Chapter 41

Closet Bad Boy

 

Bom's POV
 
 
 
 
I didn't know how to react when I saw Dara staring blankly at Donghae's lifeless body. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy and insanely relieved that Dara is alright but seeing her right now, I can't help but think that something bad is about to happen. If only Donghae didn't resort to this kind of blackmail. Stupid man!
 
 
 
When we learned that Donghae is the one who instigated all this, we all knew, right then and there, that hurting him will create a problem for the clan. I wish things could have ended different. Like Donghae accepting that Dara's not the one for him and is moving on. 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
But it didn't.
 
 
 
 
Bastard!
 
 
 
 
He's now dead! And now I don't have any idea what Dara's gonna do about it.
 
 
With the look on her face, you would have thought that she lose the fight instead of winning it. I'm sure the Lee clan won't take this sitting around 'cause Donghae is there successor and with him dead, well, let's just say it won't be nice.
 
 
To be honest, I really don't know exactly what is gonna happen due to the fact that Dara avoids to share this kind of gang information with us but I'm betting my life, it's gonna be bad.
 
 
And I will stay with Dara all the way! 
 
 
Minzy and Chaerin too!
 
 
 
I heard Jiyong breathe a sigh of relief beside me. I can't help but pity the dude. Despite what he did to Dara, he obviously loves her and they don't deserve this! 
 
 
Why can't two people just fall in love with each other with no one interfering? They both deserve to be happy and not be like this.
 
 
 
 
 
We're watching Dara and Jiyong talk  from a distance when Jiyong suddenly fell limp in her arms. We hastily ran to her side to help carry him before Jiyong falls in the water.
 
 
"Seunghyun, please bring Jiyong back to Seoul." Dara muttered while adjusting her arms so Tabi can help carry Jiyong. Then excused herself to check if Wooyoung has arrived.
 
 
 
 
When we've successfully placed Jiyong inside the boys car, I turned to look at Dara who's looking at Tabi.
 
 
"Take care of him for me. Please never let him look for me." I heard her requested. Tabi looked like he's about to say something but thought better of it. and just nodded.
 
 
"You better go now. You can't stay here any longer." She said and turn around to face me.
 
 
"Let's talk" Referring to me, CL and Minzy.
 
 
"You need to leave too." Dara said in all seriousness. She's scary but at the same time she's exuding an aura so compelling that you'll have no choice but to obey. We've only seen this side of her once, 4 years ago when a high ranking official from the Park clan killed a member of one of their rival clan's. Hell! What a chaos that was! Dara was so worried she might put our lives in danger that she forbade us to see her for 2 weeks. I wonder how long will it take her to see us this time.
 
 
"What about you?" CL asked.
 
 
"I'll stay here and wait for the clan to arrive."
 
 
"Why don't you just come with us? We'll go to our house. We can wait for them there." Minzy suggested.
 
 
"I have to wait for them here. And don't come back to the house. I'll have your things sent back to Seoul." Dara said while retrieving her car key from her pocket and placing it on my palm.
 
 
"When will we see you again?" I asked as I was climbing on the driver's seat.
 
 
"I'll call you guys in a few days. Keep safe." She hugged us very tightly and shut the doors.
 
 
"Are you sure?" I rolled down the window and asked her one last time.
 
 
She nodded her head and smiled at us. 
 
 
"I love you." She said before motioning for me to get going. Before I make a turn at a corner, I glance at the rear view mirror to see Dara staring unwaveringly then turned her back and walked away.
 
 
 
 
 
 
Dara's POV
 
 
 
After I successfully sent everyone away, I returned to the pier and sat myself at the edge to watch the sea.
 
 
I laughed humorlessly when I recall the look of triumph on Donghae's face as he point a gun on Jiyong's head.
 
 
 
Foolish man!
 
 
 
He had me trapped and he knew it! I can't deny that he thought about this really well. Too bad he can't use his brain now.
 
 
He obviously thought I was going to choose and marry him. 
 
 
I was not born yesterday! I know that once he's secured my hand in marriage, he'll kill Jiyong in a second. 
 
 
He's so confident and an idiot!
 
 
He was so sure that I wouldn't harm him; fully aware that if I do, it'll start a war between the 2 most powerful gangs in Asia.
 
 
 
But I did! 
 
 
And his smelly body is now being feasted on by flies.
 
 
 
Though I got to admit that killing Donghae was a stupid move.
 
 
Because killing Donghae meant I just put every one I love in danger. It meant war.
 
 
 
It was stupid.
 
 
But it's a choice I'm willing to live with. Jiyong is MY life. Therefore, I can't risk losing Jiyong. If I have to kill anyone who threatens his life then God knows I'll do it.
 
 
He's too important that I naturally chose him.
 
 
 
I chose Jiyong but I also lost him.
 
 
 
The price that I'll have to pay for saving his life is to let him live a life without me.
 
 
 
But as long as Ji is safe, I'm okay with anything.
 
 
I look up and stare at the cloudless blue sky in admiration.
 
 
 
"As long as we're living under the same sky" I whispered.
 
 
I didn't tell the girls but in reality, I'm not sure if I'll ever see them again.
 
 
I know they would try to help me as much as they can but I can't let them live the life I'm about to live.
 
 
Because my future is...uncertain
 
 
 
Well...on second thought, everybody's future is uncertain. The only difference with mine is, I just increased the possibility of me dying a hundred times.  Hell, I can even be killed right now!
 
 
Our wars are different. When you kill a successor, there will be no peace talks, no negotiation, NONE. To claim victory is all or nothing. If I want to save my 'family', I'll have to kill every member of the Lee clan.
 
 
I can't...can never have Jiyong of any of my friends go under that kind of danger. The moment I pulled the trigger, I knew I had to leave. To disappear and never contact them again. At least until the war's over. 
 
That is IF I live.
 
 
But even if I live, the war will take years to be over and Jiyong might have someone else by then. That's why I didn't ask him to wait for me. 
 
 
What happened today woke me up from my illusion that I can have a normal life.
 
I can never be normal as long as I'm a gangster. 
 
 
Still, even if our relationship didn't turn out the way I would have preferred, I don't regret choosing him and giving us a chance. If I die now, then I'll die with no regrets.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
I don't regret any of it. 
 
 
 
 
 
The end

 

 

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gnlyntmnn
#1
Chapter 3: SsangPark sisters..uWu
billierose20
#2
Chapter 47: I just hope that dara is still you're heroin..... By the way I'm still waiting for your updates to prince secret girlfriend, and noons can you be my girlfriend. Please....
saguntop #3
Chapter 47: Will be waiting for your new story.. loved your story.. all the best and fighting
Angelz0715 #4
Chapter 46: This story is sooooo cute xD
greiyz_14 #5
Chapter 46: Love it!!a sequel please athornim
arnnie
#6
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trysusiet #7
Chapter 46: That was fun and sweet. :)
kkenggi #8
Chapter 46: Thanks for sharing..i love your pics and moving animals..too cute..i would definitely recommend this as a feel good fic for light read..good job!
phEnxx #9
Chapter 46: done rereading it ... authornim is jjang <3
memoria_99 #10
Chapter 46: chappie 44: this story is DAEBAK!!!