t know what’s wrong with him. I’ve never expect it will become like this.”

The guilty were starting to conceal your feeling.

“He become like this because of me.” you thought.

Suddenly, the doctor comes out.

“Doctor, where’s Jiyong?” Mrs. Kwon asked.

“He’s inside. He still unconscious but, all of you can see him now.” he said and leave all of you.

“Kamsahamnida.” TOP said and bow while the others already entered Jiyong’s room.

“_____-ah, you don’t want to see him?” TOP asked as he saw you still stand there.

“Oppa, he become like this because of me, isn’t?”

“Ani. Come on, let’s see him.” he pulled you.

He was lying on the bed, still unconscious. Fortunately, his injuries not really bad.

“_____-ah, let’s me send you home.” TOP said because it’s already late.

“I want to stay here. Oppa just tell appa that I stay here, arasso?”

“But,”

“I will be fine, oppa.” you cut him.

“Arasso. Just take care of yourself, understand?” he caresses your head.

“Aish, oppa. I am not a children anymore.” you said.

TOP just giggled and leave you.

“Morning, Jiyong-ssi.” said the nurse as he saw Jiyong already woke up.

“Err, I am sorry. Is she accompanied me all night?” he asked as he pointed to you, who still sleep on the sofa.

“Ne.” she replied. “It seems she really care about you Jiyong-ssi.” she continued.

Jiyong just smiled. “Yes, her is.” he thought.

You woke up as you heard a noise around you.

“Oppa?” you said as you saw him already woke up. “Are you alright?”

“Of course, since you are the one that look after me.” he teased you.

You just smiled at him.

“_____-ah, thank you.” he continued.

You just nodded. Suddenly, there’s TOP, Yongbae, Daesung and Seungri entered the room and brought a fresh fruits for Jiyong.

“Hyung!!” Seungri said happily and want to hug Jiyong.

“YA, Seungri-ah.” Jiyong hitted Seungri’s head before he hugged him.

All of you just laughing look Seungri’s attitude.

“Oppa, I have to go now.” you said.

“But, _____-ah. Why you don’t stay here a bit longer?”

“YA, Jiyong-ah. She needs rest too.” TOP replied.

“Erm, arasso.” he pouted and saw you leave the room.

After a few minutes, you arrived at home.

You have your shower and have a lunch with you appa.

“_____-ah, what time you should be in the airport?”