intermezzo: Desire
A love like ember lightsSame night
Junhyung
*beep~you got a text*
Hmm?
*beep~ you got a text*
Hmmm?
I reach out my arm and start to seach for my phone….which has to be at the night stand right next to my bed. i´m searching and searching but I can´t seem to find it. Whoever is spamming me with mails in the middle of the night can kiss his pathetic life goodbye once I get a hold of him or her?
As soon as I open my eyes, i´m startled. Because the first thing I can see in the dim light of the room is Hyunseung´s face. We are face to face and he is sleeping way too close to me. I can feel his warm breath hitting my face as he continues to sleep peacefully. His pale skin is glistening in the dim light. His sight is breath taking.
I can feel how my heart starts to beat at a faster pace. I close my eyes and try to calm down but with no success as the only thing I can hear his Hyunseung´s breath and my heartbeat. It is not calming down. The opposite: it beats even quicker and louder. It is so powerful like an act of nature.
I open my eyes again and look at my teammate. It is funny. When exactly does somebody fall in love? I really can´t tell. I know that I know nothing.
I saw you a million times and nothing happened touched you a million times and nothing happened…so, why? Why does it suddenly feel so different? How did you become my centre of gravity?
Once again I reach out my hand in order to find my phone. This time i´m lucky. The harsh light of my phone display blinds me for a second.
Once my eyes get accustomed to it I can see that I received two text messages from an unknown number.
"Junhyung,are you sleeping well? Kekeke"
"Does poor Hyunseung know what you desire? Or better whom you desire? Kekeke"
I drop my phone in shock. I can hardly process what I just read. Somebody knows…
It is him. It is the person who checked my phone the other day. But who the hell…
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