CHAPTER 100

 

 

Dami said “What are you going to say to her?”

“I need her to tell it to me… I want to ask her why she did that.”

“You have to let her go… she has moved on… let her be.”

“Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to. And by now I realized… she’s worth it… I didn’t know it before…… you know I can’t let her go like that because I know something’s wrong.”

“But you’ll just hurt yourself if you talk to her, my little brother.”

“I know and… you know what, it's really weird… I know the end of something great is coming, but I just want to hold on, just for one more time just so it can hurt a little more… so I would be motivated to let her go...”

“I understand…letting go of the past is not easy, especially if you have wounds that have never properly healed. But, the past is past and living there may be preventing you from fully experiencing the present. Likewise fear of what may be looming around the corner can also prevent you from fully enjoying the present. You are engaged Jiyong. Deal with your present life.”

“No. I’ll still talk to her.”

“…………… if that’s what you want brother.”

 

Dami stayed with him for 1 hour outside. Then after that, when the whole place is already dark because it’s already very late at night, they go back home together.

 

When they got home, their mom is on their living room, sitting in silence. GD goes straight to his room and ignored his mom. His mom takes what Jiyong did as a consequence to her fault. She just bear what she feels within and just go with it. Dami said after Jiyong closed the door of his room, “Mom… I know you feel bad about it… but let Jiyong mull over about everything because for sure it hurts for him. I hope you can understand him.”

“I understand him. I feel very ashamed of myself as a mother and I let my son to be like that.”

“It will end soon mom. From now, we just have to pray until everything is fine. Let Jiyong have the silence to reflect to all that happened. Let’s leave him alone like that… it will be better than going closer to him again and again just to give an advice because I think it will just make him feel worse.”

“You’re right… *sigh*…”

She goes to her mom and taps her shoulders. “It’s okay mom.” –Aww. The elder child mostly understands the parents, really.

 

 

The next day…

 

GD packs up some of his things and goes back to his own apartment early in the morning. (GD really owns a 1.7 million dollars apartment in Hajoong-Dong, Mapo-gu.)

 

He left their house before anyone was awake. He just sent Dami a text message, saying “I don’t know if I’ll be able to do it in the morning… I’ll just leave for now noona. I’ll go to my apartment and stay there first. Take care of our family! Anyway, thank you for last night.”

 

He feels more at ease when he was now on his comfort zone, his own place. Everything’s silent… the ambiance is very peaceful so he sat on his sofa.

He thinks of what he’s going to do today. He instantly got Dara on his mind. He thinks of sending a message to Dara and to tell her to meet him because he doesn’t know her schedule for today. He doesn’t know anything about her now, of how she is or where she’s currently at. If he goes to YG and Dara isn’t there, the day would be wasted so to be sure, he plans to send her a message first.

 

He typed in, “Dara… this is Jiyong. Can we meet later? I just want to talk about certain things with you. Can you do this favor for me? It’ll take less than an hour though. Please reply.”

 

She didn’t reply after 1 hour so GD sent him another one again, “Dara… please, we need to talk.”

 

And still no reply…

 

He waited for 3 hours for her reply until he had to go to an event wherein Big Bang is involved. He didn’t receive any reply from Dara so he just went to the event even if he’s ensnared by thinking about meeting Dara all day. At the back of his mind, he has the thought that maybe they’re not meant to see each other again or maybe Dara doesn’t want to see him again that’s why she didn’t reply. It has been running in his mind throughout the way to the event.

 

Before going to the place of the exact destination, he met Big Bang members. He pretended like he’s okay even if he just knew last night the most hurtful truth that is breaking him until now. He is very well dressed up and it says that whatever a person wears, it’s what he feels. It clearly explains what he does feel right now. He is wearing a monochromatic outfit with the mixture of gray and black. It looks so dull.

 

That night, they went altogether to the venue of the event and after few minutes, the event started. Big Bang members are all serious. They look so cool just by sitting there with their poker faces. They are surrounded by their hoobaes and that’s maybe the reason why they are all acting so cool. Haha! As the program goes on, GD’s still thinking of the same thing. The looks in his eyes is very different today. It looks like he’s really thinking deeply about something.

 

He’s thinking, “What if Dara and I won’t meet again anymore? Why isn’t she replying? Is it the end for the both of us now? No. It can’t be. There are issues unclosed… But it would be painful if we already closed it all… Aish. Even if it will be… we should talk about it…”

 

He checked his phone if there are any replies from her but there’s still nothing. He spent almost the whole day waiting for it and he still got no reply from Dara.

He asks YB, who’s beside him that time, to confirm because he can’t keep on guessing about it.

 

He murmurs to his ears, “Youngbae-ah, are you still texting Bom noona?” He does it in the most unobvious way to ask if Dara is still using her old number. Haha! He starts it with setting a 2NE1 member as the topic first! LOL. Nice GD.

YB said “Ah, because we got busy… we’re not texting anymore.”

He looks shocked. “Eh? Since when?”

“It was long time ago…”

“Ahh… I didn’t know you stopped having conversation with noona. Ayy~ I really don’t know anything about the members now. Tell me what else happened that I didn’t know.”

“Yeah, because we’re living separately nowadays… I don’t know anything about the members too. Haha!”

GD smiles to it. He said “Why did you stop texting noona anyway? I thought you like her?”

“I don’t know. We still are close friends though.”

“Ahhh… Is she using her old number or she changed her number?” –Haha. He’s getting close to it.

“I think she’s using her old number, why are you asking?” He looks at GD.

GD said “I’m just thinking that maybe 2NE1 already changed their numbers so Bom noona doesn’t get to receive any updates from you and maybe that’s what stopped your conversations.”

“Aniyo. I don’t think 2NE1 changed their numbers. And why are you so worried about my conversation with Bom noona? Haha!”

He’s chuckling while saying, “I… Haha! I’m just concerned because I thought you had something before!”

“Ani~ Don’t worry about it.”

“Alright. Ah-haha.”

 

And now he just knew that 2NE1 didn’t change their numbers. That’s how GD does it in a casual conversation! Haha~! Good job! But now that he knows, he became more curious of the reason why Dara didn’t reply to his messages.

 

While the program is on-going, he remembered that time when Big Bang and 2NE1 set them up for them to talk about the failed proposal and work their relationship out again, Dara asks him to come back to her but he neglects Dara… and now he’s the one who is seeking for her. The table has turned.

 

He’s not paying attention to anything that is happening in the program because he’s thinking too much about it. He’s out of himself.

 

Until, in the middle of the event… a surprise happened…

 

2NE1 has arrived!

 

GD didn’t know that they will be coming. The rest of the guests on that event didn’t expect them too. Some are shocked, especially GD. –Could it be that they’re meant to really see each other now? Destiny’s been showing the way. Kyaah!

 

He said “Oh! I never knew they will be here!”

Taeyang replied, “Yeah.”

“Did you know anything about this?”

“No, we didn’t know it too.”

“It’s… ahh! Really, I didn’t know.”

“Why are you so shocked?”

“Nothing…. Hehe… nothing.” He realized that he’s being so murky with his actions that YB might suspect him about it so he stopped.

 

His eyes were fixed to Dara as 2NE1 arrived. Dara’s face was shining because of the flashing lights from the cameras. GD’s been watching her from afar. He’s staring at her all the time. He noticed that she looks happy than ever. She’s smiling and she definitely looks like a goddess on stage.

 

“Her face is still perfect, especially when she smiles. She’s still the Dara that I fell in love with years ago… It’s good to see her at a good state… She looks unaffected… She looks so contented with her life. But why doesn’t she look so worried about my message? Why can’t I see that look in her eyes? I can’t see any fret from her because I texted her… Doesn’t she care about me now? She’s acting like I didn’t send her any… is she playing mind games with me? What does she want me to think? That I don’t matter to her anymore? It’s maybe right… so she just chose to ignore it…”

 

He kept an eye on her until the event ended. After that event, there is a small get-together for the artists who are present. Big Bang members gathered on one side. 2NE1 is a bit far away from them. GD’s been finding a time to go near her. He’s been patiently waiting to have that chance. He waited for a very long time… watching her until everyone gets out of the way.

 

Big Bang members are currently talking to an older celebrity, praising them for the good works and great music that they have made in the music industry. GD is still looking for Dara, it’s the chance now to get to her since she’s now alone on one spot but because of their hyungnim who has been talking to them, he can’t go yet. But he thinks many times that if he lets it pass, he might never be able to talk to her again. Every moment is a given chance, so he must take it like it was the last time that he had.

 

At a sudden, he walks out of their conversation with the older celebrity without saying one word.

Big Bang members were all shocked and the older celebrity was even more shocked to what Jiyong did. It was a disrespectful manner to walk out just like that.

 

Seungri, as the expert in talk shows, manages to talk to the older celebrity. He said “Ah. We’re very sorry for that. We know he’s been acting so weird, even yesterday… he’s like that… We don’t actually know why but he’s undergoing something, I think. Sorry for the dishonor and the interruption… what are you saying again hyungnim?”

-Seungri lied so that Big Bang’s image would still be good. That’s a good one Seungri!

The celebrity said “Oh… Really? Ahkkk~ G-Dragon handles most of the issues, right? It must be so hard being him. I hope he gets well soon. I’m looking forward for his recovery to those problems. Anyway......”

 

Then they continue the conversation. Big Bang members look at each other and smile. They know what they mean by that. Yes, it’s because Seungri did a great job! LOL

 

While the whole place is bounded with voices… someone talking to someone here, someone talking to someone there… and discussions are everywhere, GD is walking his way to Dara. He is ogling at her so that he will not lose sight of her and miss her out.

 

He thinks while walking closer to her, “I acted so brave even if I’m shaking inside. I’m afraid… afraid that… as I get closer and closer… I might talk to a different person.” –Aww. He’s not thinking that he might be mistaken that it’s Dara but he’s thinking that he might talk to a different Dara already.

 

As he makes his steps to her, his heart is pounding very fast. But he has to have courage so he could do what he wants. He walked faster to go to her before anyone does.

 

And then… he reached the place where Dara is.

 

He gulps hard before he talks.

Dara saw him near her so she’s looking at him now and expecting him to say something because he’s now standing in front of her.

 

GD said “Dara……”

“????”

“Hi. *slight smile*”

“Oh… hello.”

“Uh… Why didn’t you reply to my message?”

“Eh?”

“I know you already forgot about me… but replying to it is not a big deal actually.”

“What?”

“You can act as if you didn’t get affected to it right now. I will accept it. I just really want to know if you have time.”

“What are you talking about?”

“Uhh… The message I sent you?”

“Ah. Message? When?”

“Last night…”

“I didn’t receive any.”

“Oh! Wait, so, did you change your number?”

“No. I’m still using the old one. Why?”

“Then why didn’t you receive it?”

“I don’t know. I swear I didn’t receive anything.”

“Oh! Aishh. Must be an error, the connection has failed uh? Aisshh.” –The network once hinders them but destiny still finds way for them to meet. Waa! =)

“What did you say anyway?”

“I want to talk to you.”

“We’re now talking.”

“Not here Dara… I want to talk to you, with only the two of us.”

“What are we going to talk about?”

“I’ll tell you when you come with me.”

“We can’t go out here GD… this event is exclusive… we can’t act so discourteous and walk out.”

“I just really need to talk to you! Please! We need to talk about something!”

“I’m sorry but—”

“Please?”

 

He puts his hands together and placed it under his chin, acting like he’s pleading.

 

 

Dara said “Uh…. Ah……Hm, but what should we talk about?”

“Come with me.”

 

GD brought her to Cheonggyecheon, his favorite place in Seoul. (Taeyang once brought Dara there before) It is now a landmark in Seoul which is a stream before but until now, there is still water flowing in between the landmark and below the bridge. They went under the bridge and beside the stream.

There are no too much people around that place as they came.

 

Dara said “Why did you bring me here?”

“This is a private place that I thought for us to talk about it.”

“You mean, this is the most private place you’ve thought? *looks around*… Open grounds… really?” –She’s being sarcastic.

“Let’s just don’t talk about the choice of place here, okay? I want to talk to you about something else.”

“What is it about then?”

“I know it’s been a year ago to talk about this…*looks at her eyes*……Dara…”

Dara had in idea about what GD is going to talk about but she was just looking at him like she had no clue of what is it about. She wants GD to say it first with his own mouth.

GD said “Last night… I knew everything………”

 

Dara didn’t speak.

 

---SILENCE---

 

 

Jiyong continued talking, “My mom told me about everything that happened behind my proposal to you…”

“Oh… What do I have to do with that now?”

“Why did you do that? Why did you follow my mom? You shouldn’t have!”

Dara said “What can it do to us?” She looks serious when she answered that like she has some grudge within her.

GD wasn’t able to answer her question.

 

Dara said “I hope it could change anything but no.”

“If you didn’t do that, everything would’ve been fine now.”

“……… What? You brought me here just to tell me about that?”

“Yes! Because I know it’s not supposed to be this way now! We’re not supposed to be like this.”

“You know what’s funny? It’s to know that before, I am pleading to you to come back to me, and right now here you are doing the same thing that I did. After hurting me, you’re now here showing that you want me one more time… who do you think you are now?”

Jiyong bowed his head and didn’t talk.

Dara said “You broke our promises… You said we’ll be together forever, right? You said you’ll keep us together. But… since it’s all a part of the past already… I can’t remember anything about it already since it happened long time ago too.” –Dara said to him what he said to her long ago. She just did what he did to him. She was hurt when GD said that time has made him move on and that he already forgot everything so now, she’s just paying back.

What GD said to her goes back to him now.

GD looks at her eyes when she said that like he was looking for a sign of something but Dara wasn’t looking at him.

Dara said “Just… don’t come back for me…… There’s no turning back. *smiles* It’s over. Besides, if some things aren’t meant to be then they’re not meant to be. You just got to find someone else who is really for you even if it is painful to leave the other one. You’re not meant to be, what can I do, right? As much as I would like to accept what you’re trying to make me do, but I’ve already moved on Ji. I’m sorry but I’m happy now and I’m very sure that you are too with your fiancé. So, all I have to say to you now is good luck and thank you for everything.”

“What about everything that we had?”

“We had those… not anymore.”

“Do you mean that this will be the end now?”

“………this is.”

 

They didn’t speak up after. Their hearts break in silence. And the quietness surrounded their ears like it was the loudest noise that they could hear at this moment.

 

 

Background Music: Hear You Me by Jimmy Eat World

 

 

GD said later on, “I just want to ask… Why didn’t you clear it all out to me so that I knew? Why didn’t you tell me at first?!”

“To tell you the truth… I was afraid to destroy your relationship with your mother… if you knew that your mom told me about that, I’m sure you’ll be angry because you want to get married as early as possible, right? So I just followed your mom… and besides, she’s your mom…… what can a girlfriend do?” –Aww.

“I…What---Why did this have to happen?!” He said as he’s nearly crying.

“You’re engaged now Jiyong… *smiles*……” She’s saying like it’s already too late for them.

 

It eats up Jiyong’s conscience when he knew all about it. He bows his head and for the next 15 seconds, he’s doing nothing only but bowing his head.

 

Dara was just looking at him. After the 15 seconds of bending his head down… he inclined his head a bit upwards. Dara now saw his face. She was shocked to see a tear rolling down on his left cheek. GD is crying. Aw.

 

Dara doesn’t really have an idea what to say.

 

GD said “Why did I even leave you? Why did we even fall apart? It’s my fault……Why did you let them stop us? Why did you let them decide who I can and can't be with? Why?”
“I did it for you.”
GD bows his head again. It seems like he doesn't want Dara to see his face crying and weak. Aww.

Dara was not saying anything.

GD said “How did we lose it?”
Dara isn't looking at his face so she wouldn't feel sympathy for him.

But suddenly, GD holds Dara's hand and slowly bends his knees. He kneels down on the ground while holding her hand. -Waaa! He's swallowing his pride right now just by kneeling in front of her feeling apologetic about everything.

Dara was shocked to what he's doing. She said “What are you doing? Get up there.”

GD is now kneeling and he's looking down to the ground. His face shows enough of what he's feeling. He looks in pain.

GD said with shaky voice, “Please give me one more chance to prove myself to you. I'm sorry. Please forgive me… I let you down. I'm wrong. I'm so sorry… *he finally cries*… Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done. Put the blame on me……How……How can I get things back the way they used to be? *tears keep on flowing*… Please come back to me.”

“We have to face reality Jiyong. You're not with me anymore.”
He lays his head back down and looks at her. “Please Dara… just one more time…” -Awww. T_T He's begging for another chance.

She saw his pitiful expression because his eyes are full of tears and it keeps on shedding on his cheeks. She thought “This is not the first time I saw him cry in front of me, but this is the first moment I saw him cry so hard like this.” -aw.

She said “It's too late Jiyong.” 

“I'm sorry…. I'm sorry… *moans*”
GD keeps on repeating what he's saying. He can't say anything but the words, “I'm sorry.” -Aw.
As she heard him moan, her heart aches a little bit as she witnesses and feels GD's suffering.

Dara chose to remain in silence and not to speak anymore. She's afraid that if she gives out words, it would turn the other way around. She wants it straight like this way so she could also move on and finally be happy with her life right now.

GD feels so remorseful to everything. He thought “Why did I ever let them stop us? Why did I stop us?! Only if I could bring it back… I wouldn't hurt her… I wouldn't turn my back to her!”
He's still and sniffing.

Dara said “It's all said and done Jiyong… why don't we just try to live our lives today not yesterday's?”
“I'm sorry if I hurt you… I'm really sorry… I don't know what to do.”
“It's not all your fault. I hurt you too and I didn't even realize that you will be once I do that… I didn't think of the probability that these things would happen… so it's also my fault. I never knew that the truth can destroy us. I should've told the truth even before…. I should have said it.”
“Dara….. I'm so sorry… please forgive me for everything. I mean it. You can hate me forever for what I did but promise me you'll never forget me because if you would… I would never leave this place right now.” -Awww.

“Jiyong. I'm not mad at you. And don't say sorry… it was all okay, instead be thankful that even once in our lives, we are together. The three years that we had is not a joke… Hehe. I don't want to leave, but we both know sometimes it's better to go. I promise I'll never forget having you in my life. Somehow, you and I will meet again, not quite sure where or when… just someday when we least expect it. One day in some places or anywhere here in Seoul… I will recognize your face. I don't know just when you're in my heart, so until then, smile. I won't say a final goodbye… we'll meet again anyway……… just with a different person. ” -Aw. 
Jiyong keeps on crying. He feels like the heaviest burden in his life has loaded him deep inside his heart. His heart feels squeezed, it just hurts too much, especially by knowing that you made a decision in your life that you'll regret in the end just because of the hidden truth. He let go of one of the most important people in his life and that's what he regrets the most.

They had a long silence between them… it's like the gap of words they have to say to each other has widened and kept them in the world where emptiness could be found. Every beat of their hearts counts the distance that relies in the middle of them and it goes faster and faster… until they have already gone far away from each other. They can’t verbalize their words, seems like their mouths have gone dry.

He felt that he can't have another chance through what Dara is acting. Then bit by bit, he lets go of Dara's hands like he's already letting her go away.

Dara's hand is now free of GD.

 

GD is not moving in his position. He’s still kneeling on the ground and bowing his head as the agony surrounds him. He’s crying. -Awww. What he’s feeling this time can’t be describe just by words. Words are not enough. Aw. T_T He feels so much regret to everything that he did, everything that happened, the times that he wasted because of not being aware of the real reason.

 

Dara took 2 steps backward. GD can see her feet because he’s bowing his head and looking at the ground. He was hurt knowing that Dara is walking away from him now.

 

GD’s tears dropped on the floor. Dara turned back and walked away. She left GD. Aw! >.<

 

But after making steps away from him, something’s pulling her back. She can’t take leaving him just like that while kneeling on the ground. She can’t help but to still be concerned to him.

She stopped walking.

GD didn’t see that. GD thought that she already went away far from him. He was closing his eyes and crying. He was sitting on his feet now.

Dara looked back at him and saw his state. She was hurt to see him being like that. She walked near him again. GD sensed that someone’s coming closer to him through the footsteps. He opened his eyes. Dara also kneels on the ground. She kneels just in front of him. They’re very close. GD looked at her and saw that she’s doing the same thing as what he’s doing.

 

Dara was looking at his sad face and his teary hazel brown eyes.

She hugged him. GD was surprised but he feels hurt more thinking that Dara was giving him the last hug now.

They’re both kneeling on the ground, facing each other and Dara was hugging GD. Awww. =( What a sad moment to look at.

 

GD can’t stop his eyes to tear up. He wants to prevent it but he failed to do so. His loneliness is too much for him to hold back inside. GD can’t look straight in her eyes.

Dara said “I came back because they say goodbyes hurt the most when people leave without saying them, but even if it's hard… I would have to say it… This is our last goodbye… it's over……… Just hear this then I'll go…………… I had loved you Jiyong……… more than you'll never know.” –Aw!

 

Jiyong was not saying anything. He just remains still but deep inside him, it’s already breaking his heart into pieces.

 

Then Dara holds his head on each side and gave him a kiss on his forehead.

 

“Goodbye Jiyong……”

 

She said as she slowly stands up and finally walks away. She has now left GD there for real. Aw. The last words that she said and the last kiss she did must have hurt GD seriously.

 

 

Background Music: Only Human Instrumental by K

 

 

He is still kneeling on the ground and never moved even an inch from his position.

He thought “Here I am now… kneeling once again to her… my knees should’ve hurt… I should’ve given up… but somewhere in my heart says that I still can… I can still handle one single pain within… if it’s for her… I feel like the ground has frozen my knees… I couldn’t stand up and chase her… I just watch her walk away…… with my tears falling from my eyes… and my heart breaking again…… This is the moment… the turning point of our lives… she already makes up her mind… we can’t be together anymore………… I’ve tried…… I’ve tried…” –Aw. =(

 

While Jiyong’s still kneeling… Dara was walking continuously walking and never looking back at him. Aww. As she walks, she cries… her tear says something from her heart…

 

“May the water from the ground rise up to protect you, may the hug that I gave you be ever at your back, may the kiss that I left warm upon your face and the love that we had be with you on your heart… And until we meet again, may our hearts be ready for another day.” –Aww.

 

She feels a little bit okay now for she has finally set Jiyong free and let him go. She has no more burdens to keep within because she already made it. Although it’s been the hardest part, she has to do it for their good. GD has to live with his fiancé and Dara has to be happy with TOP.

Because Dara has given up their string(attachment)… GD feels like falling apart.

When Dara was gone, people start to pass by to the place. Lately, there are no people around but just right after they talked, they already appeared. It’s like that moment is really meant only for the two of them. Aww.

GD slowly stands up. He didn’t mind if the people passing by, look at him.

He thought “And so it comes just as it is, a day that’s no longer the same. And through my trembling fingertips, I will try not to wave farewell to the memories of our years and to all our dreams… the dreams of being together forever… ‘till eternity we’ll remain… marry each other, build a new life… create a family and live happily… I will never forget you. I wonder if our crazy times will stay with you forever? But as I cry in pain of losing you, my dear and such a good friend, I will not close the book and say farewell, this is the end for goodbyes create swift hellos, and days from now you'll see… that though it hurts to say goodbye, I will always be your friend in the end…”

 

GD walks away too after. Dara and GD both go back to their apartments and never come back to the event.

 

But meanwhile, after their swift escape, their members realized that they’re missing.

 

In 2NE1, Bom said “Where’s Dara? Did you see Dara?”

She asks CL. CL looks around and said “Just lately, I saw her standing there but… oh! Ne… Where is she?”

Minzy said “I’ve been finding her since lately… it’s been an hour that she’s gone.”

Bom said “Try to call her. Hurry!”

 

So CL made a call to Dara… her phone is ringing. CL said “What will I say?”

“Talk to her.”

“I don’t know what to say. You go talk to her unnie~”

“Aing, fine!”

They waited until Dara answered their call.

 

“Ne?”

“Dara-yah!”

“Oh, Bommie-ah. Why are you using CL-roo’s phone?”

“You’re asking that? Of course because we’re all here! And where the heck did you go? Why aren’t you here at the after party?”

“I already went home. Isn’t the party done yet?”

“Mwo!? You went home by yourself? Aish! Now we’re only 3 here! What will the others say? They might be looking for you!”

“I’m sorry… I just think that I have to go home early.”

“Why? Why didn’t you at least tell us?”

“I’m… I can’t say it now.”

“Ya! You ahjumma! Can’t you just tell it and stop being secretive? Really! We’re not supposed to be acting like this at our age right now.”

She talks with a lonely voice, “Bommie-ah…… Is the party over now?”

“Aniyo. Why are you asking?”

“Please come over… and join me here.”

“Eh? Why? Is there anything that happened to you?”

“I think I have something to tell you.”

“Why do you sound like a recluse there?”

“I can’t tell it to you on phone. Just… if you can go home early with 2NE1… please do it.”

“Oh, ne… ne… We will. Wait for us.”

“Ne. Thank you.”

“Wait for us, okay? We’ll be there!”

“Alright.”

 

And Bom ended the call.

 

CL said “What did she say?”

“I think we have to go home now.”

“Why? What happened?”

“I don’t know too. She just asks us to go home.”

Minzy said “Maybe unnie has a problem again.”

Bom said “That’s what I thought too when I heard her voice.”

CL asked “Why? Is there something wrong with Dara unnie? She seems normal lately.”

Bom said “Something happened, maybe…”

CL said “Anyway, let’s just go home for her.”

The girls worried so they go home early and escape from the event.

TOP saw the three going out.

 

He said to Big Bang, “Ya. 2NE1 is going out.” He pointed them.

Big Bang members look at them too. Daesung said “Eh? Where are they going?”

Taeyang said “Isn’t it too early for them to go? Did YG tell them to go now? Why didn’t he tell us about that too? Aish. That’s not fair.”

TOP said “Did anyone notice where Dara noona is?”

Seungri said “Ah! Right! Where’s Dara noona?”

Taeyang said “Only the three of them went out. Where could she be?”

TOP said “I’ve been looking for her since lately. I thought she’s just with 2NE1 or anyone else… but as 2NE1 goes out, she’s not with them. Aigoo. Where is she?” –Aww. The boyfriend is worried.

Daesung said “And Jiyong hyung too! After he walked out from us lately… he didn’t come back anymore.”

They all look at each other like they’re having the same idea in mind.

Seungri said “Could it be that… they’re together?”

Daesung said “Oh! Maybe the reason why Jiyong hyung walked out lately is to talk to her!”

TOP was just being quiet. He can’t react to it because he’s having a secret affair with Dara and Big Bang members still don’t know about it.

Taeyang said “Why are they together?”

Seungri said “We don’t know. We’re not sure if they really were.”

Taeyang said “Should we go home now too?”

Daesung said “I think no one will notice us walking out from here… and aside from that, our leader is not here anymore, so… why don’t we?”

Seungri said “Alright. Let’s go now too.”

 

They all go out. Now, there are no YG family members in the event. All of them are gone and no one from the event knows why. It starts from GD and Dara, and their members followed after. LOL!

 

 

On the way to Big Bang’s apartment…

 

 

While Big Bang members are riding in their van, they’re also thinking and guessing of the reason why GD disappeared just like that.

 

Daesung said “It’s weird… Jiyong hyung never walks out from an event.”

TOP said “I think… maybe… he had an emergency phone call… if you know what I mean.”

Daesung said “Ah! That’s good, that’s good. Yeah, it’s possible.”

Seungri said “I didn’t see hyung using his phone lately. We’re talking to our senior, right? We should’ve seen him answer his phone at least if it’s an emergency meeting that time… but he didn’t.”

Daesung said “But what if Jiyong hyung received the call before we talked to our senior and we didn’t notice it?”

Seungri said “Aiiish hyung, if it’s an emergency call, he would go right away! He couldn’t lurk around and just go whenever he wants to!” –Haha! Nice logic Seungri.

TOP said “Ah, good point.”

Daesung said “But it could also be an emergency call of nature, you know.”

They laughed.

 

Seungri said “Hahaha! It could be! Hyung doesn’t seem to be focused when we’re on the get-together… He looks out of himself and uncomfortable… maybe he’s already feeling the ache since lately. Ah~ Must be so hard to bear.” –LOL! (That was the time when he was looking at Dara, trying not to lose sight of her. Because of that, he’s not paying attention to whatever is happening around with the other members so he looks like he’s out of himself.)

They laughed again.

 

Taeyang said “Let’s just ask him about the real reason when we got home.”

TOP said “That’s a better idea!”

 

When they already arrived to their apartment, they checked Jiyong’s room but he’s not there. He’s not anywhere in their apartment, even at the comfort room! LOL.

 

TOP said “Where did he go? Did anyone try calling him?”

Seungri said “Ah! Stupid, how come we didn’t?” –Haha!

Daesung said “I’ll call hyung this time.”

 

He dialled GD’s number and all of them are paying attention to Daesung’s call to GD. Haha. They’re all worried too (just like 2NE1) for whatever happens to their leader.

 

Seconds later…

 

Daesung said “Aish! His phone was off! He turned off his phone! Aish! He’s a genius! Hyung wants us to worry like this all the time, he always does!”

Taeyang said “I’ll go to his apartment. I have a feeling that he’s there.”

TOP said “Oh. I’ll come with you.”

Taeyang said “Don’t worry. I got this. I’ll bring my car.”

Seungri said “Alright! Be safe hyung! Tell us about it when you come home, okay? With or without GD hyung!”

“Ne…”

 

Taeyang gets his car keys and rushes down to the ground floor. He goes to the parking lot and rides his car on the spur of the moment. He’s on panic thinking that his best friend was in trouble. Awww.

 

He drives his way to Jiyong’s apartment. He may be very silent lately while he’s with Big Bang but he has thoughts in mind.

He said “I really think it has something to do with Dara…… I can feel it.” –That’s a strong intuition. Taeyang is really an observant guy with silent thoughts! Cool.

 

After 10 minutes, he reached Jiyong’s apartment. He moves out of his car and enters the building. He goes to Jiyong’s main apartment, although he owns the whole building. Haha!

 

Taeyang pressed the doorbell. No response after one ring. He pressed it 3 times and still, none. He pressed it many times with fast clicks to irritate Jiyong and make him come out immediately.

But Jiyong is not yet coming out. Taeyang thought “What is that man thinking?! He should’ve opened this because I already made too much noise on his apartment. He hates noise. Why isn’t he—Aishh! Jiyong!”

 

He yelled from the door, “Jiyong-ah! It’s me Youngbae! Come out there! I need to talk to you!”

He tries to hear a response from him but the silence remains. So he yelled louder, “Jiyong-ah!! I’m serious! Open this door! If you have a problem, talk to me!! Don’t lock yourself out there! If you don’t have any problems, just come out there and tell me the reason why you walked out from the event at a sudden and never came back!! Ya!!”

 

And then…

 

 

“Who are you talking to?”

 

A voice comes from his side.

 

Taeyang looked fast and there he saw Jiyong standing right next to him in the hall way. Jiyong looks like he just came at the moment. Hahaha. It left Taeyang speechless and a little bit embarrassed.

 

Jiyong was staring at Taeyang, having no idea why he’s there and yelling at his apartment. LOL!

 

Jiyong said “Are you mad or what? Who are you fighting with?”

Taeyang was just able to say, “Uh… ahh…”

“The door?” He said then smiled. He sti