Rosé POV "So, you're attending your first music awards I see..." I heard him said from behind but I didn't dare look back. The two of us are now in the kitchen preparing food or should I say, he is watching me preparing some snacks for the members. I'm doing some nachos. This is the only food we have now since we just came back from Japan and we haven't even bought stocks yet. "Are you nervous?" Again, I did not respond. I am still mad after he declared to everyone outside that we're dating. To be honest, I'm not really sure if I should be happy or not. Things will be harder this time. I already had a hard time pretending that I don't know him personally, and now, I have to pretend that we're dating in front of our members? We're married, right but we both knew why we ended that way. Besides, we had always been so awkward when we're with people. Also, the times when we're together are actually not something we should be proud of. We usually bicker with each other a lot. "Are you mad?" his voice softens, somehow, I felt a little guilty for not paying attention to him all this time. I stopped stirring the cheese sauce that I was making and looked at him. "I'm not, okay. It's just that, this whole thing will be a burden for both of us especially since a lot of people are now involved." I told him before I turned back once again and continue what I was doing. It's true. A sharp pain pierced through my chest after remembering the article that I saw last time. How can he easily announce that we're dating when he's actually involved in some dating scandal just a few days ago? Silence filled the room. "You're not a burden." I heard him said, his voice a little too lower than the usual. "Are you sure, ahhmm, sunbae?" I asked him, a little not too sure on how I should address him. But more importantly, I was touched by what he said. I was startled when I felt his arms wrapped around my body. "Yah, why are you hugging me?" I said in shock. "You're mine. I can hug you whenever I want," he muttered. Park Jimin was back hugging me. I felt my body stiffen a little. What the hell is he doing? "And stop calling me that." he said a little pissed. "Call me oppa, or yeobo...or jagi but not sunbae." And now he wants me to call him with some endearment. "Why are you even hugging me? It's just the two of us here." I told him. He's making me confused. Is it not enough that I'm struggling emotionally unable to decide how I really feel about him and now, he has to do all these sweet little gestures? "Hmm." I'm not really sure how to respond. And then I was startled on what he said next. "I'm sorry," he whispered. Again, his sweet scent made me lost my senses. "What are you doing?" I told him as I try to pry his hands away from my body. It's not that I don't like it because I do. But I'm afraid I'll start to get used to him being like this when I know he's only acting. I felt his arms tighten around my body and I hate to admit it but I'm getting a little too comfortable with his touch. "Yah, Jimin..." I whispered. "Hmmm?" he seemed sleepy. Worry flashed through my face. I knew they had been busy with their tours and now their promotions so it's no wonder that he's tired. "Are you trying to sleep on my shoulder? " I said as I felt his head