ACCEPTANCE

Original Fluff Ball

 A/N: From the last chappie, I know the timeline doesn't match but the song matched with the story so I just put it in cause I love it. Final. Now go on.. Hihi.. 

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          After watching the video, all of the BTS member's are crying, all, yes, all. Including Suga, in the end he bursts out crying, making s shocked but they keep silent, fall too deep in their own emotions to even care about Suga's sudden outburst. Minutes passes, Bang Sihyuk makes his way in and sit back on the couch he left before. 

" You guys are not okay. Looking at the tears in your eyes, staining your cheek. " He said. 

The boys hang their head low, not knowing how to answer him. Bang Sihyuk lets out a sigh before saying, 

" Do you understand now why I want her to stay? "

They nod. 

" Do you know now why she refused? "

They nod. 

" Are you clear now on why I said she can't lie? "

They nod, still sniffing. Acknowledging that an Angel couldn't lie even if she wants to.. 

" Actually, there's a few part that was cut. It was a part where her family members got attacked by the same person and she didn't want the scene in her video. She couldn't bear it anymore. She didn't want them to get hurt. At first, I can't accept the reality that she left everything behind, her family, wealth, honour and even her name.I resented her for leaving. How could she do that? Without any word, she disappear. But after she left the office, she did called me and explained to me on why she left and I couldn't stay mad at her as I understand her situation.

They still hang their head low, listening to Bang Sihyuk. 

" Do you have any question? "

" Is she the killer that she'd been talking all this while? "

" Yes. She killed her soulmate, Enrique that night. She even tried to kill her eldest, Ryuki but he fought back with the help of his other brothers and for sure, she let Aqieyra watch it. "

" Why did she do that? Out of jealousy? "

" That's one of the reason. She's obsessed with him. She fell in love too deep with him that she lost herself. The rejection was too big and hard for her to handle. Enrique treating Aqieyra with all his love isn't helping her either. It adds fuel to the fire. "

" What's going to happen to her now? "

" Well, I don't know. For sure, I'll help her find her way back and if she asks me to do something for the sake of our safety, I won't think twice but follow her demand. It's for our own good so I don't see any reason on why I should refuse. She knows the situation and the risk better than I am. It all depends on her. "

" Bang PD-Nim, is it dangerous for her to stay here? We will get hurt? "

 " I see you're worried, Taehyung-ah. She decided to stay, didn't she? It means she did every calculations needed and yes it would be dangerous. You might get hurt but just because the risk are there, doesn't mean she'll let that happen. She hold responsibility and she know, if she stay, she has the responsibility of protecting you and keep you safe, away from any sort of harm. So, don't worry about it. As I said just know, she knows the situation and the risk better than anyone else. "

 " I think all of us understand that. Right guys? "

Each of them nod, putting their trust in her. 

" Aren't you going to call her Bang PD-Nim? It's quite late already. "

" Nope, she'll come back on her own. When she feels that she's okay, she'll come here and won't run away. She's true to her words. I know it's late and a minor, on top of it a girl stays out is dangerous but she can manage just well. She's strong enough and I believe in her. "

They nod at his words but still can't stay calm knowing she's still out. She must be somewhere around Seoul. It's quite chilly out there. Won't she be cold? She didn't take her jacket when she left just now and that make them even more worried about her. 

" I'll be on my way now. Text me when she comes in okay? "

" Will do, Bang PD-Nim. "

" Alright. Get some sleep boys. It's been a long day for you. "

How can they sleep when that girl is still not in their sight? After Bang Sihyuk left, Jungkook takes his jacket and heads out. 

" Maknae! Where are you going in the middle of the night? "

" I think I need some fresh air, Hyung. Something's suffocating my chest right now and I don't even know what it is. Hyungs can go to bed first. Don't worry , I'll be fine. " With that, he leaves. 

His older members don't know what to do than to clean themselves before heading to bed, driving to dreamland. 

On the other side of the town, Jungkook heads to the playground and stops walking when he heard someone's playing a guitar, about to sing and he recognize the melody played by the player. 

" What's this? Wait, it's One Directions--Little Things." He keeps his distance from the player, not too far that he's still able to listen to it. 

 

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind, it was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me...

I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile
You've never loved your stomach or your thighs, the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh it's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape
You never want to know how much you weigh, you still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you
It's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
And you'll never treat yourself right darlin' but I want you to
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh

I've just let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you
Oh it's you
It's you they add up to
And I'm in love with you
And all these little things

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you
It's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things

" You have quite a voice there on singing, Lurin. " He says as he approaches her. 

Hearing voice behind her, she turns her head and is presented with a body of a guy who's tall and well built but she doesn't melt at the sight, maybe too tired to admire the guy. 

" Shouldn't you be in bed by now? "

" Don't steal. That's my question. " He says as he plugged in his ear-piece. He carries that around whenever he leaves home in case things like this happens. 

She scoffs at that. 

" What's a minor doing here late at night huh? "

" Just because you're legal this year doesn't mean you have right to lead me. "

" Hahaha. You're funny. Your choices of words is just hilarious. " He's the one who doesn't really approach woman but she's different.

She makes him feel comfortable and he wouldn't mind talking to her late at night in the dim lighted playground. 

" I don't see any funny nor hilarious part here, young man. "

" Reflect on you, young lady. Say, do you like to sing? You're good in my hearing. "

" Does that mean you have hearing problems? "

" Hey! Don't be so naughty. Come on, I'm serious. "

" I can't say I hate singing but I can't say I like it either. Just when I need comfort, I sing. "

" You sang just now. Are you comforted now? "

" Don't know. Things are complicated now and I don't know when I'll untangled them all. I don't feel like home here. Well, to be honest, I never felt like home wherever I am. "

" Ohh, that's rough. Hmm, I watched it just now, you know.. "

" I know. So? Are you pitying me now? "

" What? No! "

" Good. Don't be. I hate it the most. "

" Leave your suffering part, I wanna talk about your singing. " He doesn't want to open up her wound, he doesn't even know if it healed or not. So, he doesn't want to add to it.. 

" I thought we're done with that? "

" Whoa, not that easily. You sang One Direction's song back then and just now, it's the same band. Say, do you like them? Are you their fan? "

" I like their music and I'm far from being a fan. I just enjoy their music as much as I like others. I don't favor just one particular band. I only sing songs that speaks out the reality I'm facing. Back then, More Than This describe my situation the best when I lose him. "

 " What about Little Things? "

" My regret. "

" Regarding? "

" I didn't get the chance to say that I love him. No! I was given two years to say those words but it never slips out of my mouth. "

He feels a sudden jealousy erupted in his heart but he pushes it aside for now, focusing on his conversation he's having with her. 

" Do you love him? "

" Love? If there's a word that could describe my feelings to him that is beyond the word love, I'd choose that. "

" That's deep. " He can't help but feel small at her statement just now but he doesn't want to push it any further.

She looks up, admiring the stars and moon that's decorating the night sky and he watches her side profile, sighing a little bit. Despite all of that, he realised something. The reason why he left home just now. He grabbed her guitar that he doesn't know where on Earth she got that. 

" Where did you get this? "

" I lend it from the store across the street. "

" Ohh.. Okay. " He said as he slips out of his jacket and put it on her. 

" You must be cold by now. The night's air is quite chilly and you've been out for quite some time now. You need this. Let's get you cleaned up after this. You're still in your blood stained outfit. "

" No need to take care of me, young man. Aren't you going to be cold without your jacket? "

" Speak for yourself, young lady. Hey! Wait up, are you going to keep calling me young man? "

" Then? Do I call you Uncle? I don't know your name. What do you expect from me? " She rolls her eyes saying that. 

" This little one right here do have gut, doesn't she? "

" Indeed I do. "

" Jungkook. Jeon Jungkook. That's my name. You don't even know my name but how did you know that I'm legal by my age? "

" It was just a guess. Bullseye! Seems like I got it right. "

" You did. "

" What are you going to do with my guitar? "

" Learn to speak correctly, will you? This guitar isn't yours in the first place. "

She scoffs and pouts at his words. He just has the way of dissing her with an offended percentage in a low rank. He laughs at her reaction and pinch her already pink cheek due to the coldness of the night. 

" You said you didn't feel like home wherever you go, right? "

" Hmm.. "

" Listen.. Carefully... Okay? "

" Hmm.. Alright. "

He plays the guitar with One Directions--Home as his choice of song.. 

Make a little conversation
So long I've been waiting
To let go of myself and feel alive

So many nights I thought it over
Told myself I kind of liked her
But there was something missing in her eyes

I was stumbling, looking in the dark (ohho)
With an empty heart
But you say you feel the same
Could we ever be enough?
Baby we could be enough

And it's alright
Calling out for somebody to hold tonight
When you're lost, I'll find the way
I'll be your light
You'll never feel like you're alone

I'll make this feel like home

So hot that I couldn't take it
Want to wake up and see your face
And remember how good it was being here last night

Still high with a little feeling
I see the smile as it starts to creep in
It was there, I saw it in your eyes

I was stumbling, looking in the dark (ohho)
With an empty heart
But you say you feel the same
Could we ever be enough?
Baby we could be enough

And it's alright
Calling out for somebody to hold tonight
When you're lost, I'll find the way
I'll be your light
You'll never feel like you're alone

I'll make this feel like home
I'll make this feel like home

Baby we could be enough

It's alright
Calling out for somebody to hold tonight
When you're lost, I'll find the way
I'll be your light
You'll never feel like you're alone

I'll make this feel like home

 

When he's done, he looks straight into her eyes. 

(If the song that you sang describe your reality, then this one describe mine. What I feel towards you. I mean it, every bit of the lyrics. You'll never feel like you're alone. I'll make this feel like home. So that you can let everything down.) He thought in his mind. He can't say it out loud, in case it'll burden her. That will be the last thing he could ever wish. 

" It was you. "

" What? "

" The reason why I felt the suffocating feelings in my chest. I realized now that it was you. "

" What are you even saying, Cookie?

He'd be lying if he says he didn't flutter hearing she calls him that. 

" Never mind. It's nothing for you to worry about. "

" Weirdo. Then why bother saying it, Dumbo! "

" Oi, I'm older than you. Watch it. "

" Watch what? "

" Urgh, let's just drop it. "

" Drop what? "

" Lurin! Stop teasing me! "

" I wasn't teasing you. "

" Lurin, please! "

" Hahaha... You're adorable, Cookie. "

" Am not! Let's head back home. It's one in the morning already. Hyungs going to be worried. "

" We need to return that guitar first. "

" Then we're going back home, hmm? "

" Okay.. "

They return the guitar to the store where she lends it and heads back home but not that easy when she trips on her own feet. Having not much of energy after being out in the cold for long. Her body also keeps losing it's heat making her body cold as ice. 

" Are you okay? "

" You think? "

" Well, you're not. You're losing it. How can you be so foolish staying out in the cold for that long, huh?! " He said, worried about her conditions even more when he touches her arm. 

" I'm fine, thank you. " She mocks. 

" Still have the energy on mocking me when you're already so weak. " He rolls his eyes. 

 He tugs in his jacket around her and brushes his hands together while blowing onto it, creating a little bit of heat before putting his hand on her cheek, transmitting even a bit of heat on her body. After a good few minutes of repeating the same action, he grabs her hand and brushes them together to keep her hand warm and helps a bit with her blood circulation. 

" I don't think you can walk. Hop on. " he said, showing his back to her. 

" No worry. I can walk. "

" Don't be such a stubborn brat, will you? I'm nice enough to carry you,  so don't waste my time. "

She does as she was told and she pouts on his back when he walks down the street, heading back home. He sees the reflection of her pouting on his shoulder and he finds it so cute and adorable but he sigh before saying, 

" Stop pouting, Lurin. I'm not mad at you. I'm worried about you. I don't want you to get sick. That's all. I'm sorry about my tone earlier. "

She doesn't answer but hide her face on his shoulder instead. 

" I'm sorry. Forgive me? "

Static. No movement at all. 

" Hmm? "

" Okay.. "

" Thank you.. " He said, smiling as he reaches her head and ruffles her hair out of adoration. 

As they reached home, he goes straight to the bathroom and put her on the toilet stand. All of the members are asleep already, leaving them both awake in the house. 

" Let's get you cleaned. " He said as he prepares the bathtub with warm water and throws a bath bomb in it, lavender scented. 

" Wait here. I'll get you fresh new clothes. Don't move, okay? "

She nods. 

" Here. Your luggage isn't here so I take my smallest outfit and for your undergarments, I'm sorry, I had to go through your backpack to get it. "

" You do stuff first before asking permission? "

He scratches his head and grins at that. 

" Just how did your Hyungs handle you.. "

" Hahaha.. I'm a good dongsaeng, okay. "

" With that attitude of yours? Yeah, sounds convincing. "

By that he knew they're good. Lurin isn't mad at him anymore. 

" Seeing how you're mocking me now, I think you're fine now. I'll leave you to take a bath. Put the dirty clothes in the basket right there. Call me when you're done. "

" My phone battery's died already. I don't even have your number on top of it. "

" Dummy, why would you ring me when we're living in the same house? "

" You said call you? "

" Did you hit your head somewhere? Call as in using your voice, shout for my name not call as in giving me phone call. "

" Should've said so then. "

" You're something else. "

" You know I'm not fully human. So what's new? "

" I do know that but it doesn't matter to me. Go take a shower and SHOUT for me later. "

20 minutes passed and she's finally done and come out of the bathroom fully dressed in Jungkook's clothing. 

" Cookie~~Where are you? Cookie? I'm done ~~ Cooookiieee~~"

" Yeah, coming~~ " He said as he walks to her direction and he stopped right in front of her, admiring her beautiful and cute feature in his clothes.

Oh God! How adorable she looks like in the shirt that's a bit big for her small size and the shorts that goes all the way down her knees when it only stopped on Jungkook's thigh when he wears it. 

" What? Do I look weird? Well, I have no other choice, do I? "

" No. You look just fine and cute to my liking. "

" Whatever. Now what? "

" Hmm.. Let's get your hair dried. " He said as he drags her to his shared room with Suga. 

He let her sit on the floor while he sit on the bed, right behind her. 

" I can dry it myself, Cookie. You don't have to do it for me. "

" No! Don't move a muscle. Stay put. " He demands as he stands up and grabs a towel from his closet before sitting back behind her. 

" Hyung is sleeping, I can't turn on the hair dryer. I'll dry it for you with the towel instead. "

" Cookie? "

" Hmm? "

" Are you fine with me not being a full human? That I'm half Angel? "

" What are you worried about, Lurin? Of course I'm fine with it. We are all fine with it. It's not like you harm anyone. We accept you as you are. So what if you're slightly different from us? You're anything but bad, Lurin. Be assured, okay? "

" Hmm.. "

He does his work silently, not intruding any more conversation as both doesn't want to bother the sleeping man. When he finished, he motioned her to get up and lay on the bed, Jungkook's bed. He tucks her in the blanket. 

" Sleep tight. See you tomorrow ~~ " As soon as he said that, he makes his leave but stops middle way when she grab his hand. 

" Where are you going? "

" I'm going to sleep on the couch. We don't have extra bed here, so no better choice than couch. "

" You can sleep here with me. There's enough space. Come on. "

" What? I can't do that. "

" Cookie, it's no big deal. We're just sharing a bed. " She makes some space for Jungkook to sleep as she grabs his hand and pull it for him to land on the bed. 

He's flustered at her sudden pulling grip that makes him land on the bed beside her. What worse is that she put her palm on his chest, tapping it asking him to just sleep, that she's so tired today. Without further ado, they both sprint to dreamland. 

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I'm thinking of taking down both of my story cause I don't know how you feel about it.. What I really mean here is, I'm afraid that mine is not good enough and doesn't satisfy anyone. If you still want me to continue, do let me know. If not, I'll just take it down. For now, that's what I think.

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imemyself07 #1
Chapter 25: Oooh 0_0
imemyself07 #2
Chapter 22: Omg so happy with the update! :)
omgsunnie
#3
Please dont give up on your writing!/I know it maybe hard for your side since an author like you want nothing but pure feedback to see how it flows. But my advice never give up despite the little comments that you recieve you know some may enjoying it secretly just they are bad in words! Oh Im going to start reading your story soon and let you know how it goes <33 until then... hang on there and take your time to get back on track';))))))
Big_Mama
#4
Chapter 20: It is a good piece of writing. Do continue writing it please.
BilliePark #5
Chapter 20: " Place your hand over your heart. Feel that? That's called a purpose." Loved this. And many are forgetting about it.
hunmi94 #6
Chapter 20: Waaa,hope lurin will go back to earth...im sure that bts worrying her to much...
itchycrotch
#7
cool
imemyself07 #8
Chapter 19: Your story is amazing! I look forward to the rest of it :)
hunmi94 #9
Chapter 16: good chapter authornim...and jungkook looks so damn funny when he is jealous...
hunmi94 #10
Chapter 15: good job authornim,this chapter is great... poor lurin tho,she seems suffering too much..and,kookie looks cute worried sick for her...