“Yes, it’ll be better if we would do this” she said staring at the glass in front of her, her voice was shaky for a bit, but then she cleared and added “I’ll miss you, though”

“Me, too. I… I really like you Hae Jin-ah, but…”

“But we can’t be together. I get it. I don’t blame you for saying this first” She looked up at me and I felt like my heart would jump out from my chest. What the hell was I doing. Way I was breaking up with her. I love her. “If you wouldn’t bring this up till the end of month… I think I would” she added and her words instead of giving me relieve, hurt me even more.

“But, we were perfect for each other, right?” I tried to joke and laughed and she chuckled as well

“Perfect… but not meant”

I looked at her. She was so beautiful. Wearing her signature red lipstick, long black hair put on one side. Will I ever be able to forget about her? I knew that this relationship goes to nowhere. But I just couldn’t let her go. She was beside me. Whenever I wanted to call to somebody, whenever I was depressed and angry about my songs that YG hyung was still rejecting… We were comfortable with each other. Until the time I realized both of us were just… co-existing. I knew her. I knew her so well, that I knew that she wanted a break up. But was too afraid, too nice to do this. I was having a hard time because of the work. And she wasn’t a type to leave when someone needed her.

I could still remember the first time I met her. She was a friend of one of YG staff that was working for YG Family concert. She was on the backstage, trying not to bother anyone with her presence.

And then, I bumped onto her when I was back walking, catching the last words that someone was saying to me in the back.

When she saw me she was so surp