Mark

Rainy days.

Just what I needed. 

The sky is gloomy and so is my mood. I plugged my earphones in and search on my playlists to hopefully try and lift my mood to be better. But somehow I don't see it will be working. 

No matter how many times the songs are played on my phone, it still doesn't change my mood.

Can't say I didn't try. 

Sigh, 

Oh well. 

As I walked down the hallway, I could feel stares on me. They were mostly girls. Not only did the gloomy sky of rain ruin my mood, but also the stares of girls swooning with slight drool on their faces. Thy don't have something else better to do, like go shopping? Getting their nails done? Talking about their bias in kpop? 

When I transfered here it was a bit hard to adjust since I didn't know more korean and girls were always trying to win me over by doing favors for me like; doing my homework, taking me to where I needed to go, helping me with the language when my parents already hired me a tutor. 

I'm fine on my own. 

What got girls attention on me are my looks. I keep to myself minding my own business and I'm told, I am handsome. Ok, Thanks. Then I'm told, I'm the popular guy in school and I'm very cool with my cold aura. Again, thanks? 

I guess. I don't really care about any of that. All these girls can swoon over me all they want. It won't make a difference to me, looks aren't everything in a person. I care for what's inside someone's heart. 

That's where the true love is. 

I am the type of guy who is lonely and finding the right girl who I want to be for the rest of my life. Sure, I maybe asking for a lot but I believe in my happy ending. 

I reject a lot of girls because obviously they are not my type and some just look annoying. My ideal type is a girl who is simple and who is always by my side, no matter the circumstances. I not only want someone to love me for me, but who can also be a f