Unrequited Love
Hide It So LongStill 2008
What dream I had last night?
I wake up as soon I heard my phone ringing. I scratch my head stared blankly.
I check my phone and there is one message.
Oppa, are you already waking up?
She always be my alarm every morning. I think she never bored do this.
yes
I stand up and reach my towel, go to bathroom and ready for school.
Since our house near each other, just separate by two houses. No single days I missed go to school without Naeun. Every morning, I always wait in front her house or sometime had breakfast in her house. We are friend since elementary school. I think the only her close friend is me.
Maybe this is the reason everyone mistaken our relationship. Naeun is a popular girl, but every boy tried to close to her, they always say, what are we relationship is, or they think I was a guard dog that follow Naeun everywhere, or like Jongin, they approached me, to be paired with Naeun. Same situation come to me too, most of girl blame Naeun a flirty girl or tried to close to Naeun In order to close with me. This is one of the reason Naeun never had a close girl friend. Yeah..blame me. But I never thought I will separate with Naeun. Everything become habit, my daily routine.
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“Jongin-ah!”, I ran to Jongin and hug him from behind as soon as I see him on gate of school. Naeun silently followed me.
“Yah! Don’t surprise me like that!”. Jongin shout but immediately quiet and shy. I wondered why. Aahh.. He sees a girl behind me.
“good morning Naeun-ah! h..how are you?”. I never see Jongin become so nervous toward girl.
“good morning too sunbaenim, I am fine sunbaenim”. Naeun reply while she slightly bow to him.
Suddenly Naeun speak to me with soft tone, “oppa, I go first” as she walk passed me and Jongin.
“hhmmppheeww..i think I can breathe right now”, Jongin exhale
“why? You don’t breathe just now?”
“I don’t think I can’t breathe in front of Naeun”
“you must be died before you confess to her”
“yeah..i died because her beauty”
“you must be crazy”. I shook my head and walk away from him. What this feeling?
At break time.
While I was alone at lunch time and wondered where Jongin, Soo Jung tapped my shoulder and sit n front of me. She places her plate and start to eat.
“Where is Jongin?”, I asked to her
“He was going to Naeun classroom”, I pause a second and continue eat.
“Why?”, I tried manage my voice as flat as be. But the inside I want to shout out loud.
“He said he want to borrow Naeun math note, hehe… I know this is lame action for Jongin. This is obvious enough to make him looked like hit on her, right? Math noted? I never saw him attract to anything of our lesson moreover math”,
“What?”, she's explanation make my eyebrow pulled up. “Who taught him like that?
“Actually the idea came from my head, haha… he has to make as obvious as possible cause Naeun not innocent enough to think he really pure want to borrow her note right?”
You wrong Soo Jung. She is.
I continue my lunch quietly. My mind wondered everywhere.
Without me knowing, Soo Jung tried read my mind through my expression. She stares me long until I notice her action.
I asked her “why?”
”Why are you so handsome Taemin?”, she stared me with intense eyes.
“And you just realizing right know, Soo Jung? Where you have been?”, I laugh as I stood up and walked to recycle counter.
Soo Jung speak on her mind. No, I realize this for long time ago Taemin since from I first met you
being in love with your best friend is problematic, right?
whaa.. finally i got many readers, hehehe..
I thought my story never been readed of anyone, cause i started write this story from April, but there is no view, yeah..my stupidity, i put my story into draft, so it become hidden story,
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