Turned out, my study in business didn't go in vain. I still can remember some basic which is very helpful for me to finish the task that Jongin give me. After the noon in the coffee shop, we go back in mixed feelings. Luna threatened me with an explanation for this fake girlfriend and I just reply her with a sweet smile. Jongin just care about Krystal's feeling and Krystal maybe will cry in bathroom which is seems true by looking her walk to ladies room. I hurriedly find a handkerchief for her tears and when I'm about to give her, Jongin blocking my way

"Kyungsoo, what is Krystal for you?"

I shocked with his question, he really loves her then

"My childhood playmate, you said, because I don't quite remember her"

" Kyungsoo, I don't know why are you lying when you say that you don't know her, but sometimes I catch you stare at her with concern look. Do you really don't remember her, or do you want to erase her?

That was frontal question. I never thought Jongin could be like this. Instead of answer, I just handed him the handkerchief and ask Jongin to give it to Krystal

"No, you give it yourself." Jongin said

" I don't want to."

" Then I will throw this handkerchief"

"Up to you"

"Why do you want to erase her?" asked Jongin

" When the good memories is covered with bad memories, all you want to do is to throw away the bad memories. You don't care if the good ones is disappear, the more important thing is to erase the bad one"

"What is your bad memories?"

"Getting abandoned"

With that I leave him alone. He is still standing in front of ladies room, frozen from what I said. Suddenly, the stitches in the abdomen itch

Jongin's pov

Am I a bad brother for my brother?

Is he in that pain?

Why does the stitches in the abdomen feel itch?