"Hyung, open the door. Why you changed your passcode?" I heard maknae's voice and i decided to ignore it. Like i used to many other times

"Jiyongie, i should be seriously mad at you that you didn't use my birth date as a new code. I'll forgive you, when you'll open the door" Youngbae called from behind the door and i went to bedroom, to be as far away from the main doors. Ignoring Seungri was easy, but not my best friend.

I didn't want to see them. The only one i wanted to talk to was the person that I'll probably never see again. Because you hate me... i can't even blame you. I hate myself as well.

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"Go away if you want to! I don't ever care. Go the out of my house!" I screamed and a little smirk appeard on my face when I saw tears in your eyes. Yes, cry. That's exactly what I want to see. You were still sitting in the big chair trying to focus on your phone. That's not what I wanted you to do. I took the phone out of your hands and finally made you look at me "I said GO!" I yelled once again

"You're sick. Give me back my phone. I need to-" you said, standing up and walking toward me with your shaky hand trying to reach the device

"The only thing you need to do right now is to go ing out of this apartment. Do I need to show you the documents where it's written who's the owner?" I said angrily.

"You need to calm down. Why do you always have to act like that when something's not the way you wanted to, or when you're drunk?"

"Because only when I'm drunk I see clearly who you are. Everyone. Everyone was telling me that this... us will never work out. Because you'll never understand me"

"Maybe you're right... I don't understand you. I don't understand why you're blaming everything on me. Yes, I didn't call to your mom to come to dinner. Yes, I didn't come for the 5th concert of yours in this month. Yes, I became closer to Young Deuk lately. Sorry for that. Sorry that I'm not 100% yours and not always ready for your orders!!!" You screamed in my face and I clenched my teeth when I heard about one of the Kwon Twins "Sorry that my life is not circling around your person"

"It should have! I'm your ing boyfriend, I do everything you tell me so and I demand the same" I yelled back

"You do everything I want? Then, thank you for coming with me to my parent's anniversary.  Thank you for not going to that party last month when I was lying in bed sick. Thank you for coming home for one of these dinners that I was preparing the whole day. You're such a wonderful person" you said sarcastically and I could feel the anger raising in my body

"I work! I work nights and days, so I could afford everthing you have here"

You looked at me in disbelief and I waitied for your another argument, but it never came. Yes, I wanted to fight again. To see your weakness, to see your tears. But you just nodded, took off the latest ring I gave you and steped away from me.

"You know I've never wore jewelry. I don't even like wearing one. It was on my finger, just to make you happy" you whispered, put the diamond on the nearest table just beside the vase with your favorite daisies and walked away, closing the main doors behind you.

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It's been two weeks already since you left. The next day I woke up w