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He didn’t say anything and just looked at me. He placed his cup down by the side. I saw his adam apple bob, he was nervous. “The truth.”

“I have both positive and negative feelings towards you.” I said softly, my voice felt like it was about to give way.

“Which one’s more?”

“I don’t know. “ I whispered not breaking my eye contact with him. I felt like we were in a bubble, one that is just for the both of us. It wasn’t awkward or tense, it was warm and comfortable. I reached out and played with my necklace, I was really nervous.

“Do you thi-think that I have a chance? A chance to be in your life again?” I stopped meddling with my necklace when he said that. “Will you give me a chance to be in your life?”

My current life consisted of me and Chanwoo, it is no longer just myself. If he wants to come inside, he not only has to take care of me but for Chanwoo as well. I gulp and shifted my sight from him to the floor, I don’t know how I should reply him. I looked into his eyes, I felt exposed. The way he was looking at me was slightly intense but it was so gentle and longing.

“I-I should get some rest.” I avoided that question and grabbed my cup. He held my wrist as I tried to stand and took the cup out of my hand placing it beside him.

“You haven’t answered my question.” He gently pulled me back down and this time I was closer to him. Our legs touched as we sat there facing each other, he rested my hand on his lap. He didn’t let go of my wrist. “Do I have a chance?” I couldn’t look away from him, his eyes were mesmerising. I breathed in shakily, my heart felt like it was about to burst.

“Maybe.” It came out barely as a whisper. He took my hand that he was still holding and placed it on his chest where his heart was. It was racing just like mine.

“Can you feel it? This is what you do to me. Did you really mean what you just said?” He inched closer towards me and he his lips and breathed out. I felt his breath on my face. Not trusting my voice, I nodded timidly. He was going to give me a heart attack. His eyes flickered down before looking back at me.

“Just once.” He whispered before moving forward and placed his lips on mine. I froze on the spot as I looked at his closed eyes. Before I could react, he pulled away a little and looked at me lovingly. “I love you.” and he closed the gap again, this time with a bit more force. My emotions were all over the place, happiness, sadness, shock everything. He was kissing me. He pulled my hand slowly and placed his hand on my back pulling me closer.

I gave in.

I closed my eyes and kissed him back resting my arms at his waist. The kiss was a slow but full of emotions. His other hand went to the back of my neck and supported it as he moved closer to me. He tangled his hand in my hair and pulled me even closer to him, pressing my body to his. My hands were stuck in between our bodies. There was an indescribable happiness inside, he loves me. This was what I’ve been waiting for. The three words that I wanted to hear it finally happened. Just when I thought maybe just maybe it’s okay to accept him, her image appeared and I my eyes flew open.  I pushed him away and breathed out as I saw the shock and hurt he wore on his face. I couldn’t do this.

“We can’t do this.” I said and stood up before walking to my room. This isn’t right. I made it to my room only to be pulled back, he turned me around so I could face him.

“Wait-” I struggled to break free.

“This is wrong!” I exclaimed softly. I felt tears welling up in my eyes. His grip on me soften. “Just pretend that this never happen.” I pushed him away before turning around.

“No no no.” he wrapped his arms around me and I pulled me back. “I’m sorry.” He whispered. “I shouldn’t hav…” His grip around me tighten. I closed my eyes a let out a breath.

“It’s a mistake”

“Please don’t say that. Don’t say that it’s a mistake, it’s not a mistake.”

“I-“

“When you kissed me, I was so happy. It means that you have some feelings for me, I was celebrating inside and I lost control for a while. I’ve waited so long, the moment I saw you I wanted to hold you in my arms and kiss you all night. I’m sorry if I scared you.” he whispered and tighten his grip around me. My tears fell and I bit my lips to prevent myself from letting out a sob.

“Don’t say that it’s a mistake, it’s not. Don’t think that you are in the wrong because you are not, I-I am. You are so precious to me, I can’t let you go.” I felt my shoulder getting wet as he rested his head there.

“We can’t do this.” He nuzzled unto my neck. “You are getting married.”

“I’m not. I’ll going to break it off. It wasn’t my idea in the first place, they forced it on me. So please, don’t make me leave.” he whispered. “I can’t live without you again.” we stood there as tears flowed down both of our faces, all we ever wanted was to be together. It’s that simple but fate had to throw us into a web of other things making things so difficult. I stared ahead as I hear him sniffing, it hurts. The both of you are hurting.

“Don’t leave me again.” I closed my eyes and more tears fell. Those thoughts about keeping him away from me, his upcoming marriage and even the others, it all disappeared. All I could think off right now is wanting him to stay with me. I’m going to be selfish for once, it is my fate and I’m going to take it into my own hands. No more letting it play with me like a rag doll.

“It hurts.” I whispered. His grip lessen and he turned me around to face him. We were still standing really close to each other. I couldn’t look at him instead I looked down slightly while trying to keep a cry from coming out. He placed one hand on my waist and the other on my shoulder.

“I’m here. Don’t cry. It hurts me to see you cry.” He rested his forehead on mine. I looked up at him, he had his eyes closed with tears streaming down endlessly. It hurts me to see him like this as well. I reached out and carefully touched his cheek, his eyes flew open immediately. I stared into those tear filled eyes and from them I could tell how much he loves me. Gently, I wiped his tears away.

“You too, don’t cry.” I said as my own tears fall. He lifted the hand resting on my shoulder and cupped my cheeks tenderly before swiping his thumb over it.

“Please don’t make me leave.” he pleaded.

“I won’t.” he rested his nose on mine and his breathe hitched. “D-don’t leave me.”

I finally said it. The words I’ve been wanting to tell him. I didn’t want him to leave either. I want him to stay with me, with us and that was it. He responded with another kiss, this time it was deeper and more passionate. I didn’t hesitate to kiss him back, my hand remained at his cheek while the other ran up to his chest where I could feel his heart beating. Only soft audible smacks from our lips could be heard. I broke away but he cupped my face before kissing me again.

“Thank you.” he whispered when he broke away and pecked my nose, cheeks and lips before looking down at me. “I won’t leave you again.” He planted a long peck on my forehead before hugging me tight. “I promise.” I leaned into his arms and wrapped my arms around him. We stood there for a while enjoying each other’s warmth and being in each other’s arms before I let out a small yawn. All that crying made me tired, his chest shook from a chuckle.

“Let’s get you to sleep.” He led me to my bed and laid me down gently before joining me. He held me close and covered us with a blanket making sure that we were free from the cold. I snuggled closer to him and he pecked my forehead.

“Sleep well Rin.”

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I found myself facing his chest in the morning, his arms were still wrapped around me tightly. I lifted my head a little to catch a glimpse of his sleeping face before smiling. It felt surreal, it was like a dream but he was really next to me. There wasn’t any space between us, his arms wrapped around me and his leg between mine. The warmth coming from him made me feel good making me snuggled closer to him. I let out a soft sigh as he tighten his grip around me as if afraid that someone will take me away. I closed my eyes hoping to get some more shut eye but then someone tapped the bed lightly.

Because he held me so tightly, I couldn’t really turn around. Lifting my head towards his face again, placing my hand on his chest as I gently pushed him. Slowly, there was a small gap for me to turn unto my back but it didn’t last long as he pulled me back to him, hugging unto my waist. I stayed still for a while in case he woke up before turning my head to the side. Chanwoo was standing there holding onto his blanket.

“Hey baby.” I called out and reached over to touch his cheeks. With both of my hands free, I lifted Chanwoo unto my bed.

“Appa supposed to sleep with Chanwoo.” He pointed to Kris who is fast asleep.

“Sorry. Eomma borrowed him for a while. Did you sleep well?” He nodded before lying on top of you to give you a hug which you hugged back. You kissed his temple and ran your hand through his hair like what you always do.

Kris nuzzled into your neck and sighed, his breath tickled your neck. You squirm a little since you were always sensitive around the neck area, you were easily tickled even if it means just by blowing air. Chanwoo looked up and you smiled at him before pointing at Kris.

“Go and wake appa up.” I removed my leg from his to make space for Chanwoo and he let out a small whimper from the lost. I pointed to Kris and Chanwoo climbed in to the little gap between the both of use.

“Appa.” He patted Kris’s shoulder but there was no reaction. “Appa.” He said a bit louder but got nothing more than just a stir.

“Give him a kiss.” I whispered to Chanwoo and he planted one on Kris’s cheek. As if he was the sleeping beauty waiting for a kiss form the prince, he opened his eyes and Chanwoo smiled back at me.

“Good job.” I smiled.

“Appa. Good morning.” Kris broke into a smile and hugged him, releasing me from his iron grip.

“Good morning.” He placed Chanwoo on his chest and I tucked my left arm under my head as I watched them interact. Kris pouted his lips and Chanwoo kissed him. He turned to me and I smiled a little.

“Good morning.” He said before smiling.

“Good morning.” I whispered. Having to wake up to him just plain happiness. We confirmed our feelings for each other. Still, it felt like a dream and my face grew hotter as I thought of what happened yesterday. I quickly looked away.

“I’ll make breakfast.” I pushed the blanket off and swing my legs over to the side before standing up. I scurried out of the room into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. Looking into the mirror, my face was red. I touched my cheeks before fanning myself. “What is he doing to me?” I whispered before brushing up. Dapping my face dry, I opened the door only to crash into him and he held me by the elbow to prevent me from falling backwards.

“Are you okay?” I looked up at him with widen eyes before nodding. His morning voice and bed hair combined with his good looks did not help my heart. I brushed pass him and went into the kitchen to prepare for breakfast. I cooked rice and started preparing for the dishes. I took out ham, eggs, tofu and kimchi along with some other vegetables. I placed the kimchi into the boiling water before going back to cut some zucchini when a pair of arms slipped through my arms and wrapped around my waist making me gasp aloud.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you.” he said as he rested his head on my shoulder. I stopped cutting and just stood there with my shoulder tensed up. “Don’t avoid me.” he placed one hand on mine and held up the knife asking me to continue cooking. I chopped the zucchini slowly and I started to relax in his arms. Before I knew it, I leaned back a little and he nuzzled into my neck and placed a peck my jawline. I continued to cook with him hugging me. He only let go of me when I need to place the dishes on the table. Leaning on the fridge, he continue to watch me. I took a glance at him and he smiled back.

“Chanwoo! Time to eat.” he ran out of his room and I helped him to his chair. I was about to sit down when he reached out for my wrist and pulled me to him. I came crashing unto his chest. He tilted my head towards him as he looked down.

“I need my morning kiss.” My eyes grew bigger as he grinned before swooping down and placed a kiss square on my lips. He pulled way and gazed at me. “You are so cute.” he tapped my nose lightly before sitting down next to Chanwoo. I stood there stunned.

“Are you not eating?” I sat opposite him and started eating. He wouldn’t stop looking at me as I ate. He placed his elbow in the table before resting his head on his palm. I couldn’t help but let out a soft scoff when I saw his expression. He raised his eyebrows at me and kicked my feet from under the table, grinning like a playful teenager. I shot him a small glare and he pouted before putting a spoon of rice in his mouth. I fed Chanwoo some ham and eggs.

“Ahh.” He said with his mouth open making me look at him. He lifted his right hand and open his mouth bigger. “Ahhhhh.”

“Appa.” Chanwoo lifted up his spoon and held it out for Kris. We just stared at him for a few seconds before I started laughing. Kris was stunned and ate what was on Chanwoo’s spoon.

“You are so nice!” I messed up Chanwoo’s hair and he laughed making us laugh along with him. Kris smiled but from the side he still eyed me and pointed to his open mouth.

‘Feed me.’ was what I think he was trying to say.

I shook my head and smiled, he was like a giant baby. Who knew he would be like this? His cold exterior totally disappeared and what replaced it was a playful and cheeky teenage boy. Need I remind you that he is 26 years old? But then again, it was something new and cute. I didn’t know he has this side of him.

I took some ingredients and placed it on his spoon, making him feed himself. I cleared the table when we finished and washed the dishes. Kris and Chanwoo played in the living room like always. Kris would teach Chanwoo how to speak in English and Chinese. I was planning on teaching him when he was much older but someone beat me too it. My phone rang and I walked to my room.

“Hello?”

“Hello, is this Jung Ye Rin?”

“Speaking.”

“This is Dr Park. You are scheduled to meet me 2 days from now regarding your eyes.”

“Ah, yes.”

“I’m sorry but would you be able to come down today instead? I’m really sorry but the nurse got my schedule wrong. I am fully packed for the next 2 days.” I looked at the clock.

“I see. Around what time should I come?”

“My schedule is free from 3PM onwards. Would it be okay for you?”

“It should be fine.”

“Okay, then I’ll see you later. Sorry for the trouble.”

“No worries. Have a nice day.”

“You too.” I hung up.

“Who is that?” he asked with his arms folded. He was leaning on the door frame.

“A doctor. He wants to meet me today instead of the original schedule which is 2 days later.”

“Why?” he walked in and sat on my bed.

“The nurse over looked his schedule. He is full for the next 2 days.” I walked to my cupboard and took out my clothes. “It’s also better in a way. I don’t have to wait.”

“True. I’m coming along.” I placed my clothes on the bed and looked at him.

“You don’t have too.”

“I want too. I can’t let my girlfriend go alone.”

“G-girlfriend?” he nodded before pointing at me. “Since when am I your girlfriend?” his face fell and I bit back a laugh. I am happy that he regarded me as his girlfriend but a little teasing won’t hurt would it?

“What are you talking about? You don’t want to be my girlfriend?” he asked seriously. “Even after yesterday, the kisses and-.”

“You didn’t ask.” that silenced him. I wanted him to ask me officially. He stood up and walked to me with a serious expression. He got closer and closer and I moved backwards until the back of my legs hit my dresser. He placed his arms on both sides, trapping me in. I leaned backwards because he kept leaning closer.

“Rin, I am only going to ask once.” He said in a low voice. “Will you be my girlfriend?”

“What if I say no?” his brows furrowed and he stared right at me.

“If you say no, I’m going to kiss you.”

“And if I say yes?”

“I’m still going to kiss you.”

“You do know that it isn’t fair to me right? This will only benefit you.” he smirked.

“I know. So what’s your answer?” I stared at him for a while, my brain was coming up with ways to .

“What’s in it for me?” he looked slight taken aback before he composed himself.

“Well, you will have a tall, handsome and smart boyfriend who will hug you, kiss you, care for you and treasure you like no one else. He will comfort you when you are in pain or when you are sad, rejoice with you when you are happy. He will let you hit him or trash it out on him if you are unhappy or angry so that you will feel better. If you need help, he will help you immediately and if you can’t sleep, he will lend you his arm as a pillow. He will make sure that you live a comfortable life and let you treat him like a servant only at times when he thinks you need a break or too stressed out. He will make sure that you are treated like a princess.” He leaned in as he spoke. “But the main point is that he will love you with all his heart and will protect you from anyone who threatens your safety or happiness which includes tearing their head off if anyone touches you.”

I couldn’t help but smiled at what he said. He brushed his nose with mine and I felt his breathe on my face.

“So, will you take up this deal?” I let out a small chuckle as I looked at him.

“Where do I sign up?”

“Here.” he supped my face and kissed me. I felt him smiling through the kiss and he placed his hand on my back preventing me from leaning back further. His hand went to my thighs and lifted me up unto the dresser making me gasp. He continued to kiss after pulling me closer. He broke away a while later and rested his forehead on mine.

“Done.” I smiled and looked down, I was really happy.

“Eomma.” We turned and Chanwoo was standing next to us.

“When did you come in?” he smiled and pointed at us before giggling. Kris pulled away and coughed, his ears were red and I got off the table while laughing. The situation was a bit absurd, the child catching the adults kissing.

“Let go outside.” I followed him out not before glancing at Kris who had his head down and tossed his hair. His ears are still red but never the less, he was wearing a smile just like me.

There was still time before I had to leave for the appointment so we just gathered in the living room and entertained Chanwoo. He really is a gift sent to me, he not only help me feel again, he made me meet Kris again. He is the most adorable child ever. Kris sat by my side and when Chanwoo is distracted or when he wasn’t looking, he would sneak kisses from me. He would always end of with a stupid grin and I could tell that he is enjoying himself a lot. He tried to sneak another kiss when I placed my hand over my mouth.

“What?” he looks at me dumbfounded.

“No more.” I have to set down some rules. It’s not that I mind but isn’t that a bit too much and too fast? We do know each other but we don’t really know that much of each other in this life.

“Why?”

“Because I don’t want too.”

“You don’t want me to kiss you?” he raised his eyebrows.

“No, not that but I don’t think kissing every minute can do anything.” I reached out to Chanwoo and placed him on my lap in directly acting as my shield. “We just got together, don’t you think it’s too fast?”

“But I want too…” he trailed off.

“You can but there has to be a limit.” His eyes lit up. “5 times a day.” His face fell immediately.

“5?! That’s not enough!” he exclaimed.

“Do you want me to reduce it further?” he looked at me before sighing.

“Okay 5. But you have to let me have some exceptions at times. I don’t think I can survive on just 5.”

“Depends.” I smiled and he dropped his head. “I didn’t know that you are like this.” He looked up.

“Like what?”

“Do you like skin ship?” I tilted my head to the side as I asked him. “It’s like you changed overnight.”

“I’m not always like this.” He said, obviously still upset by my rule. “But I can’t control myself, your lips are so soft and it’s addicting. I can’t stop.”

“Am I a drug?”

“Yeah, you are super addicting.” He smiled as he caressed my cheeks. “My kind of drug.”

I swear, I was blushing right then and there. My heart picked up pace and my whole face felt hot. I couldn’t look at him in the face.

“Why are you so adorable?” he broke into a smile. “I like it when you blush.”

“I-I’m n-not blushing.” I turned away and pretended to play with Chanwoo.

“Oh really? Then why is your face red?” he teased me.

“I-I, it’s because-never mind.” I couldn’t come up with an excuse so I just let it be. I shoot him a small glare before focusing my attention on my son. He started calling me but I didn’t respond to him, my revenge for teasing me. Deep inside, I couldn’t help but feel that my life just got better. I am happy but at the same time worried. Will this happiness last or will it throw me in to an endless pit of darkness?

 

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So, Kris and Rin together, what do you think? I at describing....hahahha I'm sorry that I didn't update the past few days, been busy with school >.< 

I dont know if you can imagine Kris being like this but i somehow can imagine him being playful. He did mention on a radio broadcast that he will change if he has a girlfriend so lets just take it as this (Though he may not be like this in real life). 

Anyway, the story is ending in a few more chapters. I can't believe I'm finishing the story soon! A BIG Thank You you all who has been following me since the first story. Thank you for the subscriptions, comments and upvotes, it's much appreciated:))

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