Rosé POV The past two weeks had been a little depressing. YG Sajangnim called me and the rest of the girls separately. Since Blackpink is technically in a dating ban, that means the three are not allowed to date. The truth is, dating ban wasn't included in my contract because I was basically married before I even debut. But that secret was known only by me, Jimin and YG Sajangnim. And YG Sajangnim specifically told us that it should stay that way. The amount of guilt that I felt when YG Sajangnim told the girls that they are not allowed to date, is immeasurable. I wanted to shrink down on the floor until I vanish. Jisoo unnie was heartbroken and no matter how hard she tries to look like she isn't affected, it's obvious that she is. YG Sjangnim just said that since I am already dating, Blackpink can't take the risk of allowing another member to be in a relationship. At least not now. I am not stupid. I can always hear sobbing in Jisoo unnie's room. Her phone has been taken as well so she can't contact Yoongi oppa. Jimin told me that Yoongi oppa never said a word to any of s and is acting like how he usually does, sleeping. If I did not tell him what happened, he won't have the slightest idea. I wonder why Yoongi oppa isn't mad at us. The way he spoke to me about Jisoo unnie, his heart was breaking. He can barely finish his sentences and all he said was all for unnie's sake. Only Jimin, me and Yoongi knew what happened. Jimin talked to Yoongi oppa about it but the other said that it's fine. My heart ached after Yoongi oppa asked me not to feel guilty about it and that he understands. Why does he have to be so okay with it? It makes me and Jimin feel more guilty about everything. Jennie and Lisa aren't speaking but I know they are also shaken up by it. Who wouldn't? I mean, one member was dating while the rest are not allowed. Even I thinks that it's so unfair. But the sad truth is, we agreed to it. We were told from the very beginning of the dating ban and we agreed. But I cheated. I got married. And they don't know about that. Should I tell them? My thoughts were broken after I heard my phone ringing. I bite my lips as I notice Jisoo unnie looking at my direction. We were currently heading to another university festival. Our manager had been giving us some reminders though none of us are actually paying attention. Jennie was tapping on her phone as well as Lisa. As for me, I am refraining form using my phone outside of my room because Jisoo unnie doesn't have her phone right now. I was contemplating whether I should answer the call or not. It's Jimin. I decided to do the later. I ended the call. I'll just send a message to him later to ask what he wants to say. Once the ringing of my phone stopped, Jisoo unnie glance back at the window, with the busy street in front. My phone suddenly beep and I curse my self internally for not remembering to put it in silent. I read Jimin's message. "Are you busy? I want to hear your sweet voice..." I tried to supress the smile that is attemot