“Let me be the sun that’ll shine upon you when you are sad.” He knows that my majestic moon hid himself beyond the clouds, that is why he rooted to be with me. He is always that warm joyful ball of energy wherever we go, but the cold moon who sustained me with his peculiar existence is very unforgettable. I am in no place to tell when my feelings towards the moon of my life will last, only time upholds the answer.

“Allow me to express myself more than I should.” With that statement, he gave me the idea that he doesn’t have any fear of losing anything at all, even if it will mean his entire identity – or should I say his value in this world. I can’t believe hearing such words from someone like him; he is so much like his older brother. Maybe this is the reason why I am thorn. 

“Let me love you more than he did.” I felt that sudden subconscious chill, his statement crushed my soul and perception like it was that sand castle which was hit by that merciless ocean wave on a hot summer day. Junjin is no longer asking for my permission, he is just telling me out loud to be polite but – he already made up his mind.

“Please DON’T.”