It was right after the class when I and two my best friends, In-ah and Yeora, plan to go window shopping just for releasing some stress lately. It’s been long time for three of us hanging out together and I’m longing for that.

Dingdingdingdingding~

“Ajumma! Your phone ringing. Pick it up.” Yeora said.

“Who you call ajumma ya!”

“Hahahahaha. In-ah and I will go to toilet first. See you in front gate?” Yeora said.

“Got it.” I said while waving to In-ah and Yeora while searching my phone in the bag.

Caller ID.

Park Minhwan.

"What?"

"Sorry for this morning?"

"Just stop disturb me, will you?"

"Dinner with me tonight?"

"No, thanks"

"Going somewhere?"

"Not your problem"

‘Okay okay. You still angry, don’t you?’

"Screw it"

"Check your locker. Taro bubble tea. Make sure to eat it"

"You buy it?"

"I did"

"Thanks"

"Anytime"

"Bye"

End.

Park Minhwan always have the two faces in front of me. The annoying one and this kind one. Which Park Minhwan that likes me?

♪

I still don’t get the idea about liking each other must end up in serious relationship. It just doesn’t make sense for me. Twenty years old is too young to take everything seriously. Don’t you have this feeling of youth? Taking adventure, vacation, or challenges with your friends or even alone? Go somewhere far like Africa and help the poverty there? All can be done without this boundary having serious relationship with anyone?

Don’t you think so?

Am I the only one who thinks so?

Well I’m not against any kind of relationship. I even support lesbian and gay. Am I cool?

I did have thought about how beautiful life would be if we have someone who we can rely on, someone who will always be there, and someone who feels the love towards us and getting the love back from us. I used to. But I can find those things in some people I called ‘friends’. So the needs of people like that are already fulfilled.

Next step?

I didn’t plan the next step yet, leaving everything in fate and God.

Sometimes, no matter how beautiful human created plan, God would not give it all because God always know which one is need and which one is want. Which one that would be good for human and which one bring bad.

God has its own plan.

The best plan for us, human being.

All we need is to try, pray, and wait. Beautiful things take time. A lot of time.

Tingtong!

‘Can we talk? Please:)’ Park Minhwan.

Ugh. In the middle of my writing and somebody broke my concentration. Message from Park Minhwan sunbae just make it even worst.

I was thinking to reply or not to reply. It can be worse to reply but it would be any worser not to reply.

Tingtong!

‘Ten minutes is all I need, please:)’ another Park Minhwan.

Persistent, isn’t he?                 

‘Ten minutes it is. No more.’ I reply.

‘Where are you?’

‘Chaekchaek book café, Seoul downtown, exit 6 from Seoul Station.’

‘Will be there in thirty minutes. Wait for me.’