Rosé POV I looked around and shed a fake smile as my eyes landed on Seulgi. Why does she have to smile at me after everything that had happened? I was trying my best not to roll my eyes at her. I don't know what her problem was. She had been looking at my direction the entire time and I'm getting really uncomfortable. "Do you want to exchange seats with me?" Jennie looked at me with a stern expression on her face. Before I can even respond, she already stood up and pushed me towards her seat so I won't be facing Seulgi's direction. After a few minutes, me and the girls stood up because we'll soon be performing. Thank God this is the last awards show for this season. At least, that means a lesser chance to see Park Jimin and his bulls. I pulled my dress down a little as we walk past BTS and EXO's location, while I bow endlessly but not really looking at them. I'm afraid to see him. I will be lying if I say I don't miss him. I do. I ing do that I want this show to end so I can go before I lose myself and make my self a fool in front of him again. While we walk pass them, I heard Chanyeol oppa shouting my name. "Rosé-ssi, fighting!" he cheered and I smiled at his direction before following the girls. We headed back stage as me and the girls prepare for our performance. I'm actually not feeling so well. Because of what happened, I lost my appetite but I was trying to cope up. I can't let this stupid love ruin what me and the girls had worked hard for. The girls and me were busy warming our voices up when a group of boys caught my attention. I don't really remember who they were. They were laughing and looking towards our direction. What the hell was their problem? I didn't pay anymore attention to them as me and the girls went to our designated places as our performance would be starting any minute. I took a deep breath and smiled as me and the girls look at each other. Soon enough, our song started playing and like always, we did our best for our fans. All those screaming, the chants, the faces of those people cheering for us, I live for them. They bring happiness to us. I winked to one fan who was crying while looking at me. This may be a small gesture but I want them to know that we pay attention to our fans. If only we can meet every single one of them, that would awesome. Before I knew it, my eyes landed on the idols cheering in front of us and saw Baekhyun and Taehyung oppa dancing to our song. A smile tugged at the corner of my cheeks. They really look alike. Once our song ended, we quickly run towards the exit so we can head back to our seat. Again, bowing to the sunbaes in front of us. Twice members gave us water bottles and I smiled as I try to catch my breath. After all those performances, all the awards had already been given and we're honored to receive another award. We can't thank our fans enough for their support. I tried my best not to cry. The loud mu