"NNNIIICCCHHHKKKHHHUUUNNN!!!!!!!" I shouted and cried as hard as I can.

“Wooyoung!! Wooyoung!! Wake up.. Wake up.. “ I heard a voice calling me and I felt my body was shaken by someone. I tried to open my eyes to see whose voice is it. I can feel that my eyes were swollen and my shirt was wet due to I’ve been sweating despite the cold weather outside.

“Youngie.. Youngie.. Look at me.. I’m here.. I’m here Youngie.. Open your eyes and see..”

“Nickhunnnn.. Nichkhunnnn..” I screamed..

“Youngie, look at me.. I’m here..”

“Khun, is that you?”

“Yes Youngie, it’s me.”

“Owh hyung.. Are you okay?” I panicked.

“Please don’t leave me Khun.. Please don’t.. Ple.. Pleaseeeee I begged you.. Please don’t leave me.. I can’t lose you ever.. Please don’t die.” I hugged him tightly while crying as hard as I can.

“Okay Youngie.. Okay, I promise you that I won’t leave you ever.” He tries to comfort me. His hands rub my back up and down to calm me down. Even though millions of question plays in his mind at that time, but his concern was to comfort and calm me down at that time. He puts away all the other thoughts and focused on calming me down.

“Now, go back to bed Youngie.” While tucking me to bed like I’m his son.

I gripped on to his hand for as long as I can. I am afraid that I might lose him again; I can’t afford to go through the same thing again. I love him so much to lose him. After a while I was fast asleep with his arm wrap around me and his fingers were sealed tight with mine. I felt really secured that night, knowing that my lover is just beside me and knowing that he had promised not to leave me ever again.

Taecyeon had watched this entire scene at the door. It was just 2am in the morning; he was the only one who had been woken up by my shouts just now. He knew how my feelings were at that time; he looked at Nichkhun when he hugged me to sleep. In his heart he said, “If only you knew the truth, I don’t think you will promised him just now that you will not leave him ever. When I know, one day you will eventually leave him.” Taecyeon left the room after he saw Nichkhun gave an OK sign to him, telling that everything is already under controlled.

The next morning came at last, I were woken up by the sound of the alarm clock. It was 7am, the normal time that I will always wake up every day. As I woke up I felt that no one was lying beside me. My eyes were opened as wide as it could be. I started to panicked, has my nightmare became reality? Or is this was just another dream? I pinched myself. “Ouch” it hurts; this was surely not a dream.

“Nichkhunnn.. Nichkhunnn.. Where are you?” I searched the whole house, but he was nowhere to be found. I started to cry again “You’ve promised me Khun.. You promised that you won’t leave me.” I leaned myself to the wall and start to fall slowly to the floor while tears where dripping fast down my cheeks.

“What’s wrong Youngie?” Taecyeon came to me and hugged me to calm me down.

“Nich.. Nich.. Nickhun hyung.. Where is he? I can’t find him anywhere. He’d promised me hyung.. He promised me that he won’t ever leave me.. Never.. But where is he now hyung.. WHERE IS HE??” I cried even harder than just now.

“Calm down Youngie. He must have gone out to buy something or maybe went out to get some breakfast for us maybe. Don’t worry Youngie, he will be okay. Trust me, he won’t leave you for anything” Taecyeon tries to comfort me. But all of his word was just slipping through my ears. None of it had literally got into my mind for me to consider. All of those words meant nothing to me until I saw him in front of me.

Suddenly the main door opened. “I’m home and I brought some breakfast guys” shout Nichkhun at the front door to announce that he’s back.

“Khunnnn..” I shouted and ran to him and then I hugged him as tightly as I can.

“Where had you been Khun. I thought that I’ve lost you once again. Please don’t do that again. Please don’t ever leave me again hyung. Promise me that you won’t leave me. Please.” I begged him while crying my eyes out.

“Okay Youngie, I will. Now, don’t cry.” He wiped away my tears with his thumbs.

“Now let’s have our breakfast together Youngie. I bought your favorite food. But before that lets get you to the shower first” He walked me to our room in his arm. He treated me that day like a small kid or more likely like his son. I couldn’t care less, as long as he is here besides me. I don’t care what he thinks of me.

“Don’t be like this Youngie. Sooner or later you will be really hurt” Taecyeon talked to himself as he watched us walked to the room. He is really concern about me, he scared that I will get really hurt one day. He sighed and went to shower. It’s a good thing that all the other members slept like a log. No one had noticed this entire scene that happened last night and also just now, at least that relieved Taecyeon a bit, when I didn’t even remember about the other members at all. I was some sort of forgot the existence of the other people around me. The only person that I can see and will always want to see is just Nichkhun.

Weeks had passed since that day where the incident happened. I had been really closed to him from that day; he had been always by my side almost all the time. For me he is doing what he had promised me. Which is not to leave me, I liked what he did, but I had never actually asked him whether he is okay with all of this or not. Because he seems to be okay with all of this, he had never complained about it or anything. But that was what I assume it to be and I don’t actually now the real thing with him.

“Hyung. Do you have a moment? I would like to talk to you alone for a minute. Can we?” said Nichkhun to Taecyeon.

“Sure thing, what is it about?”

“Let’s talk this over a cup of coffee. I know a good café that serve the best coffee in town. It’s just around the corner. Shall we?”

“Of course, a hot coffee or a hot chocolate would be nice for this cold weather right?” Both of them laughed and walk to the café where they had planned to go just now. Both of them got themselves a cup of hot chocolate and sat by the window in the café and then the conversation started.

“So, what was it that you want to ask me just now?” asked Taecyeon to Nichkhun while smiling and sipping his hot chocolate.

Nichkhun puts down his cup of hot chocolate and said “Well, I don’t know how to start. It’s about Youngie”

“What about him? Is there something wrong with him Khun? anything that is bothering him?”

“Well..” a short paused and Khun took a deep breath before he talked to Taecyeon.

“He is fine now; there is nothing that is bothering him hyung. But more likely there is something that is bothering me instead of him.”

“What bothers you Khun?” he asked full of concern.

“It’s not what hyung, but who..”

“Who? What do you mean Khun, I don’t get you.”

“Wooyoung hyung. Wooyoung is the one that bothers me now. He acted weirdly lately you know. After that incident that night and the day after, he had been acting weirdly to me and that bothers me now hyung. I don’t know what to do, so that’s why I asked you to come here with me today.”

“Weird? What do you mean Khun? Care to explain?”

“Well, he is getting to close to me hyung. You know what I meant by ‘too close’” while showing the inverted comas sign with both of his hands.

“He cares too much for me, he always makes sure that I eat well, sleep well and everything. I meant literally, EVERYTHING!! At first I can accept it; well he is my best friend you know. You are also my best friend hyung, but he is an extra bit best friend kind of best friend. You know what I mean.” Khun tries to explain what he is mumbling about.

“Hahaha, ya I know what you meant. Continue!”

“Well ya, he kind of got to my nerves a bit now hyung. He acted like he is some sort of my wife or more likely like my mother you know!! I love my mom, there’s nothing wrong with a mom’s love.” He started to mumbles again “But a little too much of it from a person that is not my mom is getting a bit annoying you know. Do you get what I mean hyung”

“Ya, I do get what you mean. But I think he just loves you as his brother you know, he cares about you like how he cares all of us. You know how he is right? He cooked for us and love us like a mother for all this year’s right? He is like our mother hen” Taecyeon laughed at what he had said just now.

“Ya I know, but this time it’s different. The love is too much. I can’t go anywhere without him knowing where I am and what I did. I kind of have to report to him at all time. I don’t feel free like how I used to do. You know how I am right hyung? I have to be free; I can’t be kept as a prisoner in my own house. I need to partayyy” said Nichkhun with full of spirit.

“Hahaha.. I know what you meant by have to partay, you and I have the same mind set brother” Both of them high fived each other.

“Let me see what I can do for you, but at the mean time, you just go through with the flow okay. Don’t act differently other than how you used to act in front of him. Just accept whatever he did to you. I will try and talk to him as soon as possible. I promise.”

“Thanks hyung for your help. But don’t push him to much or anything okay. Just.. Just.. aarrgghh you know how to do it right?”

“Hahaha.. Ya I know how to do it. Don’t worry Khunnie, you just relax and do what I’ve told you to do just now, okay?”

“Okay Sir!!” While giving an army salute to Taecyeon.

Taecyeon can just only smile to what had been done by Nichkhun in public just now. Not too long after that, Nichkun left Taecyeon alone in the café as he had another advertising scene to shoot. Taecyeon sat there in the café alone and start to think how he should give this news to me.

“How should I say this to him? He is really happy now and I don’t dare to break his heart. Should I tell him this? Or not? Hmm.. Damn I hate it when I’m confused. This thinking is so not my stuff. Why did I get myself into all of this mess? I should just stick to my expertise, which is partying and dancing all day and night. That is what I should do and not all of this. Damnn.. But Wooyoung is my brother and he trusted me to help him out. Haishhhh I hate myself.” He sighed and starts to mess up his hair with his hands due to the stress of thinking. Even though he acted really cool in front of Khun just now, but deep inside he is actually stress thinking that another pile of problem had just landed on his laps.

Lol.. Taecyeon is just too cute, I cant stop smiling each time I'm writing about him. Hope that you feels the same too.. lol..

Ok, probably most of you are correct that it was only just a dream, yeay to all of you, ^_^

Now I'm a bit stucked on how to lead this story for the next chapter, as chapter 5 and 6 was not in the original drafted plot. This was fully done by THE POWER OF IMAGINATIONN!! HAHAHA.. If you have any interesting ideas, do let me know and I will try to put it in for my next chapter and I will mention you of course. ;-)

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