Hey guys. I really need to have someone to talk to right now. After all that drama from the past 24 hours. It all started that fateful hour where I saw the post that Jessica had posted on her weibo and everyone at that point in time was still assuming that her account was hacked. After a hurricane of events I have managed to somewhat calmed myself a bit but still I wanted to talk to someone. 

This being a part Jessica-centric fanfic makes it almost impossible to continue writing, because it will hurt so bad. I need to apologize in advance because the time I am going to take to write the next chapter is not just because of busy life commitments but also from this hollow feeling after the event. 

I'd appreciate it even some of you can hold a conversation with me. I need to talk to someone as to why did Jessica say the members forced her to leave? It makes me feel as if the soshi bond we believed in is not there anymore. As a fan we can never say it's fake, we can only say it disappeared. Secondly, why did Jessica decide to do such a stunt (to release the news first that she has been dropped from SNSD)? I can only imagine she's trying to get ahead of her company before they shut her off completely not giving her an opportunity to speak up. 

Despite all these questions I think what's important right now is not to take sides. Because we all know that the media is always manipulating information to its advantage. We all know no matter what the girls want to write the companies that represent them would always pick out the information and present it to their own advantage. The only thing we should believe is that the girls are still as beautiful as they are both inside and out. They are still keeping in contact and still loving each other. Hey, the girls are going to break up sooner or later right? Nothing lasts forever, but it was good while it lasted. This may not be the best way to come down from the top but at least we have all those beautiful memories that keep us going. For those of you like me who grew up with SNSD, I'm sure you'll understand how they have become a part of us, strengthening us. So stay strong and be supportive, they are still 9 people. :)

Cheers, 

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