Rosé P-OV It has been two days since I woke up without Jimin beside me. After what happened, I fell asleep and he had to go because they have a concert in Singapore that day. At least, that's what it says in his message. To be honest, I was awake before he goes but I pretended to be asleep. The memories of what happened to us still linger in my mind. Our marriage has been finally consummated. Just remembering the things that I did that night is enough to make me pretend to sleep in front of him. And the fact that he was still confessing to me while I was supposed to be sleeping doesn't really help at all. I remember how he hugged me tighter with my face on his neck while my arms wrapped around him. I can't really move because we're both and I don't have the courage to face him at this time. I was already awake for more than thirty minutes but Jimin kept on the back of my head as he hums one of their songs. If not for the continuous ringing of his phone, I'm sure he wouldn't stand up. He actually tried to wake me up but I stood firm on my stupid facade and still pretended to be asleep. "I don't want to leave you like this especially after what happened but I really need to go," he whispered as I felt him tuck a few strands of my hair at the back of my ears. My heart flutter at his simple gesture. "But I promise to text you every time. I will miss you, my princess," he whispered before I felt his lips on top of my head. Jesus. Way to make my heart ran wild inside my chest. I count a few minutes in my head making sure that he's really gone. The moment I was sure he was already out of the dorm, I immediately covered my face in embarrassment. "I can't believe I gave myself to him after all that happened," I grunted as I pull every hair on my head. I quickly stood up to lock the door but I stopped midway after I felt the pain between my legs. "Shoot," I muttered as I slowly went towards my door and lock it. My body feels sore. I gathered my dress and decided to take a shower. My body ached a little so I decided to sleep in my room the whole day. The girls occasionally visit me but they didn't ask anything. They probably thought that I wasn't feeling well which is partly true, except for the fact that I will never ever share to them. I can't possibly share my life with the girls, can I? Since I can't pretend that I am sick when I'm obviously not, I went out of my room the next day. I don't want the girls to think that something is wrong with me. Though I actually wish to stay in my room for a few more days to think about our relationship. And now, me and the girls were now watching a movie in the living room. I am sure the boys are slowly invading even our interests as we ended up watching weird shows. The truth is, nobody is even paying attention. Jisoo unnie seems to blush on her own every now and then. Jennie was staring at her phone into deep thought and I swear she wasn't aware of what's happening around her. What's even weirder is that she keeps on touching her lips. And Lisa, that weird kid. She had been giggling on her own as she continuously taps her phone. All four of us seemed to be caught up in our dramas and we don't even realize. I was startled when I heard my phone beep so I grab it and decided to check who sent me messages. To be honest, I haven't been checking my phone because I knew Jimin had been contacting me since two days ago. My stupid heart wanted to answer his messages and tell him I miss him, while my mind wants me to take my time