Voice Of My Heart

Because i am Kim Sung Gyu's wife

November 17 2013 , 2 week before the wedding.

"Hey baby, what do you think? I look handsome,huh?" Sung gyu look at the mirror as he fix the grey suit.

I heard what he said but i was too deep into thoughts that i didnt reply him but stare at him blankly.

"Earth to my wife. Am i too good looking that you are speechless?" Sung gyu brush my cheek lightly waking me up from my thoughts.

Now i am totally awake looking at this gorgeous man infront of me in his grey tuxedo. It still amaze me how good looking he is despite those small eyes.

"Sorry babe. Hmmmm. I dont like this grey suit. It makes the suit too......" Before i could finish my sentence, he kisses me on the lips.

"What was that for?" I look at him as he chuckles at my surprise expression.

"That is for lying to me. You think that i look totally amazing in this suit, didnt you?" He smirk as he look at me.

"Nice. Of course you know when i was lying." I roll my eyes making him pout jokingly.

"Ms Choi, would you try this one please? Oh, Mr Kim ! You look good in that one!" Rina, our wedding planner says as she signal me to get in the dressing room.

"Right Rina-shi? But Yerin doesnt seem to think so. Maybe she purposely wants me to look ugly on our wedding day so that no girls will want me." Sung gyu brush his hair with his fingers as he look at Rina with a cocky smile.

Rina laugh fixing the tie on Sung Gyu's shirt, "Oh well, that is fair enough. Because Ms Choi is going to look so beautiful in that dress. And Mr Kim, you have another tuxedo to try on. That one over there, the blue and silver one".

I am in the dressing room changing to my wedding dress. Sung gyu has choosen a plain white mermaid design dress with a little lace for me. As the dress slip nicely to my body, hugging me tightly and comfortably like a sweater during winter, i couldnt stop and stare at the reflection infront of me. WOW, im getting married in 2 weeks. Im gonna be somebody's wife. Kim Sung Gyu's wife. Mrs Kim sounds nice isnt it? I have someone to wake up to every morning. Someone who will leave his clothes for me to wash. Someone who come back home to taste my cooking. Someone who goes around saying "Yeah, im married to Choi Ye Rin". Someone who prefer hanging out at home with me rather than soccer nights with his boys. Someone who wraps his arms around me every night. WOW.

"Ms Choi? Are you okay in there? Need my help?" Rina says.

"Yes im fine. Im coming out now" I say as i carefully turn around to open the door. This is the first time anyone is seeing me in a wedding this dress. The man of my dream happens to be the first one isnt helping at all. Im so nervous. I want to look pretty for him.

"Hey.. So how is it?" I said nervously

"WOW. Ms Choi you look totally stunning. And this is without the make up and hair do. You look pretty. Am i right Mr Kim? Mr Kim?" Rina say nudging Sung gyu's arm when he seems not to respond as his eyes pierce strraight into my soul.

He walks slowly to me, admiring me from head to toe "You are right, Rina-Shi. But she look absolutely beautiful. The word beautiful is an understatement now."

"Ya, you are so mushy Kim Sung Gyu"  I push his shoulder gently.

"To my wife only. You look beautiful, Yerin ah. I cant believe that you are my wife. It looks like i dont deserve such beauty like you." He say as he pull the strings of my hair behind my ears.

"Stop it. You are making me cringe. And what did i do to deserve such a good looking fool like you? One more thing , dont call me your wife yet. Trying wedding dress with you doesnt mean im your wife. We still have two weeks till you can yourself as my husband" . I put my arms around his waist and chuckles looking at him.

"I will never, ever , ever in my life rest until i have the honour to be your one and only husband." Sung Gyu pushes me in for a hug tightly.

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November 24 2013 , 9 days before the wedding.

Kim Sung Gyu and Choi Ye Rin wedding is less in 10 days and the couple is making us excited by posting pictures from the photoshoot. The winter wedding of the year(as predicted by all of us) will be held at Ritz Carlton Seoul on December 3rd with expected over 400 guests invited. Also Woollim is going to report the wedding live on the SNS. Isnt it exciting to see a world class idol marriage live? Very few idols gives fan update live during their wedding. They usually post a photo before or after the wedding so fans can atleast catch a glimpse. But this is the SungRin couple we are talking about! They are probably one of Korea's most down to earth couple ever. Reporters will be there but it is not sure if there will be reporters allowed inside the wedding venue itself. We surely hope so, so that we can see the charismatic leader being all shy infront of his wife! Lets count down the days together and wish all the best to this loveable couple!

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December 2nd 2013 , a day before the wedding.

 

From : My Life 20.44 Pm SKT

Cant wait to see you tomorrow princess. Exciting huh? Are you nervous?

To : My Life 20.45 Pm SKT

Me too. Of course i am oppa. Are you not nervous at all?

From : My Life 20.47 Pm SKT

Today is the last night im going to be nervous alone.

To : My Life 20.48 Pm SKT

And why is that?

From : My Life 20.50 Pm SKT

Because from tomorrow onward i have a hand to held on all the time that im sure i wont be feeling nervous. Im marrying a woman that i have so much love and respect for. A woman that sees me as the man i am when everyone thinks im still a  boy for this. A woman who proudly held my hand in public even when she knows that she will hurt by people's remarks. Im marrying the most beautiful woman in this whole wide world. How could i be nervous?

To : My Life 20.52 Pm SKT

And i married you because you could know all this more than anyone else. I love you baby. Sleep now. I dont want to be marrying a dark panda tomorrow.

 

Aish, i need to sleep already. Why is my stomach hurting now. Please dont do this to me. Im so nervous i think i might just pass out. Its a new day tomorrow. For me. For him. For everyone.

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*A little throwback to their wedding day! Will continue on the next chapter for the wedding day itself. Sadly , after the next chapter , i might not be continuing this fanfic. But stay tuned for the next chapter! Thank you for supporting me this far! All the comments really give me alot of motivation to continue writting. Its getting cold here in Korea, stay warm everyone! *

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athirah_nichkhun #1
Chapter 25: i end up crying in the dark room at the late night . why why why TT TT TT TT
myungqilro #2
Chapter 25: Goshhhh I was crying while reading the last chapter
SecretStorywriter
#3
Chapter 25: TT_TT
As soon as you mentioned the meaning of the iris, I knew what had happened to Yerin.

WAHHH, I'm so sad! I know this is your story, so I will accept the ending, but it is definitely so sad. T_____T
SecretStorywriter
#4
Chapter 24: Wahhhh, poor Sungyeollie feeling scared. That seems like his kind of reaction.
And I love how supportive the boys are. Of course they would be. ^^
SecretStorywriter
#5
Chapter 23: Huh?? Did she faint from exhaustion? Is this in the present or a flashback??
SecretStorywriter
#6
Chapter 20: AHHHHHH
I WANNA SEE THE OTHER BOYS' REACTION
SecretStorywriter
#7
Chapter 19: AHHHHH TOO CUTE
And they did get back together~
SecretStorywriter
#8
Chapter 16: I like all these flashbacks, but I'm hoping to see how their marriage also turned out!
SecretStorywriter
#9
Chapter 15: ahhh, so cute! Leave it to Infinite to act mean before the proposal.