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You And Only You"I'm home." Kyungsoo said to no one particulary since he didn't know whether the tanned male was at home or not. By looking at the disappearance of his shoes at the entrance,Jongin wasn't here.
Kyungsoo inhaled deeply with his eyes closed before let out a deep exhale.He was tired.He hadn't done anything tiring or something like that but he was tired.In details,he was mentally tired.He felt like he held a heavy weight of pressure on his shoulders about many things....and owing Junmyeon countless times was the worst of all.He had been zoning out alot when he was with Junmyeon at dinner and had to apologize him countless times thoughy the elder male said he didn't mind.
"Ugh..Why are all of these things happening to me!?" He whined before dragging himself to his room.
"Kyungsoo... Kyungsoo..." His eyes opened as he heard a voice calling out his name...He didn't even know when did he fall asleep without even changing his clothes...He rubbed his eyes and then he heard the knockings on his door with Jongin's voice calling his name...
Kyungsoo's previously sleepy eyes widened as hid processed what was happening. Jongin was home?
He is knocking on my door? But why?
"Kyungsoo?" He heard his voice again at the door,causing him to stand up abruptly from his bed,brushing his bed hair neatly with hus fingers before opening the door. And he was faced with Jongin who was wearing a simple black t-shirt matchint with a grey sweat pant.
"I'm sorry...I fell asleep for a while and--" He mumbled a stuttered explanation with Jongin's eyes on him...There was something foreign with Jongin like he was wearing an expression that Kyungsoo had never seen before.Something that Kyungsoo couldn't define.
"Can I talk with you in the living room?" Jongin's calm and steady voice stopper the smaller male from mumbling .
"Yeah...Sure.." He said quietly as he followed Jongin to the living room,taking a seat in front of Jongin..For a while,the room was filled with complete silence and Kyungsoo stealing a few glances of Jongin who had his eyes down.He bit his lips nervously for a while before decided to break the silence.
"So what do you want to talk about?" He earned an uncertain eyes from Jongin before he looked away from again.
"I'm sorry." That took Kyungdoo by surprise.
Sorry? For what? Oh no no.He surely has a lot of things to feel sorry about.
Kyungsoo thought bitterly before raising the corners of his lips abit.
"I--I don't understand what you are trying to say....." Jongin changed his position by sitting straight and set his eyes on Kyungsoo.
"What I am trying to say is....I'm sorry,Kyungsoo...Everything was wrong from the very start and it's all my fault..I was wrong to force you into agreeing this contract..." Jongin let out a deep yet shaking exhale...Kyungsoo just kept quiet...He was lost of words...He didn't even know what he was feeling anymore......Should he be sad? Or happy that this stupid contract was over?
Everything was wrong from the start,huh?....Everything means......us? "Us" shouldn't be happened from the very start,huh?
Kyungsoo couldn't help but thinking that way before his doe like eyes started to filled with tears...He avoided the tanned male's eyes,looking down at his hands.
"So....you can quit this job now..But of coursr you will have your pay as how we agreed from the start." Jongin took out a white envelope from his pocket,placing on the table in front of Kyungsoo.
"You can stay here until you find a place to live...But you are no longer a housekeeper here anymore....You are free from this job." From Me.
With that,Jongin stood up,taking steps probably towards his room.Kyungsoo raised his head before uttering out a question.He at least deserved a chance to know why he was doing it all of a sudden,right?
"What's the reason all of a sudden?" Jongin stopped at his place not replying the confusing male's question for a moment.Kyungsoo could hear Jongin's deep sigh though he was facing away from him.
"I'm sorry,Kyungsoo.."
I'm sorry...I love you Kyungsoo but I would end up hurting you in the end like how I used to do...You deserve so much much better...
Those were the unspoken words Jongin had kept in his heart for Kyungsoo who he loved forever and always.
A/N- I'm very sorry for this short update :((
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