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The MisfitsHana knew that Luhan had put her into a sleeping state, and as she woke up, she noticed that something warm and not too heavy laid around her waist. There was a small gap between her and Luhan, who seemed to be sleeping as well. He looked so peaceful, less stressed and worried. Asking herself who Luhan actually really was, she stared at him. He lied to her in so many ways only to keep her safe, which Hana could understand, but she wasn't a baby, and if she wanted to get stronger and more independent, he had to stop treating her with kid-gloves.
For long, Hana had the desire to run her hair through his silky looking hair and now she gave in. One time. For once it was okay to do it. Luhan suddenly flinched in his sleep, and his grip tightened around her waist until it started to hurt. “Luhan,” Hana whispered and shook him lightly. “Luhan, wake up,” her face grimaced as his fingers clawed into her skin, and she was sure that there was a bruise right now.
“Lu-!” With growl, Luhan suddenly pressed her into the bed, and the impact was so heavy that the bed broke. Hana barely noticed anything of that, because she could only stare at those glowing red eyes. Unintentionally, her body started to shiver, and her body tensed. Luhan's fangs were clearly visible now, and his face grimaced to an expression of pain and bad memories. A growl escaped his lips and the blood inside Hana's body froze. “Luhan,” she whispered, but he didn't react, “Luhan, it's me, Hana.”
Hana didn't know how she was able to urge those words out because she was terrified to the core, but in the next moment, Luhan blinked and took a shaky breath. He laid his head on her shoulder, and Hana didn't dare to move. “Did I hurt you?” It took Hana a moment to realize his question, because his fangs distracted her a bit. They were dangerously close to , and she still remembered the pain those Vampires had caused her. “No, you didn't.”
The pain on her waist would subside as soon as he remove his hand from her waist. “Don't lie to me.” He could feel her pain, and he slowly sat up, his eyes on focused something else than her. Even though Luhan couldn't see it, he knew that his eyes were glowing red, and he knew that Hana was afraid of them. “I am fine, really,” Hana assured him. Sure that the bruise already healed, Hana sat up as well and hesitantly laid her hands on his arms.
“Luhan, I am fine,” she whispered again. It was strange that she could feel his chaos, at least she thought that it was his because she was sure that those weren't her own feelings. “Are you okay?” She had the urge to hug him, but she didn't because she did not know if he would push her away or not. “I am fine.” The same answer as her. “Don't lie to me.” Unintentionally, Luhan smiled, but it was bitter smile, filled with sorrow and guilt.
“You are not the only one who has nightmares. We all have.” Somehow, Hana had already
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