Rosé POV

It's okay Chaeng,  you can definitely do this. You've practiced so hard for this. I told to myself as I prepare at the backstage.

I was on a variety show called King of Masked Singers.

I am truly grateful to Yang sajangnim for allowing me to do this and I don't really want to put this chance a waste.

And then I remembered how Jimin happened to be one of the pannelist outside.

He didn't really knew it was me right?

Not once did he ever complimented my singing and I bet he was a little disappointed that I won that round.

But the way that he looked at my direction earlier feels like he was able to see through my mask.

To be honest,  I never even thought about getting past the first stage but I was glad amd thankful. But them again,  I was never used to getting on stage alone. For five years, it was always me and the girls.

I gulped.

It's time.

*singing*

Why is it so hard for you
To properly
See me trying

 
I get shocked to see
How much I get hurt because of you
My days are a struggle
Even my dreams are painful

 
If it was you
How would it be
If these crazy days became yours

 
If you break down as much as me
Will you know?
All the pain that fills me
To the point where my heart is about to explode
How much I want you

If it was you
I would just love me

If you break down as much as me
Will you know?
All the pain that fills me
To the point where my heart is about to explode
How much I want you
If it was you
I would just love me

I don't even know why but somehow, the very first day we met kept flashing on my mind, how he was an to me and hurt my feelings.

Is it really that bad to get married to me? 

I guess it's because I just wasn't good enough.
 

I know you already answered me
I know the meaning of an answerless answer
But I pretend not to know
And I'm lingering

 
Do you know how I'm doing these days?
I can't even fall asleep
I can't even swallow anything

 
Do you know that I'm becoming
More ruined as I look at you? I feel like dying
I feel like dying

Even though there's no way you'll come to me

Even thoug