Come On Let It Go
Kaisoo One Shots Collection
(credit to the gif owner Porokrong from Tumblr)
Hello Everyone I'm back with a New one shot as promised and this one is in the P.O.V of Kai.
Main Pairing: Kaisoo
Genre: Angst, drama, fluff and Non AU
Brief mentions of: Krystal and Chanbaek
Words: 5k+
Note: To remind you all i am a kaisoo shipper so don't bash me for anything that you read in this one shot.
Kindly ignore grammatical mistakes. ^^
Lastly While writing this i got inspired by 'Let it go by James Bay.' ^^
From walking home and talking loads
To seeing shows in evening clothes with you
From nervous touch and getting drunk
To staying up and waking up with you
30th March 2016: Before the dating scandal
I was minding my own business, contemplating life as it is, like there weren’t any fuss. Everything is perfect, I’m currently working for the most influential entertainment company in South Korea, and I’m doing my dream job, got awesome friends, lovable fans, supportive members and lastly an adorable and lovable lover/fiancé to whom I love to death. What can I ask for more? I’m literally happy, waking up next to him, kiss him good morning, cuddle with him on bed, and eat some awesome food made by him with love if I have to admit and then ending the night with him while kissing him goodnight and whispering I love you before closing my eyes, I mean I can do that for a lifetime and never get bored of it.
But how wrong was I? I never saw this coming into our lives and change everything that I thought is perfect. This morning my manager asked me to accompany him to the CEO’s office as the boss wanted to talk to me, to say I wasn’t scared would be understatement, thousand questions were running through my mind, like why did call me suddenly? Did he get to know about Kyungie and I? Was it for a new sub group? Am I allowed to make a solo album?
I mentally prayed that it was the last option. However I had a feeling that it wasn’t for my solo album. And to confirm my doubts this is what happened, the CEO was looking at me with a sharp gaze and with his glasses perched on his nose which made him scarier, gulping a little I saw the pictures that he laid on his desk, it was the pictures of krystal and I when we went out to eat. Anxiously I glanced at the pictures and then looked back to the CEO, he huffed and sat back on his seat
“So I hope you got an idea why I called you here?”
Apprehensively I glanced at my manager and back to the CEO,
“I’m afraid I don’t quite follow the reason why I am here?”
He chuckled while looking pointedly at me
“Kai you’re dating Krystal.”
I gasped feeling momentarily shocked, but I had to defend myself,
“Aniyo I am not dating her. There seems to be a confusion here! We just went out as friends and that’s it. I mean more like we ran into each other there!”
Sooman sir, tsked and with a voice devoid of any emotion he stated
“Kai I said you’re dating her and this is my statement not a question. Expect that tomorrow you’ll be publically announced to be dating Krystal from f(x). Dispatch already got my green signal to publish those pictures.”
I felt agitated all a sudden I sprung out of my chair causing the Ceo to raise an eyebrow at me
“This is wrong I’m not dating her so why the need to publish those pictures! I refuse---“
But before I could continue my manager stopped me,
“Kai-ah, sooman sir has his reasons to do that. You know right that kris and luhan case appeal is on the 8th of April right and now the new group is debuting so yea… Mianhae kai”
“What if I refuse then?”
The Ceo chuckled,
“You know kai I have my eyes everywhere so don’t think I’m not aware of what goes around with my idols. So if I were you I would corporate as at the end of the day you don’t want something to happen to you know who right especially when he’s at the peak of his career at this moment and same applies to you. You don’t want either of you to be labelled as a homoual by the whole nation or worse the world right? So without any fuss accept this and no harm is done”
I could feel my eyes getting teary, he is right I can’t risk kyungsoo’s career especially when he is doing what he always wanted to do. No I can’t snatch this from him. Without looking at the smirking man infront of me I nodded my head and went out. As soon as I reached in the car, my manager once again apologized to me, but that won’t change anything I already surrendered myself to the devil and there’s no way that i'll be able to change anything. I closed my eyes while leaning my head against the window, Soo I’m sorry baby. I have to do it. I know that it’ll hurt you but I’m sorry. I love you. I did it for us. I don’t want to be wrecked away from you. I’m sorry. And like this I let my tears fall freely. The question that was haunting me was how am I supposed to face kyungie now?
But now we're slipping at the edge
Holding something we don't need
All this delusion in our heads
Is gonna bring us to our knees
31st March 2016: In the dorms
The harm was done, Dispatch published the pictures and SM already confirmed that indeed I was dating krystal. Currently I was in the room of Baekhyun, I mean since last night I took refuge here, all I remember was I got onto his bed and hugged him close and cried and cried while he comforted me without really knowing what was wrong with me. I didn’t know how to face kyungsoo, how am I supposed to show him my face when I was announced to be dating.
As soon as the members got to know about the dating news they rushed to my shared room where kyungie was and they wanted to check if he was fine. But I knew better, how could he be fine? I know that his heart is shattered and I can’t do anything to soothe his pain. After 15 painful minutes it was chanyeol who got inside the room where I was and he apprached towards the bed and sat on the edge of the bed,
“Jongin ah what’s all this about? Are you really dating krystal?
I bit my lower lip so hard that it could bleed, I threw a helpless look to chanyeol, he looked concerned about me, and was expecting an answer
“Jongin ah are you really dating krystal?”
He sighed at my lack of response, and threw his hands on his face while letting an exasperated sigh out,
“You know I just saw kyungsoo and I must say that he’s in a bad state. You know his eyes are puffy and red like he cried for a pretty long time, and that smile that he gave us was so fake and forceful that I wanted to remove that from his lips. He looked so pitiful and fragile yet he tried to assure us that he was fine. Like the ing hell he is!”
Kyungsoo is crying. I hurt the person who means the world to me and yet here he is trying to assure everyone that he is fine. Why kyungsoo? The image of him crying flashed in front of me and this time no matter how much I tried to hold it in I bawled my eyes out like a kid in front of Chanyeol, the latter gasped a little but nevertheless gathered me into his arms while cradling my head,
“Uljima kai-ah. Just tell hyung what is wrong share your pain. Are you really dating her? If you are that’s fine you know you are allowed to date whoever you want. People feelings change I’m sure----“
“Hajima! Hajima hyung! Please stop it! For god sake the only person I’m dating is kyungsoo. I love him, he’s my everything hyung. She... She is not. She’s nothing to me”
Chanyeol detached himself from me and held my shoulders, I swear that I never saw him this serious before
“Listen up kai! Either you tell me what you mean or I wouldn’t hesitate to punch you even if you’re hurt or not I would not take that into consideration. Do you realize that you’re hurting my friend kai? He’s hurting, damn it! He’s crying and knowing him he’s probably cursing himself for being born as a man! So either you tell me what’s going on or my fist will collide with your face!”
“I was… asked.. No more like I was forced to agree to this.”
“Who made you do this? Were you cheating kyungsoo? If you were I’m still going to hit you!”
This enraged me I got up and yelled at him
“Do you think that I’m going to cheat on my man? Do you think that I have the audacity to do this! For the ing sake of god I was forced damn it! I was forced to agree to this! The management decided this for me. I’m being used as a scapegoat for the case hearing, for the debut of the new group. I’m being used as a diversion! Do you think that willingly I’m going to date krystal at the end of the day? I had to do it hyung, he threatened me that he’ll ruin our lives, and knowing him he wouldn’t hesitate about it, I didn’t want to be wrecked away from kyungsoo god damn it. I love him I did it for him. I did it for his career I did it for us. I don’t want for anything bad to happen to him because of me. I love him too much for that. He’s my fiancé for ’s sake we exchanged rings on my birthday. I’m committed to him. But now I... I’m helpless... You get me... You get our situation? I’m torn hyung. I’m inflicting myself this pain but I want his happiness… I love him so much... So much... God I love him so ing much. Do you understand? DO YOU ING UNDERSTAND THAT FOR HIS SAKE I DID THIS! FOR THE SAKE OF OUR LOVE!”
I fell to the ground with a thud, chanyeol said nothing in return but he also came right infront of me and cupped my face, with his free hand he cleared my tears and gave me a wry smile,
“Instead of yelling at me. Why don’t you go to kyungsoo and tell him the truth?””
“I can’t!”
“Kai stop with this childishness! Kyungsoo is a mature guy he will understand. I’m confident that he will”
“I know him hyung he will go to the CEO and threaten him instead and would dare him to tell the world the truth about us. An action which I know he will regret later on. He loves his job hyung he is born for this, and I’m so proud of him for all his achievements. And if ever people would know that we’re both homouals do you think that they’ll employ us back? Even if we’re talented enough do you think that they’ll take us back? No! So better let it be the way it is. It’s better this way rather than forsaking everything, kyungsoo will still shine even if I’m not by his side.”
Chanyeol gave me a disapproving looking, his eyes were still lingering on me
“You’re a pabo if you think this way. I went through the same thing you know. Baekkie and I did go through the same situation. We both went through the same ing situation and seeing you both going through this is making my blood boil. Kai baek told me the truth so that I don’t misunderstand him! But why are you hell bent on wanting kyung to have a misconception of the situation? Do you want him to hate you his whole life thinking that you cheated? Please talk to him. I beg you!”
“Aniyo! I won’t tell him anything!”
“You know what! Go to hell! But if kyungsoo cries again because of you little piece of I swear I will kill you with my own hands! He’s my best friend and baek’s baby so don’t think I won’t come around to whip your arse! Even if you’re hurting right now or you’re hopeless or helpless I’ll kill you! As it’s your own ing fault that you both are in this situation!”
With that chanyeol went outside while slamming the door behind, the sound of the slamming door made me jolt. But then again I won’t budge from my decision. It’s the right thing that I did for both of us I’m sure.
So come on, let it go
Just let it be. Why don't you be you
And I'll be me? Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze. Why don't you be you
And I'll be me?
1st April 2016: Before the concert and during the concert
After the chanyeol episode, he was still glaring at me and not uttering a word, I guess he told baek the truth as he also was giving me those disapproving looks. But I decided not to be fazed by it, after spending one more night in the room of baek I decided to act neutral in the presence of kyungsoo. I decided to ignore him, avoid him or anything else to make him hate me and not talk to me. Like this the whole day before the concert I deliberately stayed outside or more precisely in the studio where I was re-evaluating everything. Taemin called me and asked me if it was true and this time I lied to him, telling him that yes I was dating krystal, he was momentarily shocked but still congratulated me.
I chuckled sardonically congratulations for what? Breaking the heart of my love? Yea congratulations jongin for being an arsehole! By the time I was reflecting on everything my manager asked me to get ready as we need to attend the concert. I nodded and got ready on autopilot. Soon we were all rushed backstage, all the members were present, I could his presence, I could feel his eyes on me, I knew he wanted to talk to me but in return I ignored him like a plague.
On stage we were all seated, kyungsoo was next to me as usual, but still I tried to remain unfazed by his presence. Soon it was time for Sing For You and it’s him who sings first, call it on instinct or whatsoever I automatically turned my head to be able to watch him, our eyes locked briefly I got stiff all a sudden and rapidly averted my eyes from him. I felt a pang of guilt in my chest, his voice cracked, his eyes were full of tears, I knew he was holding his tears, without thinking much I looked back at him all I could feel was numbness. I didn’t want to smile, I didn’t want to do anything now I just wanted to engulf him in my arms and tell him that I love him. I just want us to be like we were before. But we couldn’t do it...it was too late.
I felt myself getting fidgety on my seat when he recited his poem: Fill your hearts with cherry blossoms like flowers your hearts will be beautiful. I knew that somehow this was related to us and it made me feel guiltier. Please kyungsoo stop this! My resolve will break if you continue on doing this! I’m trying hard to make you hate me! Please soo! Stop making me feel guilty.
And like this in a flash the concert ended, again he tried to speak to me but I ignored him and sat next to sehun in the van, the maknae looked at me with a displeased expression, he shook his head and looked out. Kyungsoo sat next to Suho and I could see that his shoulder were hunched over and it made him look more petite than he was. He always does that when he is belittling himself. And this seriously made my eyes sting, but I held it in again.
I used to recognize myself
Its funny how reflections change
When we're becoming something else
I think it's time to walk away
1st April 2016: Back to the dorms after the concert
Purposefully I stayed back in the living room waiting for kyungsoo to fall asleep first. Baek and chanyeol were also in the living room sitting on the couch opposite to mine, they were both throwing a scrutinizing look at me,
“Yah! Don’t you think that its high time for you to go to your room you punk?”
I rolled my eyes at baek’s sassiness, but remained in my seat, I guess this made him frustrated
“Listen up you punk! You’ve done enough damage already! Don’t you think it’s high time for you to go in that ing room of yours and give an explanation to my baby for your sorry attitude you’ve hurt him enough! You’re seriously getting on my nerves you ing brat! Atleast tell him the truth! Now go in your room before I push you inside myself”
Baek was still glaring at me, and chanyeol was also looking murderous, I sighed and got up, mentally praying that kyungsoo is sleeping. But when I opened the door of our shared bedroom, I spotted him, he was sitting on his bed, and was looking right back at me. I pursed my lips and hopped towards my bed and got on it and while laying back I put my arm over my eyes praying hard that he won’t question me as I knew that if I open my mouth I’ll hurt him more. But luck wasn’t by my side as he spoke in that feeble tone which made me want to rush back to him and hold him.
“J-jongin ah can we talk?”
No! Please kyungsoo not this! Still I sighed and sat up, while looking at him trying hard to manage a cold stare,
“About what?”
When I saw him flinch I knew that he was getting more nervous and was afraid of me and this made me feel bad,
“I- I umm are you d-dati--“
I closed my eyes. Kyungsoo why are you doing this. Don’t make me hurt you baby! Please. Still I took a deep breath and answered
“Dating krystal yea I am. You saw the pictures right?”
I could see the tears gathering into his eyes and were threatening to fall but the hurt needs to be done. We need to be apart for his betterment. I again managed to give him a cold stare and spoke in a voice devoid of any emotion
“You saw the pictures right hyung? You saw that we went on a date didn’t you?”
“S-since when?”
Now or never Jongin! This your chance to hurt him! Hurt him so much that he will hate you!
“Felt like it was forever, but since that date in February we started seeing each other and it’s now that our relationship got official, at least it’ll save me the time to hide it from everyone now. Really pretending to love you and being committed to you was making me tired, you’re so clingy sometimes! I felt like I was suffocated with you atleast with her she’s less of a trouble and I truly love her and thankfully now I wouldn’t be afraid of risking my career if ever I was labelled as a queer”
After saying those hurtful words I could feel each and every word I blurted out piecing my heart, and when I looked at him, he was crying for god sake. My kyungsoo was sobbing infront me yet I couldn’t do anything! I needed to do this even if it was all lies. When he told me all the best I could feel my eyes getting teary. Why are you still nice baby? Why? I lay back on the bed and thought that our conversation was over but no.
“Kai-ssi”
God! What have I done! His voice was full of pain, with much difficulty I turned back to look at him, he asked me to return the ring he gave me. This was the final blow for me, he was still sniffling, and now he wants the ring back. No I can’t give it back to you. It’s the last sign that I belong to you. And I’m not giving it up. Please kyungsoo stop with that feeble tone you’re making me feel guilty. I lied through my teeth and told him that I threw it in the Han River. He whispered a small oh I see which I knew by heart, it meant that was it so easy for you to throw me aside. I lay back on the bed and turned my back to him. And this time I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes, I heard him getting up and was walking towards the door I was about to let myself sob badly, but what he said next pierced my heart more than I could ever imagine
“Even if it was a game or an experimental thing for you jongin ah I’m happy that all the time we were together you made me happy and made me feel so loved even now if everything changed I was lucky to have you by my side. Kamsahamnida for everything, and sorry for all the time you wasted on a person like me. I’m not gonna fight or yell at you for what you did. I understand that people’s feelings changes with time and this is what happened to you. Thank you that you threw the ring away, it’ll be less of a hassle for me now. And lastly make her happy and be happy. And as from today I’ll remind myself to be professional around you so don’t worry I won’t make you feel uncomfortable. Take care jongin ah and for the last time even if it doesn’t change anything I loved no I love you”
And with that he closed the door, and this time I let my tears fall freely, I wanted to get up and ran after him but I couldn’t my leg was still hurt and I would aggravate it more if I run. Still with much difficulty I tried to hop and made it to the door, I was trying to go to the living room but I tripped on the carpet and fell on flat on the carpeted floor. And I deserved this. I hurt the person who meant everything to me. I made him think that he was unloved, I lied to him, I made him feel like used him, the excuse was our career and the thing of being labelled as queer. I’m the worst, I’m the worst person that could ever exist.
Still on the floor I let those excruciating sobs come out of my mouth
“Jongin! Oh my god Jongin are you okay?”
It was Sehun who helped me to get up and I clung onto him when he brought me back to my room, I continued to cry not able to forget the hurtful orbs of my lover and now in this room everything was making me feel suffocated.
Trying to push this problem up the hill
When it's just too heavy to hold
Think now's the time to let it slide
So come on let it go. Just let it be
Why don’t you be you?
And I’ll be me? And I’ll be me.
8th April 2016: Before the 16th Chinese Top Music awards
It’s been a week, a week without Kyungsoo. A week full of agony, and self-hatred towards me. The night kyungsoo left me was the last time I saw him, even in the dorms I could hear his voice but I tried to avoid all sort of contact with him, purposefully I was staying in my room and was laying on my back while observing the ring that he gave me on my birthday. Looking at this ring reminded me of all the moments we shared together as a couple and it pained me a lot. I was mentally and physically bruised, broken beyond repair and the only person who could make me come alive again is my lover Kyungsoo.
I noticed that he moved to another room, I chuckled to what I inflicted to myself. Kyungsoo hates me now and I know it. So like a living corpse I only moved out to eat and to be frank the food was bland, maybe it was tasty but to me it was tasteless because it’s not kyungsoo who made it. Chanyeol tried to convince me again but I was adamant he cursed and left me alone in my pitiful state. And I deserved it, for what I did I deserved it. Every night I was craving for the warm body pressed to my side, I missed those arms around my waist, I missed his cute owl like eyes, his heart-shaped lips, his touch, and his scent. I missed him overall i was craving for him to come back in my arms.
Today we were all in China to attend the music award and guess who made a mistake in assigning the rooms my manager! God! I was sharing a room with kyungsoo and quite honestly I was afraid of what I’ll do. As I got inside, the room was dark, I sighed in relief atleast he’s asleep, I tried to make my way to the bed but curse my luck I tripped against something and fell hard onto my already bruised leg. God that hurts like hell.
I could see kyungsoo switching on the lights and gasped when he saw me without thinking much he helped me up and dragged me to my bed where he handed me my medicines, I could see the flicker of emotions that was going through his eyes, he was concerned about me and this made me happy. I really was for a moment. He asked me if I was fine and before thinking much I blurted out
“Yea I am. Thank you baby.”
When he gasped I realized what I just said. I rapidly averted my eyes from him and mentally cursed myself. But as he got up and retracted his hand from mine I felt incomplete.To hell with this ing scandal! I need my lover back. To hell with those who thought they’ll hold me back from loving him. I calmly whispered stay but he got angry and I can’t blame him for being like this afterall I hurt him. I closed my eyes and said
“I-I need you.”
Yes I really do. Being without him is not worthy I need him to function properly, I need him to be able to feel what is love. But I guess all the hurt I inflicted to him made it hard for him to believe that I need him.
“Hajima! You don’t need me. You clearly told me so…. Now don’t start with you needing me! And to begin with you already have a girlfriend so if you need someone call her so that she can cater for you unlike me she’s less of a burden.”
No! No! I don’t have a girlfriend damn it I have you. Why can’t you see that I’m not happy! While grasping the covers tightly into my palms I began to cry, pitiful I know but I had enough I wanted my hyung back. And he did come back to me he dashed to my bed, and sat on the edge and held my hands into his, I could feel the warmth radiating in my whole body and this made me cry more. How much I missed this feeling. He encouraged me to talk and when I looked up his eyes were full of tears yet there was something on his face that made me blurt the truth with loads of difficulties when he yanked himself from my hug and got up I was scared of his reaction
“Why? Why did you have to do such a huge thing without telling me! How dare you decide for us without consulting me? Do you realize how much you hurt me? Do you even realize what damage you caused? Your words cut me like a sharp knife going through my skin, do you even know how much I was hurt when you told me that you went on a date with her? You told me I was burden. You told me I was clingy, you said you threw my ring away as it was a hassle. Lies or not jongin the hurt is done, you’ve wounded me so much! Do you even ing realize that I began to despise my own existence as a man? Do you even know how much your lies caused me to be numb and cry trying to mend my broken heart? I was ready to give up jongin ready to give up on us as you gave me the impression that you did. How dare you say that you did it in order to save us? Since when did we have secrets between us? Since when did you think that I’m so fragile that I wouldn’t be able to handle the truth that you comforted me with a ing lie? You disappoint me jongin! You really do!”
I made you feel so bad about yourself and I’m sorry baby I really am. I’m disappointed too, disappointed of the choice I made. Nevertheless I got up and cupped his face trying to assure him that everything would be fine. It should be, I’ll make sure of it. When he talked about fanservice my heart throbbed badly. No! We’re not a couple for fanservice what we have is pure and is an act of how we feel for each other. And I tried to make him understand that. I couldn’t help but coo at his expression when I showed him the ring given by him. To be honest it was always here. And when I asked him to resume what we were before he seemed lost
“H-How?”
“For starters let’s carry on doing what we’ve always been like and people can interpret it in whatever way they want. In the end it’s our feelings between us that matters the most.”
To hell with people! Having the man I love in my arms is what matters the most to me so yes everyone! In the end when I pecked his lips I realized how much I missed those soft yet plump lips against mine. It was just perfect. I was happy that we were back together on a positive note even if our path would be full of hardships we’ll make it through I’m sure.
09th April 2016: 16th Chinese Top Music awards.
Coming to an award function always made me flustered, those photographs and journalists with their cameras always made me nervous. Yet the person who always keeps me calm was close to me in a way, he was still in my peripheral vision, while Lay hyung was talking I sneaked a glance at him. Man! He looked so handsome today. I couldn’t wait to hug him.
To my disappointment we were seated separately as our CEO was here so no funny business that’s what the manager said. Still sitting next to Sehun and Chanyeol wasn’t half that bad. Atleast chan and I could talk and were back on good terms when he got to know that I told the truth to kyungsoo. He was elated same with baek.
Right now we were all on the stage and I was about to sit down but then my baby took my crutches from me. Aha even if he vowed that he would avoid me he helped me on instinct that’s great. When I saw him doing aegyo I died literally like what the hell was that? Was he always that adorable? Oh my god is he blushing? God he’s embarrassed. I really wanna hug him though.
To sum up the award function, we won our awards and I was so happy. We all worked dedicatedly for this and being awarded for this is the cherry on the top. I was also happy for Lay hyung but also concerned as he collapsed backstage. Aish this hyung never taking care of his health. But to say that I wasn’t happy just for a little would be an understatement I was just happy now because that person whom I love the most is with me.
22nd April 2016: Japan Airport
I was sulking, why? Let me tell you why! Why was I sent alone with Suho hyung for the Louis Vuitton exhibition? Why wasn’t my lover with me? God damn it we just mended our relationship and wished we could spend more time together but no I was in Japan. I didn’t smile a lot not that I wanted to in the first palce. But still for the fans I managed to smile a little. Suho hyung grumbled at me and told me that I was being a brat for sulking like this. Like hey hello do you realize that my fiancé and I went through major crisis and just got back together and you’re telling me not to sulk! Ha! I will! I will sulk more and this was why I didn’t smile in the photos, I mean yea you get the drill I was rebelling and showing my discontentment.
Currently we were in the still at the airport waiting for our flight. I was on my phone trying to call my lover. Suho who was on the seat opposite to mine, he sighed
“Aish! When you 2 were together before it was really a problematic thing to stop you guys from being obvious. Right now I give up! You’re literally giving away that you guys have something going on! You are being too obvious”
At the same time Kyungie answered, I smiled, suho hyung was still yapping about how obvious we were not that I care for the moment
“Hey babe”
“Hey nini”
“What are you doing?”
“About to beat baek as he’s been whining a lot on how tired he is… oh by the way is that Suho talking in the background?”
I flickered my eyes to suho, who was already glaring at me, I winked at him and resumed talking
“Yes jagi that was him going psycho on how obvious we are and was giving me lecture to stop. As if I care to begin with”
He chuckled ah how cute he sounds. I smiled brightly, but in the background I could still hear baek going on with his hip is hurting
“Babe do you need to go and help him or something like that?”
“YAH SHUT UP I’M ON THE PHONE DAMN IT! And to answer you no. I don’t want to help that ungrateful person who makes my head pound. Ah by the way at what time you’re coming back?”
“You missing me love?”
“No I’m not that’s why I’m asking! Like seriously babe”
“Mianhae baby. Eh I’ll be there in the afternoon. Is that ok as an answer?”
“Yes it is. Umm jongnnie can i hang up? Baek is imitating a dying seal and its creeping me out. So can I go and beat him up?”
“Haha! Okay you can love. Don’t go hard on him so that I’ll have to deal with a giant later on. Anyways see you later okay.”
“Yes see you nini have a safe flight and come back home safely”
I smiled fondly at his tone, it can be really endearing
“I will. I love you baby.”
“I love you too jagi. See ya”
“Yep see ya babe.”
And I hanged up, Suho was still glaring at me and I wriggled my eyebrows at him and smirked. Ah my life is better now and quite honestly no matter what I’ll never change anything to it.
Edited on: 30/04/16
And we're done. Hope it was okay? *Embarassed*
And Oh my godness i logged onto AFF to update and saw that i got 50 subs, 1 upvote and few comments. Oh my god thank you thank you so much. Even though i don't really know what happened but still thank you it means a lot to me. >3<
And lastly please carry on supporting Kaisoo and spread the love around you. ^^
And yea i made a video on Kaisoo. For those interested here's the link ^^
And this is it for now. See you all when i'll have time in between my assignments. For now take care and love you all. See you soon. ^^
Note: Gifs not mine so Credit to all the gifs owners. ^^
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