"So basically it means he wants you out of his house and he said it in a polite way " Baekhyun said scowling at Kyungsoo.

"Do Kyungsoo-sshi?" Baekhyun called Kyungsoo who sat beside him but had his mind drifted somewhere else.Baekhyun sighed deeply before smacked his best friend's head hard.

"Yah! It hurts,Baekhyun." Baekhyun shrugged.

"Well..That's the only way to call you back to your sense.What are you thinking deeply that much!?" Kyungsoo scratched the top of his nose.Before he knew himself,he often drifted away with so much thoughts in his head about how things were heading in his life,what he said..He neither understand nor find the answer about the sudden change of Jongin.

"Just---things,you know.." He wrapped his arms around the coffee cup.They were currently in the studio which both Baekhyun and Chanyeol owned.There was a large mirror in front of them and Kyungsoo could see how bad he looked,black shadow under his eyes showing his sleepless nights,his skin paler than before and his hair unstyled.

"About Jongin right?" Baekhyun's straight forward question had him looked at Baekhyun.He bit the inside of his cheeks nervously.He knew his best friend wasn't fond of Jongin from the start...Maybe it had gotten worse now.

"Kyungsoo!!You can't be like this! You should be happy now!" Baekhyun whined..

Happy....Right..He should be happy..Happy to be away from Jongin..Happy to be away from the broken past..But why did his heart feel so heavy? ..why did his chest felt so tight like he couldn't breath whenever he thought about what Jongin said.

Baekhyum groaned at Kyungsoo's silent reaction.

"You still like him right!? Then what about Junmyeon? You are still dating him right?" Baekhyun asked.

"I don't know,Baekhyun..Things are too difficult for me to handle...I know I should be happy but I am not...I know it's wrong dating someone like I am using him to forget the another one..I--I thought I could like Junmyeon hyung and I--I thought I could hate Jongin.." Kyungdoo let it out all.....

After that,there was a complete silence except Baekhyun's tongue making a clicking sound and his deep sigh.

"Why don't you come live with us,Kyungsoo?" He asked.

"Nah.That's ok..I found a small but good apartment near here and I already phoned the owner and we will meet the day after tomorrow since she was on a trip currently..So I think that would be ok." Kyungsoo put up a smile on his face looking at Bakehyun who was just frowning at him.

"Gosh dude! Stop frowning..You look uglier than before." He earned a playful smack on his arm before they both laughed.

"And don't worry...I don't see Jongin even at home these days...Junmyeon hyung said he has a concert in coming week and he was busy practising alot...Well,who knows...Maybe he was just----avoiding me." Kyungsoo choked out the last words before letting out a dry chuckle.

"Kyungsoo,you know your fake laugh always fail to convice me that you are fine..I know I have no rights to order you around about what to do in your life but you can honestly tell me how you feel and know that I will always be there with you.." Kyungsoo raised his eyebrows and gave a questioning look at Baekhyun.

"That's sweet of you.Thanks Baekhyun."

"I am serious!" Kyungsoo laughed at his bestfriend's protest.

"I am serious too!"

"So have you met with Junmyeon alot these days?" Kyungsoo scratched his temple before shaking his head.

"Mmm....Not really..He was kinda busy with his company works since there was a rookie group's comeback." He put the coffee cup aside before leaning against the wall and hugged his knees to his chest since they were sitting on the floor.

"He really is a good guy." Kyungsoo nodded as approval.

"Yeah,I know he really is..And that's why I feel more guilty." He muttered.

"It will be fine." Baekhyun said ruffling his hair

"I hope the same too,Baek...I hope the same."

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"No..That's ok,Hyung." He put the grocery bag on the kitchen counter while talking on the phone with Junmyeon...He felt strange seeing Jongin's shoes at the entrance as they hadn't met with each other for 2 days since then thought they lived in the same house.

"I know that You are really busy,Hyung.There is no need to say sorry for that and There are plenty of times. I told you! You don't have to apologize for that!" He chuckled while the other hand pulled out the chair,sitting there and his eyes searching for certain someone in the house.

"Ahh Ok ok then...Bye,hyung." He put his phone on the table while he was in the dilemma about whether he should go look for Jongin to ask if he would like to have lunch later.

"Maybe he's in his room.." He muttered to himself. After thinking about that small matter for a long time,he just decided to make his way towards the tanned male's room hesitantly.

He stood right in front of Jongin's room,biting his lips nervously.

"Should I or not?" He scratched his head confusingly.After breathing out a deep exhale,he turned the door knob and opened the door,revealing the clean room where the walls are painted in black and white like in the living room. And he found who he was looking for.

"Oh..He was sleeping.." He found Jongin sleeping soundly with no blankets around him.

"Why is he wearing that clothes while at home?." Kyungsoo whispered to himself while frowning.Normally,Jongin wore something comfortable like sweat pant and loosen Tank Top which showed his perfectly shaped and tanned arms.But now he was lying on the bed wearing denim shirt with black skin tight jean.

"Well....It's not my business anyway.." He closed the door quietly before rather dragged his feet towards the kitchen.

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He looked at the clock which showed it was 8:30 pm now.He tapped his foot on the ground rather worriedly while sitting on the sofa with his glasses and his favourtie book rested beside him.

He heard no sound of Jongin coming in or out of his room all these evening since 11 am.He already had lunch and dinner all by himself,being conscious about the sudden appearance of Jongin with his staright and emotionless face.

"Maybe he was still sleeping..." He tried to convice himself that way but he couldn't help but feel.........worried. After all these things happened to him,he should get a lesson and his mind should fill with hatred when he saw Jongin...not these pathetic and worried emotions..Maybe his brain was too dumb to functiom the hatred emotion on Kongin and his heart was too numb to feel anything bad for him.He bit his fingernails,which was one of his bad habits,while he sat there.

Suddenly,he heard a loud bang that had him looked around with his eyes wider than usual.He was sure that this sound came from Jongin's room.

"What the...JongIn!?" He walked quickly and called out his name but got no response.He turned the shiny brassy door knob quickly with his sweaty hand but there was no trace of Jongin sitting on his bed anymore. Kyungsoo ran into the room calling out his name and realized that the bathroom's door was closed.

"Jongin!? Are you okay!?" He tried opening it but it was locked.He banged on the door calling out his name but heard no sound from there.

"I'm sure he's in there....what to do!?Ok Ok.Calm down." He breathed in and out,trying to figure out where the key to this damn door was kept.

"It was in the drawer of TV stand in the living room!" He said it out loudly before ran out of the room towards the living room. He came back with the key im his hand and  tried to unlock the bathroom's door with his trembling fingers.

"Ahh damn...Stop shaking you idiot." He scolded at himself,not ready to see what would be waiting for him in the bathroom.

Is he okay? Does he do something to himself? No---no way right? 

 He felt like crazy though he was not sure something had happened to Jongin in there.

Finally after when he felt like a decades,the door opened,revealing the things that scattered messily on the floor and Jongin who was lying unconsciously on the floor near the bath tub.

"Jong----Jongin!"

A/N- ㅋㅋㅋ an update again .-.  <3