I Did It, Finally!
Soon-To-Be-MarriedTaec’s POV
So, today is the day. I’m going back to Prague. I already told Micha yesterday but she seems so mad at me because I told her the day before my departure. My flight will be on 2PM today, but dad and Micha’s parents already left home this morning. They have something to do in Apguejong, we will go to the airport in separate way.
I just finished my breakfast alone, Micha still didn’t go down stairs yet.
“Micha, already wake up?” I knocked her room
“…..”
“Micha, are you there?” I repeat
“If you are going to say goodbye, no need Taec! Just go!” she shouted
“Can I come in?”
“…..”
“Silent mean yes, I’m going in” as I opened her door
She still in her pajamas with swollen eyes. I sat near her.
“Are you crying?” I asked
“No, why should I cry?”
“Then whats wrong with that swollen eyes?”
“I’m just wake up, its normal when people wake up their eyes will be this swollen” she answered without even looked at me.
“Okay whatever! Our parents already out this morning, so its only us with driver go to Incheon. We will meet them there. And now you better take a bath then dress up” I stood up, then going to take leave.
“Who said that I’m going to airport?” uh oh, someone is till mad at me
I turned my body again, and walked back
“Me. I said, you will, no, you have to go to the airport” I looked straight to her eyes
“…..”
She sat on the bed, I walked to her. I bended on knee in front of her then hold her hand
“Lee Micha, I don’t want to say or even hear goodbye in our house, uhm, I mean in your house. So would like to say a goodbye at Airport?
Please~” I’m begging and I really mean it
“Do you really need to go back, Mr. Ok?” finally she said something
“Yes, Miss Lee. I have to go back”
“Okay, give me 30 minutes. I’ll take a bath and dress up” she smiled
“Thanks, princess. I’ll be waiting downstairs” I her hair, it become a habit now.
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On the way to airport, we keep in silent. Micha didn’t ever look at me. She just throw her gaze to the road. I didn’t blame her if she still mad at me. Yeah, its not funny to tell someone-who start to feel comfortable around you- that you will go less than 24 hours to another different time zone.
*flashback*
“So its tomorrow?” Miyoung asked me when we are in forever 21 store around myeongdong.
“Ne!”
Then she hit my back,”How could you keep calm about this?!”
“What should I do then?”
“What should you do? You asked me what should you do?!” she almost yelled as we pick a dress for Micha
“Look! She just broke up from that boy. And from her side, she just know me for 1 month as the boy lived next to her door. She just start to feel comfortable around me, since her first impression isnt that good. Then what? Should I tell her, that she is the one that I’m waiting for since she is 5 years old? Is that all make a sense to her?”
“She already fallen you pabo!”
“What?!”
“She already fallen for you” Miyoung said as she choose the shoes
“I didn’t get it”
“Of course you didn’t get it, you just worried about your feeling to her, not her feeling to you. Did you notice her expression everytime we talked? It’s a jealousy!”
“…….” I’m still trying to understand what Miyoung just tell me
“This shoes and dress, please” Miyoung asked to the store keeper
I paid then we walked out of the store
“Micha will love this dress for sure”, Miyoung smile to me
“But Miyoung, I didn’t tell Micha that I’ll leave tomorrow yet”I drive her to home
PLAK! Miyoung slapped me, and I deserve that
“Get a life, Taecyeon!Go home now! Tell her!” Miyoung yelled at me
*end of flashback*
So what should I now?! Argh why am I so stupid, suddenly! I look at her, she still keep in silent. She is falling already? Falling for me? For real? But she didn’t say anything or even act a lil bit weird when I kissed her cheek last night. Think taec, THINK! You cant leave like this!
We arrived at Incheon. I go out from car and took my baggage
“Done?” finally Micha said something, but she is still in car
“Ne”
“Alright, Ahjusshi we can go now” she said to driver
“What?! Wait! Ahjusshi, stop the engine!” I yelled
“What else,Taec?” Micha asked without even looked at me
“So, this is the way you say goodbye to me?!”
“I already drop you to airport, so what else?”
I opened the door “Get out!”
“….”
“Lee Micha! I said get out from this car!” I yelled at the parking lot. Why-should-I-yelled-at-this-kind-of-situation-stupid-Taecyeon?!
I took her wirst, get her out from that stupid car. She refuse it but I’ve more energy than her.
I hugged her
“No, you wont send me like this, Micha”
And she crying. Nice, Taec! Now she crying because of you. Only you!
I loosen her wrist, “Micha, I’m sor…”
She hugged me back, “Can you just stay here?”
“……”
Her tears soaked my shirt,I her hair. “I’m sorry, I cant Micha”
She still hugged me, no we still hugging each others
“I don’t want to say good bye” she said as she wiped her tears
“At least, you have to bowed to my father. Our parents already at the gate. Please we have to go there together. Ne?”
She just nodded.
“Ajusshi, wait for Micha, okay” I said to driver
“Arasso” he said
I took my sunglasses from my bag, I put in Micha.
“Wear this, I don’t want to get scolded from our parent if they saw your swollen eyes”
I brought my baggage with my right hand, while the left is holding her hand
“Uhm, It should be like this” I said as I fitted our finger each other
She smile, “Ne, it should be like this” she tightened her finger around mine.
“Dad, can I grab some coffee before I get in?” I asked my father
“Okay, take your time. I will check in first”
Then my father and Micha’s parent say goodbye each others. Micha still beside me, and we still holding hand.
“Aunty Lee, Micha will going with me. She will going home with the driver. Is it okay?” I asked her mother
“Arasso” Mr. and Mrs. Lee smile at us
We went to the nearest starbucks at Incheon Airport. She keep in silent.
“One Ice Americano and One Green Tea latte, sir. It cost 8000 won“ said the barista
I paid then we sat in the corner of the shop. And still in silent. God, please tell me what should I do now? Should I confess? And if I do, its not fair for her, I will keep going back to Prague, and leave her with all my confession. If I didn’t, I don’t know that will she be waiting for me or maybe she will get another boyfriend soon. Argh! What should I do?!!
“I’m going to miss you” she said
“Ne, me too” I replied
“So start from tomorrow, I can do anything without any nagging and yelled from you. Whoa, no need to used all my energy to fight and arguing with you. Yeah, I’m free like a bird tomorrow” she smiled and drink her green tea latte
I look at her, so she is gonna miss me or not?!
“Ne, me too. I don’t need to pick up the girl next door at her school start from tomorrow”
“Yeah, we are free, start from tomorrow” she said
And we keep in silent, AGAIN
“Mr. Ok”
“Yes, Miss Lee”
“Are you that happy to going back?”
“Ne” No! Of course not, why should I be happy to leave you here, for the 2nd times
“What should I do if I bored then?” she asked me
“You can go out or tell Miyoung to come to your home, I already told her to accompany you when I’m not around”
“So, its Miyoung eh?” she mumbled
“Ne, its Miyoung”
“I don’t think I can do that”
“Do what?” I confused
“Go out with Miyoung or invite her to home”
“Why not?”
“I’m just. I cant. That’s it. Uhm maybe I’ll go out with Khun, since we..”
“NO! YOU CANT DO THAT!!” I cut her words, and hold her wirst
“Yaaaa! Whats wrong with you. Khun and me are stil friends, by the way” she stared at me
“NO WAY!!”
“Taec! Its hurt! My wrist is hurt! And what wrong with you? Of course I can go out with Khun, we are still friends!”
This is girl seriously! How could she said that name when I have to leave her like this?! I cant control my self, everytime she said that name, her ex-boyfriend
“Maybe I can accompany his daily basketball’s training, or watch his game when he has a tournament. It will kill my boredom, since I don’t have much friend and you already…”
I did it! I, finally did something that I really wanna do since I saw her at this airport one month ago!
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