Victoria force herself not to cry when he saw Nickhun outside their house. He was having a hard time carrying all the shopping bag he has in hand. There were also a new set of crib and pillows, she knows that it was all for Baby Nick. He really loves their child.

“Why is there a new crib?” She asks while smiling. She just finish cooking Lunch for them when Nickhun called her and inform that he was on his way from.

“I saw this one a while ago when I went to the mall. This is one is much better than the one we bought so I decide to bought it also” he said while smiling at her.

She was about to help him carrying all the stuff he bought but Nickhun refuse “ No, this is too heavy for you, remember what the doctor told you, I don’t want you to give birth in no time, Just open the door”

She just shook her head” You’re just wasting your money” she laughed when he saw him stumble on the sofa after carrying all everything.

“Hay, it’s too tiring, it’s so hard to be a daddy”

She sit beside “of course it is” she said

His lips automatically went down and planted a kiss on her lips. She thought he would stop after he move away from him but he just smiled at her and after that he once again took her lips for another kiss. She was once again drowning into his kisses. There is this sweetness and feelings between his kisses but she knows it’s not because he also loves her maybe because he was just use to it. Will he still kiss her like this once she told him that she won’t marry him?

She already thinks about what will happen once she told him her answer. Everything will back to where they belong and he will be able to find the woman he will love and also loves him back and if that happens she knows it will be impossible to feel his lips against her. All his kisses will belong to the woman he will love, who on earth will be happy to see the person you love kiss someone else. she will just keep everything in her heart, the warm feeling she feels every time he wraps his arms around her, the taste of his lips so that when the times comes that they needed to part ways, she will have something to cherish.

After that breathtaking kiss he give to her, he stand up and busy himself fixing the new crib by himself. She just stare him and at the same time she couldn’t help but laugh, saw how his eyebrow frown because of confusion, his face turns dark and later on turns into a bright one.

His eyes were filled with satisfaction once he finishes assembling the crib. “Hah! That was easy” he said feeling so proud with what he accomplish.

She just laughs. “Easy, that’s why it took you 30 minutes to finish this.”

“Hey that was too much” he said and took a seat next to her. He planted a kiss on her forehead and lovingly caresses her tummy. “There’s your nee crib son, what do you want to use, this one or the other we bought together with mommy?”

She fought the urge to cry. She just hope that Nickhun will stop being too sweet to her, he only makes it too hard for her to tell him that she won’t marry him. She suddenly thinks what if she just marry him and just stay happy with him but she knows it was a selfish thing to do.

But what if he also learns to love her? If he learns to love their son, he could also learn to love her. He said he doesn’t know how to love, and then she will teach him how to love. Yes it might be possible. It wasn’t late yet. She could make him love her.

“Son, when you grow up, don’t just waste money like daddy does okay?’

“Son, don’t mind what mommy said, she just want me to stop buying stuffs for you”

She laughed again with what he said “I didn’t want you to waste money that easily, well money is not a big issue for you.”

“For my son I will give everything” he pulled her more close to him “right baby?’ I love you” he said and plant a kiss on her tummy.

“What about me Nickhun? Do you love me? Can you love me?

She didn’t answer him. She just stare somewhere. Yes, there was a possibility he could love her, too. She would only hold on that possibility. That was all she could do and make him feel her love for him.

_ _ _

Victoria missed Nickhun. It’s been two days since the last time they saw each other because Nickhun needs to attend an out of the town conference. When Nickhun told her about the conference that is also the day she was about to say her answer to him. Although he badly wants to stay, she knows it was impossible, he said that he will be gone for about four to five days. He needs to be there when she give birth to their son and he wouldn’t miss that.

Soon she will give birth to their son, and if Nickhun ask her marry him again, this time she will say yes, she doesn’t care anymore if he loves her or not. She will do anything to make sure that he will fall in love with her; she will make him feel that marrying her is not a mistake.

It was eight o clock when she heard a knock from the door, she thinks that it must been Nickhun. She smiled when she reaches the door to greet him but her smile was easily wipe when she saw it was Kyuhyun.

“What are you doing here?”

“Please, I want us to talk, Victoria.” He pleaded.

“I don’t want Nickhun to see you here; for sure he will get mad”

“I won’t do anything; I just want to talk to you after that I will leave”

She just wants them to talk outside but it was not good for her condition. “Come in”

They both sit on the couch but she makes sure that there is enough space for both of them. “What do you want to talk about?”

He sighed. “I know I made a huge mistake and I want to apologize from the bottom of my heart, Victoria I didn’t mean to cheat on you, I only did that because I’m just a man, weak for any temptation, I didn’t realize that lust would turn my life upside down.

“eh, what if Seohyun didn’t show up that time? I’m sure you won’t even tell me about that” she couldn’t help but being sarcastic. She doesn’t like the way he talks.

He looks at her “I know what I did was wrong, I don’t have the right to correct my doings, you’re right. I’m the one who did something to ruin our relationship. I want to get back to you and leaveSeohyun when I found out that she only tricked me, I didn’t get her pregnant she just lie to me, that time I wanted to hope that you could forgive me and then I saw you pregnant. I thought you also cheated on me, but when I saw the look on you face when I punch that guy I realize I already lost you.

She couldn’t utter any words, he didn’t get her pregnant. He was only trick but it was too late for everything.

“Do you love him?”

“Yes” she didn’t even doubted her answer

He smiled weakly “I don’t want to regret for all the things that we wouldn’t be able to do together, Victoria I am happy that you able to find a man like him. I will forever ask your forgiveness.

One of the reasons she can forgive him easily is because of Nickhun.  She forgets everything that Kyuhyun has done to her because of the love he shows for their son.

“What are you going to do with Seohyun?”

He smiled “we talk about it and she asks for your forgiveness also, I’m planning to go to Japan with my dad, and maybe settle for good in Japan.

“’I’m happy for you Kyu”

“Thank you, Victoria can I ask a favor from you?”

“Of course what is it?”

“Love Nickhun as much as you love me, I know he can make you happy.”

“I will do that”

Kyuhyun stand and hold her hand “thank you Victoria and take good care” she could do anything when Kyuhyun hugged her. Kyuhyun has been a part of her life for a very long time.

She hugged him back, at least they were given a chance to settle things between them and they both chose to be happy with what other wants to do with their new life. They might not end up together they know that the love they both share for each other is enough to forget the pain they both once share.

The door open and the scene that they were hugging each other, was the scene that welcome Nickhun.