(sehuns pov)

I didn't mean to be like that you know. being harsh, towards taeya. but I couldn't help it.
I just had alot going on right now and I couldn't take when she kept bugging me about talking to her all the time. 
I didn't want to talk. 
I didn't want to open up.
I felt as if my chest was opened up someone could take my heart and break the rest of it.
she had ran from me after I had yelled at her.
I grabbed her before she could get any further and I back hugged her houlding her arms so she couldn't hit me.
In her ear I whispered."baby you know i love you." i said in lust." im just no all here right now. dont worry about a thing im alright." 
which was a complete lie.
truth was i was being torn apart piece by piece inside and my sanity was as close as being insane.
I couldn't take the trama I had encountered in this last month and I was beging to worry about my self.
which caused taeya to even noticed.
I couldn't allow that so I had to fix it.
she had to belive I was fine.
no matter what i takes.

(end of sehuns pov)