You dont know whats wrong. Why you cant move. Why your damn body and mind seems separated. You were sure you shouted for help. You did. But no one responded. Why is no one responding? You try to open your eyes, but the pain from the force goes straight to your brain and you gave up trying.

Your vision were dark. It was dark. You sure it was. But there is someone. Someone with his back against you.

"Hey!HELLO!Can you hear me? Hey you!" You heard yourself. But you wasnt sure if he did. He is the only one who could help you. He is your only hope.

All your energy were used for shouting and calling out to the stranger infront of you. You broke down, you cried helplessly. You were stuck in a room that is dark and the only saviour couldnt even hear you. You couldnt stop sobbing and under your breath, you mumble to just take your life rather than keep you suffering this way.

And then you heard it. His voice. You were sure it was his voice.

"If God takes your life, what will happen to me? Are you forgetting our promise we made to each other?" His voice was shaky. It wasnt stable. Its as if he was scared.

"S..ss...Suu..Sung..gyu?Is that you?Is it really you?" You dont have to think twice. The only guy you had ever make promises with is Sung Gyu.

He still have his back against you. You try to reach for him. But you cant move. You start crying again. This time, softly. Afraid he might be affected.

"You lied to me. You said you will never leave me. You said you will hold on to me. You promise never to leave me alone in this cold world. You promised! You lied! You lied" His voice beam thru the dark room. He almost sounded like he snarls at you. It makes you scared. Not because of his tone, because he is now taking small steps... Small steps away from you.

"NO NO NO! SUNGGYU DONT LEAVE! NOOOOO! I WASNT TRYING TO LEAVE YOU! PLEASE! TAKE ME WITH YOU! PLEASE!PLEASE! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! TAKE ME! SUNGGYUUUUUU" your wail echo thru the room.

He didnt look back nor he stops to hear your cries.

You didnt forget your promise. How could you? To the only person that can makes your heart flutters. To the only person you hold on to that promise.

He wasnt good looking. Infact, he was those annoying type of boy that all girls wants to avoid in school. But it was a simple "accidentally-spill-your-coffee-on-his-shirt" kind of thing that happen, that leads to this. You both hang out, found out each other's dreams, bought each other a present on both of your first pay cheque, from bestfriends to an item , to proms , countless birthday, when you both enter adulthood, he saw you fail audition, you saw him get drunk after a fail audition, that night he kiss you for the first time, that afternoon both of you have a heated arguement about how your brother was TOP from Big Bang and how he couldnt help him get into YG, you ignored each other for days, only to find him drunk at your doorsteps mumbling how much he misses you. Right there and then, you promise him that you will never leave. You will always be there for him. You wanted to tell him you remembered. You still hold on to that promise.

But he was gone.

"I remember everything, gyu. I remember you. I remember all our promises. I remember us. How could i forget? How could i? You were my everything. You still are. So... H..Ho..how could i?" You were muttering between sobs.

You were sure you want to say something more when a sharp pain hits you. You dont know which part it was from. You just knew it was painful. So painful.

"Yerin? Yerin? OH MY GOD! THANK YOU GOD! Yerin ah! MY GOD THANK YOU!" You werent sure who was it, your vision were blurred. You only saw him rubbing his face, repeating his thanks to God.

"She will be okay after the injection. It help her calm down a little. She will be just fine, Sung gyu shi" You heard another unfamiliar voice.

But wait! Sung Gyu shi?

"Yerin, honey. I know you can hear me. Open your eyes. Come on." His voice sweetly rings in your ears.

You could feel his hand on yours, he is rubbing the back of your hand and you can literally feel his eyes piercing towards you.

You slowly open your eyes. Fidgeting a little from the uncomfortable hospital bed.

Sung Gyu looks at you and smile. He looks tired but he still tries to conceal that for you. He slowly lift his hands to touch your cheeks. He carass it softly, sighing as he looks down , you could see tear drops from his eyes falls. He moves forward, careful not to hurt you, and rest his head on your shoulder. You could hear he breathe in your scent as his barely grown stub touches your shoulder.

"You should stop... Just stop.. fainting like that and making me so damn worried about you all the time" He tighten his embrace and this time you cold feel hot tears dropping on your shoulder.

"Do you know how i question myself everyday for the past two years for leaving you to achieve my dreams? How i constantly get drunk, end up at your old apartment, and you wasnt there anymore. I got so scared. You wasnt anywhere, I couldnt find you. I saw you. I saw your music videos, they were the only music videos i saw. I saw... I saw the photos from your photoshoot. They are so beautiful. You are so beautiful. Thats the only photos i have on my phone. I wanted to hear you call my name. To hear my girl just call my god damn name. 2 years. 2 years.. Choi Ye Rin.. how could i even?" The sobs is getting more terrible and out of hand. You slowly lift your hand to return his embrace. You drop your chin on his shoulder and you hear him sigh of content.

"I got you now. Im not going to let go. Dont ask me how now. Just trust me. Just stay with me".

He let go of his embrace. You couldnt ask how you get here. Wasnt you watching him perform The Chaser? Did you pass out again? For how long this time? And how did he get here? Where is everyone else? How about Woollim? Do his company knows? What about YG? So many questions on your mind. But all of that, you dont mind not getting an answer. He kisses your forehead, his hand on your waist. He push your hair behind your ears muttering how much he misses you.

Tears escape your eyes at the sight infront of you. You remembered the last time you saw him. He pat you to sleep, saying sweet nothings to you and in the morning he was gone.

Like he can read your mind, he rub your hand, bringing it to his chest.

"I wont leave anymore."

"Gy..gyu.."

"Yes honey?"

"I thought i was dying. But you.. you were there. And you walk away from me. "

He chuckles "You were wailing like a mad girl thats why i needed the doctor to give you an injection to calm you down. You never change. Still a drama queen. And... still fainting after all these years?"

You lightly beat this chest in response , burying your face to his chest. " I barely survived, gyu. But you saved me. "

"Technically it was the doctor. But yes, it was me because i call him on time" His finger goes thru your hair and you can feel his smile.

He sigh, rubbing your back softly with his palm, maybe relieve that all this is over. You felt your eyes heavy. Maybe due to the injection or is it his patting but your eyes is giving up on you. And then you heard him.

"For all my life, im yours".