Morning has come...

But the pain in my right leg, it's getting worse again

Not quite worse like in the coffee shop, but not like the usual pain either

Feels like I have to say goodbye to my right leg if do the surgery

Which I strongly deny...

After the pain was gone, I prepare to go to the company, officially I have worked ther for 2 weeks and 3 days. Not that I count in. Working there, I found a little happiness. My father started to care about me, my mother started to smile freely, Jongin behaved like a real boss, Krystal, after that kiss we were staying cool, but my heart still longing her scent. It is good.

Suddenly my phone ringing...

" Kyungsoo"

" Grandma!!!I miss you"

" Grandma misses you too, could you come to me today?"

" Of course, wait for me grandma."

My grandma didn't call me when I stayed with my family, so when she called I was excited. I decided not going to the company and texted everyone to inform that I won't come because appearently everyone to busy to pick up the phone. The only one that left in home was my mother, and I asked her to visit grandma, but she said she will come tomorrow. So I rushed to grandma by driving the old car that available in the garage.

When I reach her home, I rush to the garden, and then here she is

" Grandmaa"

" Kyungsoo, I want to tell you something, sit down"

Full of curiousity but I follow her order

" I know you hold many things in your heart, especially getting abandoned. But Kyungsoo, open your heart for that girl, one day she stayed here, but I know that her feeling will always for you."

I surprised with everything she said, I never know that she know Krystal's feeling for me

"But grandma, I don't love her"

"Kyungsoo, I know you deny her because of your disease, I know that you're dyslexia, and when I know you get that cancer, I was devestated. Fight that Kyungsoo, you have to be strong, be happy for once, it's killing me to see your current state. I know you're ready to die because you think your life isn't worth anymore, but not like that. Remember people around you, the orphanage kid that you taught to draw, you help them all. If you lose one leg it doesn't matter, you still have the other. Just live" Grandma hug me

I cried in her hug, she always know about me, Like stalking through my personal stuff, she did it because she cared about me and don't want me to shelter myself

The dyslexia, the osteosarcoma,Krystal,father

Life started to get difficult