"Why did you break up with me?" His voice was trembling. He is trying his best not let go of his calm. I can see in his eyes that he is furious about what happened but I can't withdraw my words. My decision is irrevocable.

"It's painful. I can't live without you. I can't even imagine being alone again." It was excruciating to see him bleed with tears of sadness and desperation. He was my open diary, my anticipated groom. I didn't expect it too; I fell out of love and was sheltered unconditionally by the one who left me.

"I want to meet the person who claimed your heart." No, he is not a person Dongwan. He is not a part of our world. I don't even know where he belongs now ever since he decided to leave heaven for good.

"Sorry but I don't think you can." I turned my back as my tears roll down my cheeks. My throat stiffened as I try to let go of a sob.

"It's okay; I will be fine but not now." And from there I felt his chest behind me, his arms wrapped around me, giving me that spreading warmth of his unmoved feelings - his impressive discretion to hold until the end.