NOW. DECEMBER 2015.

Oh GOD, my throat hurts so much now. I dont know what went wrong. Is it the food i ate yesterday? Or was it i didnt drink plenty of water? Aish, no way. I love my plain water so much. Then why is it hurting? I fidget around only to hear groans from Sung Gyu.

"Jagi.. Why are you fidgeting around?" His voice is slightly annoyed, who wouldnt? Its 3 am in the morning.

"Sorry oppa. I cant sleep well, my throat is so painful." I say softly.

Sung gyu grab my waist to make me come closer to him. "Open your mouth and stick out your tounge, jagi." His eyes look at me, pushing back the strands of hair to my ears.

"What? No. What are you? A doctor?" I giggle abit with his boldness. He frown a little before getting up from the bed.

"Oppa, where are you going?" I sit up as i saw Sung gyu reach for his cardigan in the wardrobe.

"Hospital. Come on, get dress." 

"Oppa! Why are you exaggerating! Im just having sore throat, not some disease!" I scoff at my husband attitude. I mean, hospital, REALLY?

He walk towards me and sit down infront of me, lifting up my chin "Then open your mouth an stick out your tounge for me,honey".

I literally roll my eyes and he definately doesnt like that at all. "You choose. Hospital or open your mouth and stick..."

"OKAY!HERE!" I cut him off before he finish his sentence and open my mouth widely while sticking out my tounge.

Sung gyu smile at my antics and look closely while i look at me in disbelief. "Say AHHHHHH, honey."

"WHA..."

"Say AHHHH or go to the hospital."

I continuosly swear at him in my mind but did it anyway. "Good girl."

"Yes, you are abit sore down there.. I mean, your throat. I'll get you a honey drink. If by sunrise later you are still sore, we will see the doctor. Okay?"

I look at him as he attentively analyse my situation. "Yes, Dr.Kim!"

"Aish, this girl. Stay here, i will get the honey drink." He lean forward to kiss my forehead and pull the covers over my body.

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I feel something in my throat. Its coming out. WAKE UP CHOI YERIN. Its really really coming out, whatever it is. WAKE UP!!!! I open my eyes to realize this wasnt a dream. My throat really has something there wanting to come out. I rush to the bathroom, covering my mouth, hoping i make it on time to the bathroom.

My eyes targeted the sink and immediately let out whatever that has been on my throat. I close my eyes in the process as i know i will puke more if i see the content. I feel my stomach tighten as i let more out. I was too distracted that i didnt know how loud i was while i was vomitting.

I feel a soft but rush pat on my back and i look up at the mirror to see my husband looking at me confuse, eyes barely open.

"Honey.. Jagi.. Omg. Whats wrong? I heard you and you sound awful." Sung gyu look at me , still patting my back softly.

I rinse my mouth, took a toothbrush and immediately brush my teeth, looking at my husband as my tears starts to fall. I dont know why im crying but its the first time that i dont have any streght to even brush my teeth and i feel like a total loser.

"Honey, come here, turn around, look at me." Sung gyu softly turn me by my shoulders, afraid of hurting me more. He took the toothbrush from my hand and wipe my tears away.

"I will do it for you, come closer." He spontaneously put the brush in my mouth and starts brushing my teeth as im still there crying my heart out.

As he know that i was about to say something, he says "Dont talk now. You might hurt yourself. Let me finish brushing your teeth first."

When he was done , he ask me to rinse and took a towel to wipe my mouth and my neck. He held my hand to the kitchen and pour me a glass or warm water.

"Drink."

He sat opposite me on the dining table and look at me with a pitiful face. "Jagi.. i know you hate seeing the doctor, but we have to. We will go after i call Dr.Seo is that okay with you?"

I just nod weakly.

"Come, lets get you clean up and change."

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It was a long drive to the hospital. Well atleast to me it was. Dong Woo oppa has came along as he is worried and wants to get some grocery along the way home. Usually i find his presence very entertaining as he speaks alot. But today, i get annoyed at it and didnt even reply a single thing he ask. I saw my husband frown at the driver's seat at my attitude as i have always respect all the oppas especially Dong Woo oppa.

We were lead straight to Dr.Seo's room where he welcome us with a big smile.

"Hi Mr and Mrs Kim. It wasnt very long since i saw you here have i?" He hand out his hand to shake my husband's hand.

I bow to him and smile weakly.

"So, what is wrong?"

"Yerin has a bad sore throat this morning around 3 am and she find it hard to sleep. I gave her honey drink to make feel better only to waking up hearing her vomitting at 9 am in the morning." Sung gyu explains as he rub his palm thru my thigh.

"Ah, is this your first time? Having a sore throat and vomitting?" Dr Seo looks at me.

I nod.

"When did you last had your menstruation?" Dr Seo looks down at what seems my file for his record.

"I havent got it for the whole month in November. I usually have it early of the month." 

"So you havent got your menstruation for a whole month and you didnt find it weird? Its december now." Dr Seo raise his eyebrow looking at both of us.

"Well, i thought maybe my hormones change. Why does it matter?" I started to feel annoyed.

"Because maybe you are pregnant right now?" Dr Seo words shoot me like a dart. It has so much effect on me that i starts to shiver. Sung gyu rubs my thigh signallig me to calm down.

"Its okay, i need you to get me your urine test. Then we will know what is the cause exactly."

"What does sore throat have to do with being pregnant?" I mumble but Sung gyu definately hears that.

"YERIN. Be nice and go and take the urine test." His voice was stern but still soft.

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We have been waiting for almost an hour. Like, i mean, if i use the preganancy kit, it would have shown within 15 mins if i was pregnant or not. Why does it take so long here? I sigh and look at my husband who has his hand clutch on mine tightly. He look so tired and precious. He must been worn out. Seeing him like that makes me feel guilty. I also realize how impatient i am. Am i really pregnant? 

Dong Woo oppa came to sit beside me after he got us coffee.

"Wouldnt it be nice if you are pregnant, yerin ah?" Dong woo oppa giggles.

"Of course, i will be a father and you going to be an uncle." Sung gyu smile at the thought of it, clutching tightly to my hand.

"If i am, i want a girl. If not , thats 8 dorks i have to take care of." I shake my head only to hear Dong woo oppa laughter.

As we were joking about it, the nurse came told us that Dr.Seo is ready for us.

"I will wait here." Dong woo oppa sat down right infront of the consultation room.

"No, come on in with us." I grab his hand to the room with me.

"Ah, Dong Woo sshi, didnt know you were here too." Dr Seo smile and Dong Woo oppa bow to him.

"So? What is the results?" My husband was being impatient to know.

Dr Seo makes a serious face looking at the paper in his hands presumably the result slip. His face makes my husband sigh. He knows that his serious face means its negative. There is no little Kim.

"Hmm? Why are you sighing Sung gyu sshi? A father to be shouldnt be sighing too much." Dr Seo smiles as he get up from his chair and took out his hand.

"CONGRATULATION Mrs Kim, you are pregnant!" My husband reach out to return the hand shake and giving a hug to Dr Seo.

"Jagi... Jagi.. I did it! I mean we did it!!! There is little kim there inside your stomach! IM GOING TO BE A FATHER!!!!" He hug me so tight just to let go and rub my tummy.

"Dong Woo ya! Did you hear that? IM going to be a father!!!!" He hug Dong Woo oppa who is still in shock.

"Honey.. honey.. thank you. GOD , thank you so much. I love you jagi." I feel his tears as he hug me a bury his face on my neck , his hand carassing my hair.

My tears fall again. But this time its not because i feel like a loser. Its because i feel i have many different type of super power knowing there is a little one inside me. The results of my love with my husband. There is no way im going to feel like a loser anymore.

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