Sehun immediately knew that something was wrong. He found Luhan in one of the hallways. “I said go away!” Luhan shouted at him, but Sehun was already used to those kind treatments when Luhan was upset. “What's wrong? Tell me,” he dragged his cousin into another room while the others suddenly appeared behind him. “It's okay. Leave us alone. Changmin, you look after Hana!”

Changmin nodded and disappeared immediately. After Lay closed the door, Sehun sat down in front of Luhan on the ground. “What happened?” He asked again, but Luhan didn't answer immediately. It seemed like he was somehow confused and absentminded. Sehun simply waited, knowing that Luhan would talk about it sooner or later, “I... drank from her,”

That was nothing knew, and they all already knew of that. “And... I kissed her.” Those words would have probably swept Sehun from his chair, if he would sit on one. “You did, what?” He didn't mean to sound judgmental or anything like that, but he did anyway. “You kissed her? How did that happen?” Luhan didn't know an answer to that as well. It was just... he just did it.

Maybe it was because he wanted to do that for a very long time. Maybe it was because … because... “Damn it, Sehun. I swore to myself not to do it and I did it anyway!” The guilt ate him up alive and the agony was unbearable. There was something about their past, something they barely talked about, but that something was what Luhan blamed himself for. “Sometimes... I think it is better to let the past go.”

Its surprised Luhan a bit to hear those words from Sehun, who was the one, alike him, that had a hard time to let go. “How can you say something like that?” Luhan whispered and shook his head. “How can you say something like that. After all what happened.” Sehun flinched, and his hand shot forward and grabbed Luhan by his throat. “Don't you ever dare to say something like that to me again,” he hissed and his grip tightened gradually.

“Listen to me. You made a lot of wrong decisions, but I always had your back. Don't