Krystal's pov

All of us were shocked with his decision, I never thought that his mind could be this crazy. When he was still in coma, Luna told me that he was a stubborn person, yet this is very crazy. He should take the treatment. What was he thinking, is he trying to leave me alone?

" You're such an horrible person! Why are you being like this? Are you happy that you are going to leave me with this pain?" I cried and rushed to outside hospital, anywhere but Kyungsoo's

For a moment, I listened at his voice, told Jongin to follow me...

Mom's pov

I was shocked, my eldest son, I never thought he was stubborn, like his dad. I cried when I heard his decision, same with my husband, he just frozen in his place, when Luna and the doctor with the nurse excused themselves and leaving three of us in this room

" Why are you rejecting it?" My mom asked me

"I know the prognosis, I won't live any longer, and the chemo itself will be painful, I dont want to be in pain"

" But you should endure the pain, with that, you could live longer" my dad's shocked me, but still I am to tired with everything

" Dad, if I am gone, you will be happy, right, because you won't have the stupid son like me. Jongin is everything that you needed. I am tired to fullfill all of your demand. I can't be like him. I am happy being a manga artist, I am happy with my life, and if I am going to die, then let it be. I am ...I am... just..." My defense was crumbled and he saw me in my lowest point, he saw the tears. He hates a weak children, and maybe he will hate me more

Suddenly my body was pulled, and he hug me tightly. The first time, after many years he abandoned me, he hug me, and he cried with me.

" I'm sorry son, I'm sorry Kyungsoo. For many years, for everything that  I've ever done. It was my fault. Putting a lot of burden in your shoulder, yet I never help you. I just let you go without guidance. I know I always look at Jongin, not you. So now, son, please take the treatment. I don't care if you lose your leg, you're still perfect. Everything about you is perfect. Please live well, live so you can hate me for the rest of your life. But, don't die. I know I am asking many things from you, while you giving me much. Please, fullfill this wish. Live, be happy, be a great manga artist, marry Krystal, have a lot of children, take care of them, don't be like me and you'll never be like me, because you're so pure. Please." My dad sobs in his hug

God, my dad hug me. I am so happy. I want to live longer to be able to feel this happiness. Am I to selfish God? Can I live more?

My dad let go off his arms and look at my eyes with soft eyes, the same eyes as mine and grandma

" Yes dad, I will."