Kibum woke up the next morning in a daze. His throat was dry and he felt unbelievable depressed, remembered what had happened the day before and biting his lips to stop himself from crying once more.

This just wasn’t fair. Why was it always him who had such a ed up life? Why couldn’t things be normal for him too?

No, he had found out he had two boyfriends.

Fabulous, wasn’t it?

He sighed and crawled out of his bed, taking a shower or more like trying to take one because he mostly just stood there and stared at the wall with a blank expression. He had so much to think about but somehow his brain was still in standby mode so it felt like he head was completely empty.

He prepared a small breakfast for himself since he wasn’t very hungry and took it with him to his room where he sat down on the bed, pulling his knees close to his chest and resting his head on top of them.

Now all the questions started coming back.

Why didn’t he notice? How was it possible to feel the same for both of them? How can they both love the same person? Why didn’t they tell him? How did they do this? Did they really mean what they said? This was not just a stupid joke?

Did they really love him?

He almost started crying again while thinking about all of this, pulling Fluffy close to his chest to get some kind of support. Normally Jonghyun would be there for him but now…he didn’t even know if that Jonghyun really existed.

Jonghyun was like a fictional figure created out of two persons that he had mushed together into one. So what was real about his Jonghyun? How much had they just made up? Had they even made up things or was everything just a lie?

Could he even say he was in a relationship?

Why was all of this just so messed up?

Kibum sighed and pulled his Laptop close, opening it and typing ‘Relationship With Three People’ in the search bar. He was kind of embarrassed to do this but it was worth a try, right?

After some searching around and reading some stuff about unnecessary thing in a triple relationship he finally found a useful article.

It was from a man who explained how a relationship with three people could work out and what different types existed.

One common type of a relationship is the so called V-Relationship. It includes three people where two of them share the same feelings for a third person but not for each other. The letter V is a perfect example if every person was to be a dot. Two dots are connected to a third one but there is no connection between them.

That would probably be Kibum’s type of relationship because he doubted the brothers shared any love related feelings. But what if they did?

Kibum’s eyes widened and he quickly shoed those thoughts away. He hoped this whole situation wasn’t that messed up because he still loved Jonghyun.

But Jonghyun didn’t even exist anymore. He was a combination of Jonghyun and Minho.

So did this mean he loved both of them as well?

He groaned annoyed and shut off his laptop, burring his face in his pillows and complaining, his voice muffled by the fabric.

Why was his life so messed up?

He sighed and looked up again, resting his head on the pillow comfortably and looking at Fluff who sat next to him.

“What do you think?” he asked and the teddy continued to smile.

“Is it worth a try?” Kibum mumbled to himself.

“I could just break up with Jongh-…them…”

He sighed, ruffling his hair and taking out his cellphone and looked at the pictures he had taken with…Minho and Jonghyun. He couldn’t see the difference between the two and if he hadn’t seen them with his very own eyes he would have never guessed it.

“Twins…” he said and chuckled quietly before he sighed once again and turned around onto his back.

“Should I try it? Should I give them a chance?” he asked himself, staring at his white celling like it was holding a useful answer.

His heart told him he should try it while his mind told him to give them up.

Well, he had never really been one to listen to his mind but he wasn’t ready to meet them again just yet so he held his distance for a few more days, thinking about his situation deeply. He started missing his Jonghyun after some time and that was when he realized he probably couldn’t live without him/them anymore so he pulled himself together and walked to the twins’ apartment one evening.

His heart was beating widely in his chest as he stared at the apartment door of his boyfriend…no, wait, boyfriends.

He took a deep breath and raised his hand to knock. He could have just entered like last time but he didn’t want that. That shock he had gotten last time was too big so he settled for the safer way for now.

Footsteps were heard from inside and soon the door was opened by Jonghyun…or Minho. Kibum couldn’t tell those two apart. He hadn’t been able to see the difference after 9 months so he would probably never be able to tell them apart.

“H-Hi,” he said and smiled softly as the other stared at him with clear surprise written all over his face.

“Kibum…” he said like he couldn’t believe it. “Come in, come in,” he then added with a bright smile and stepped aside to let the younger inside.

“Hey Kibum.”

The poor blond yelped in shock and turned to his right to see the other twin standing there. He still wasn’t used to this so he looked at both of them, his eyes switching back and forth before he shook his head in confusion.

His eyes settled on the twins who were standing next to each other and he really tried his best but he couldn’t find a difference at all besides their clothes. He whined and stomped his foot.

“Who is who?” he asked and both of the twins started grinning at the same time.

“Jonghyun.”

“Minho.”

Okay so Jonghyun had the red shirt and Minho the grey one. Jonghyun is red, Minho is grey. Jonghyun red, Minho grey. Jonghyun red, Minho grey.

They went to the living room and the twins sat down on the couch opposite of Kibum, Minho just leaning back while Jonghyun pulled up his legs to sit cross legged. Both of them smiled at the blond sweetly and it was the exact same smile as Jonghyun. Of course it was! They were both Jonghyun or had been….whatever.

“Sorry if we scared you last time,” Minho said and looked at the younger apologetically.

“We were a bit overwhelmed by how fast things went and I guess we all kind of freaked out,” Jonghyun said quietly.

Silence took over and the two parties just stared at each other, gawking like they had just seen a flying unicorn. It took rather long until someone found his voice again and dared to speak up.

“So this is going to be a relationship involving three people?” Kibum asked hesitantly.

“If you want it to be one,” Minho said with a smile.

“It’s your decision. We messed up more than enough already,” Jonghyun added. “We’re both sorry for lying to you and that this came out all messed up.”

Kibum swallowed once nervously. “But y-you two aren’t…” He pointed from one twin to another and they needed a few seconds before they got what the blond meant. When they did, they broke out into loud laugher and looked at each other disgusted.

“Ew!” Minho said. “There is no way I would every like something like that!”

“Look at yourself first!”

“I’m the better looking one!”

“I’m 5 minutes older!”

“Oh please,” Minho said and rolled his eyes. “I guess that’s why I got more brain than you did.”

“Don’t you dare,” Jonghyun growled dangerously.

“Already happened,” Minho teased with a smirk and his brother exploded.

“I ing hate you, you stupid, soccer-loving idiot.”

“I hate you more, you brainless guitar freak.”

“I hate you more than you hate me!”

“I have you more than you hate me than I hate you!”

“I hate you the most!”

“I hate you more than the most!”

“I hate you more than more than the most!”

“I hate yo-”

“GUYS!”

The two brothers shut up and their heads switched to Kibum who looked at them oddly. “I’m really sorry to interrupt but I don’t want to play matchmaker in this relationship,” he said and again the two needed some seconds to fully understand what they had just heard.

“So you agree?” Jonghyun asked, his eyes sparkling like he had just gotten a brand new, signed guitar from his biggest idol.

Kibum blushed a bit and looked down. “I guess it’s worth a try,” he mumbled and a few seconds later he was already squished in a bear hug by two brainless froppies.

“You won’t regret it,” Jonghyun said and started jumping up and down with excitement, making Kibum waver on his tiptoes.

“Of course not,” Minho said into his ear and kissed his boyfriend’s cheek.

“Hey,” Jonghyun protested with a glare and smashed his and Kibum’s lip together just a second later, making the youngest squeak in surprise but he soon melted into the kiss, knowing what he had missed those last few days.

“I want some too,” Minho whined and pushed his brother away, turned Kibum’s head to the side without letting him catch his breath first and connecting their lips.

The poor blond was a bit overwhelmed by all of this and his mind overturned, getting kissed by two people like this was rather uncommon so he would have get used to this first. Well, he probably would have to breathe before that as well.

He gasped for air as soon as his lips were released again took a few deep breaths. “So I get a double of everything now?” he asked still a bit breathlessly.

“Of course,” Jonghyun chirped happily. “Two boyfriends are better than one, right?”

Kibum smiled softly and shook his head. “We’ll have to figure that out first.”

Aww, isn't that beautiful? Finally everything is sorted out....so far...

I think this story will end soon, probably just one more chapter as epilogue. 

I don't have much to say because I need to watch Fullmetal Alchemist again <3 Hopefull I'll manage to write the last chapter for this without drifting off and suddenly writng something about that anime xD I'll give my best, promise. 

Hope all of you had a wonderful Christmas *gives hugs to everyone*

See you next time~