Annyeong! I'm back! as what I've promised... here's my update... aaahhh... I'm really in good mood today... I'm thinking... should I update 1 more chapter? what do you think? let me know! and please leave your comments! ciao ciao!

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I only have 3 days before I left… so I decided just to stay in the house… for I’ll miss this house so much… for 7 years… it became my house… I really love this house… Super Junior doesn’t have shows/work for one week… so they also stay in the house… we are talking… but not like before…

Yesung:can I talk to you?

Me:ne… of course…

Yesung:why?

Me:why what?

Yesung:why are you distancing your self to us?

Me:I’m sorry…

Yesung:tell me…

Me:I’m doing it so that when I leave… it wouldn’t be that hard for me…

Yesung:but it’s still hard right?

Me:huh?

Yesung:I know it’s still hard for you…

Me:hhh… how did you know?

Yesung:maybe you thought that all of us are already asleep when you arrive from the company… but the truth is… I’m still awake… I’m just in my room… and when I sensed that you arrived… I sneak… you always go to you’re room… so I stay out side your room… I always hear you cry your heart out until you fell asleep…

Me:oppa…

Yesung:it’s so hard for you… well actually even for us… you don’t have to leave…

Me:oppa… mianhae… but… I have to…

Yesung:why? Because of what happened between you and Kyuhyun?

Me:aniyo… it’s not because of that…

Yesung:I know it is the reason… both of you are so numb… it’s so obvious that you still love each other… but the way you treat each other… it seems like both of you don’t exists at all… both of you made your life complicated and miserable…

Me:oppa…

Yesung:talk to him before you leave… and before it became too late… ok?

Me:ne… kamsahamnida oppa…

After Yesung oppa go inside the house… I realize that I only have 3 days to b